Chapter 23
Chapter Twenty-Three
WILL
The information that Cara and Sara gave us wasn’t what I expected.
I didn’t really know what I thought they would find out, but I didn’t think it would be this.
Immense relief and happiness washed over me for trusting my instincts.
I knew I was taking a risk by going against Jacob’s wishes, but it had to be done.
Cody was the last piece of the puzzle in Jacob's journey of healing. As much as he tried to cope with what he knew, it was taking a toll on him. He needed to really know what happened to Cody.
Ever since we left the clubhouse, he had been quiet. I could tell he was lost in his thoughts. I knew this was probably a lot for him, so I gave him space to process it all.
After dinner, he took Miracle to her room to get her ready for bed. My roommates were concerned with his sudden quietness. I assured them everything was okay before I went to our room to take a shower. I didn’t know what to tell the ladies without saying too much.
As I showered, I wondered what was going through his mind. Did he want to reach out to Cody? Did all those feelings he had for Cody come back? Was he going to leave me for him?
I was going down this rabbit hole faster and faster. My chest tightened at the thought of losing him after all we had worked through. He told me he loved me and thanked me for looking into Cody, but that didn’t mean he wanted to stay with me.
I mean, Cody was his first love. He was the boy he wanted to risk it all for. How could I compete with that?
Stop it, Will! Jacob loves you.
As much as I wanted to believe that, I was feeling unsure.
I wasn’t an insecure person by any means, but my paranoia was beating me down.
Nothing about Jacob’s and my journey had been easy.
We’ve had some ups and downs. I hoped that our relationship would be resilient enough to endure any challenges.
I turned the water off before getting out of the shower.
After I dried myself off, I wrapped a towel around my waist and stepped out of the bathroom.
Seeing Jacob on one knee right in the center of our room made me stop in my tracks.
He had a black ring box in his hand with a huge smile on his face.
Suddenly, I felt stupid with the thoughts I was having in the shower. I should never have doubted our love. Despite everything we’d been through, he’d never given me a reason to doubt his love for me. Even when we were on the outs, I knew he loved me.
“J-Jacob,” I stuttered.
He crooked his finger at me. “Come here, Dimples.” I made my way to him, my heart beating wildly in my chest. Once I was in front of him, he grabbed one of my hands.
“This isn’t exactly what I had planned for this moment, but after today, I couldn’t wait any longer.
Will, from the moment you entered my life, you have been what I always needed.
Even when I was too afraid and beating myself down, you were there uplifting me and encouraging me.
I’ve hurt you, which is the biggest thing I regret in my life, and still, you allowed me another chance to make things right.
“I went to hell and back, fighting the demons of my past to make sure I was the man you deserved. I tried convincing myself that all I needed to do was free myself from the trauma of Sire, and I would be all right. Deep down inside, I knew the thoughts of what happened to Cody would always cripple me. But I was willing to leave things the way they were, afraid of what might come with the full truth.”
Jacob's hand shook in mine as I watched his eyes glaze over. He choked out a laugh and shook his head. “But, somehow, you knew. You knew exactly what I needed. As usual, you were my strength when I was too weak. Because you were willing to go where I wasn’t, you lifted years of guilt off my shoulders. I don’t think I will ever be good enough for you, but I will spend the rest of my life proving that you made the right decision being with me. ”
“Jacob,” I choked out through my tears. This wasn’t at all what I thought a proposal would look like for me, but it was perfect. His words made my heart swell.
Since the moment we made things official, this was all I wanted.
I knew in my heart this man was my soulmate.
The way our bodies and spirits reacted to each other wasn’t normal.
Even when he wasn’t in the room, I could feel him.
He said he didn’t deserve me, but I begged to differ.
Jacob fought for me in a way I had longed for.
Jacob removed the gold band with diamonds and held it over my ring finger. “Dimples, will you marry me and make me the happiest man alive?” he asked as his chest heaved.
I didn’t know if he was nervous, but he had no reason to be. There was no one else on this planet I wanted to be with. “Yes!” I exclaimed, and he slid the ring on my finger.
He was on his feet in no time, kissing me like it would be the last time. I wiped the few tears that escaped his eyes as we held on to each other. His strong arms engulfed me as he kissed me in a way that only he could. I was coming undone by the second. I needed him inside of me.
I pulled away from the kiss, gazing into his eyes. “Jacob, make love to me, please. I need you right now,” I panted.
His eyes darkened, and he snatched the towel from my waist. My hard length bounced between us. Wrapping his hand around it, he stroked, pulling a moan from me.
