Prologue #3
I know Axel isn’t the guy who’s ready to settle down with one woman.
Even if he was, I’m not the woman he’d be with for the rest of his life.
He needs someone so much stronger than I am to be at his side and handle everything the club does.
While I know I’m strong and can stand at his side, there’s a part of me that can’t be the person he truly needs.
My entire focus is on school and getting my degree so I can open my own veterinarian clinic and help those in town who can’t afford the ones who charge outrageous prices to help animals in need.
When I’m not focused on school, I’m helping my dad at the garage.
Axel needs a woman who can focus on him and what he needs.
Someone to be a trophy wife who doesn’t care what he does at the club when she’s not around.
I’m not saying he’d cheat, but there’s always that chance with all the naked women strutting around the place and offering themselves up on a silver platter.
Without another word, Axel drops to his knees between my open ones and never takes his eyes off me as he leans in and slides his tongue through my folds.
My eyes close on their own as I savor the feelings he’s sending through my body.
Axel doesn’t stop as he moves to suck my clit in his mouth while sliding a finger in me.
My back arches off the bed as he moves one of my legs over his shoulders and I follow with the other one.
In a few minutes, he adds a second finger and continues to slide them in and out as I already start to feel my orgasm build in me.
“Axel!” I scream out after a few minutes when I can’t hold my release back any longer.
He doesn’t stop working me over with his mouth until I feel the last tremor roll through me and I slump down against the mattress.
My eyes open and I watch Axel stand from the floor with a condom in his hand.
He opens the package and rolls it down his length as I take every inch of him in.
He’s larger than the one other guy I’ve been with.
“Ready, Little Fairy?” he asks me, his voice gentle as he looks down at me with eyes full of desire.
“I’m ready, Axel. I want all of you,” I tell him, not sure of what I’m asking for but knowing he’ll hold back if I don’t say something to him.
“Not sure you can handle that, Little Fairy. Are you a virgin?” he questions, sliding his length up and down through my folds.
“I’m not a virgin. I’ve been with one guy and it’s been a while since we were together,” I answer him honestly, already knowing he’s been with numerous women over the years.
Axel knows he’s sexy and he hasn’t ever turned down a willing woman from what I’ve heard. He’s single and can do what he wants.
“I’m clean. I was just tested and haven’t been with anyone since I had the test done,” he informs me as I nod and lift my hips just enough that the tip of him notches at my opening.
Axel grabs onto my hips with one hand while guiding himself inside with the other one.
In seconds, he’s gripping both of my hips in his hands as he moves back and forth until he’s fully seated deep inside me.
Axel pauses for a second to let me adjust to his size as he keeps his gaze locked on me.
When I lift my hips to assure him I’m ready for him to move, Axel pulls out of me and doesn’t hesitate to slide back inside.
He starts a slow, steady pace as I wrap my legs around his waist and lock my ankles together.
I move my body in time with him as his pace starts to increase.
Little moans escape me as Axel leans down and sucks a nipple into his mouth.
I wrap my arms over his shoulders and dig my fingers into the muscles of his back.
Releasing my nipple, Axel kisses over my skin so softly it almost tickles until he pulls my other nipple in his mouth and gently bites down on the hardened bud.
It’s been so long, it doesn’t take me long to feel the familiar tension building inside once again.
Axel speeds up and adds this twist to his hips, hitting me in all the right places as he reaches between our bodies to find my clit.
I dig my nails in his back and wonder if I’ll leave marks on his body.
Axel sucks the skin of my breast and I know he’ll leave behind a mark.
It gives me a hint of pain that I’ve never felt during sex before.
He releases my skin after a few minutes and kisses his way up my body only pausing when he finds the sensitive spot below my ear.
I moan louder this time as I wrap my legs tighter around Axel.
“Give it to me, Little Fairy. Don’t hold anythin’ back. I want to hear every sound you make and feel your pussy clench around my cock. Give. It. To. Me,” he growls out, his voice low and smooth before he crashes his lips to mine in a punishing kiss.
He pinches my clit just hard enough to send me over the edge. “Axel!” I scream out once more as my body tightens and I rake my nails up his back while closing my eyes and tipping my head back to expose my neck as Axel leans down and sucks the skin of my neck in his mouth.
His movements speed up even more as he chases his own release. Axel’s hips are slamming into me and I know I’ll have marks on the inside of my legs from the force of his movements.
“So. Fuckin’. Good,” he grits out once he releases my skin and looks down at me as I open my eyes and watch him.
Axel’s body is shaking and a fine sheen of sweat covers our bodies as he slams into me once more. His entire body goes tight and his head is thrown back as he roars out my name. “Sheridan!” It echoes off the walls of my bedroom.
After a few minutes, Axel lets his body collapse against mine.
He holds most of his weight off of me so I’m not crushed beneath him.
I run my hands up and down his back as he holds me close while our hearts beat out of our chests and our breathing is ragged and the only sound to fill the room.
We don’t talk as our breathing slowly returns to normal and our hearts slow down to a steady beat.
When he finally grabs a hold of the condom and pulls from my body, I’m ready to fall asleep.
“Fuck!” I hear Axel mutter as I lean up to see what’s wrong. “The condom broke.”
“I’m on birth control, Axel. We’ll be okay,” I tell him as he removes the condom from his dick and finds the garbage can I have next to my bed.
“That’s good, Little Fairy. I gotta head out. You gonna be okay?” he asks me, already grabbing his jeans and pulling them on.
“Why wouldn’t I be okay? I knew going into this what it was and I’m not expecting anything more from you, Axel,” I tell him even as my heart breaks and I reach for the blanket to cover my body from his sight.
I’ll need to make the bed and change everything anyway.
I can’t stand the thought of sleeping in blankets that smell like him and the combination of us.
This is the reminder I needed that this means nothing to Axel and I’m just another notch on his belt.
He doesn’t look at me as he quickly dresses and leaves my apartment without a word.
The second I hear the door close behind him, the first tear slides down my cheek.
I want to curl up in a ball and hide from what just happened, but I can’t.
Instead, I drop the blanket from my body and make my way into the bathroom attached to my room.
Turning the water on, I let it heat up and go as hot as I can stand it before stepping in.
The tears fall faster and mix with the water as I simply stand under the shower and feel myself begin to shut down so I don’t let myself feel horrible for allowing myself to have one night with a man I’ve craved for years.
This is on me and I knew it was a mistake.
It was a mistake I don’t regret because I’ve wanted Axel for so long.
The only downside is now that I’ve had him, no man will ever compare to him. What have I done?