“Fuck. This will never get old, Dimples. Watching your eyes glaze over with lust as I make you come will always do it for me.”
I could only offer a whimper since his lips were back on mine. Our tongues twirled as we made our way to the bed, never breaking our lip-lock. My hands were all over him and vice versa.
The back of my knees hit the bed, causing me to fall back. Jacob was on top of me immediately. He trailed kisses down my jaw and throat. I was yearning for more. I was like an addict to his touch. I could never get enough.
“Jacob, please,” I whined, thrusting my hips upward.
“Please, what?” he grumbled while licking my nipples. He was driving me insane.
“Touch me,” I begged.
Jacob chuckled, nibbling and sucking on my chest. “I am touching you, Will.”
I growled in frustration. “I need more. I need to feel you, baby.”
He smirked, making his way down my body. I quivered with anticipation for what was to come next. Kneeling between my legs, he threw mine over his shoulders. I gasped when I felt his tongue lick that spot right under my balls.
“Like this?” he asked as he swirled his tongue lower.
“Yes!” My lips trembled as I was about to release. I couldn’t control my body as I shook while he feasted on me like I was the last supper. I gripped the sheets in my hands, trying to hold off.
As if he knew how close I was, he swallowed my aching dick.
Palming my balls in his hand, his head moved vigorously, stealing my breath.
I leaned my head back against the bed because it felt so fucking good.
His wet and warm mouth sucked me while dragging his tongue underneath was enough to make me speak in tongues.
Jacob pressed his fingers at my opening, easing them inside. My eyes flew open, and my cock hardened even more. I didn’t have long left. He released my dick, twirling his tongue on the head. “Come for me, baby.”
Between his fingers, mouth, and that voice that always triggered my body, my cum shot out of me like a missile. Greedily, he stuffed me back in his mouth, swallowing every drop.
“Ohhh..my Goddd. Jacob! Just like that,” I moaned.
As soon as my release was over, he stood to his feet, stripping the clothes from his body. With each layer that hit the ground, I grew hard again. I didn’t understand how I could come, and Jacob could have me hard again in a matter of minutes.
Once he was naked, he flipped me over onto my knees.
Naturally, I lay my chest against the bed, arching my back.
I felt the warm liquid of lube slide down my cheeks.
Seconds later, the head of his cock pushed me open.
I bit my lip to hold in the screams threatening to come out.
It was hard controlling myself, but with a sleeping baby next door, I didn’t have a choice.
Jacob pushed and pulled until he was buried deep inside me. His body shuddered while he planted kisses along my back. “You always feel so fuckin’ good, Dimples,” he growled, thrusting in and out of me.
He wasn’t going as hard as I knew he could. I started pushing back against him, showing him I wanted him to really fuck me. I had surpassed horny at this point. I wanted him to use my body and take me as hard as he could.
“Harder, Jacob. Fuck me harder. I want to feel you with each step I take tomorrow.”
I couldn’t see him, but I felt his body stiffen. “Shit,” he hissed, holding my hips harder. And then… Then he began to pound me so good.
“Right there! Jacobbbb!” I cried, burying my face in the bed.
He gripped my hair lightly, lifting my head. “Nuh-uh. Let me hear you. This is what you wanted, right?” he growled, never breaking his pace.
He was so deep inside of me, I didn’t know where he began and where I ended. Only Jacob could take my body to this level of euphoria. It was something about our bodies becoming one. It was indescribable and incredible.
“I can’t hear you, Dimples. This is what you wanted, right?”
“Yes. Yes,” I chanted.
“Fuck this,” he grunted. He pulled out of me and flipped me over on my back. He wasted no time sinking back inside me. “I need to see you.”
He brought his lips down on mine, making love to my body. His hands caressed me while I sank my nails into his shoulders. “I love you, Jacob. I love you so much.” My voice came out raspy and a little shaky.
Jacob pushed his hips forward, drilling deeper inside of me. “Uhh… I love you too. Fuck, I’m going to come, Will. Come with me!” he demanded as his pumps grew faster.
“Ahh!” I whimpered as my body quaked with an intense orgasm.
Neither one of us moved as we came down from our high. Jacob buried his head in my neck while we held on to each other like a lifeline. “How the hell does it always get better every time?” he grumbled.
My body shook with laughter at how distraught he sounded. “I don’t know, but we have a lifetime to figure it out.”
He pulled back to look into my eyes. “You got that fuckin’ right.” He smiled, kissing me sweetly.
We had come a long way, but I wouldn’t change anything about our story. Everything happened for a reason. We were finally in the place I had always dreamed of. I just hoped nothing would come in and ruin our bubble of happiness.