Chapter 11 Jamaica #2
Freedom closed his eyes and exhaled as he opened them.
He covered himself and, while staring into my eyes, entered me, inch by delicious inch.
My pussy eagerly welcomed his thickness and length, and I crossed my ankles over his ass.
Craving the feel of his heaviness and his warm chest on top of my breasts.
The friction of my nipples against his muscled chest only added to the erotic heat of his powerful strokes.
Each thrust demanded my all, leaving me no room for misgivings or regret.
Our hearts demanded that we meet again despite everything.
He made love to me, savoring the moment that we may never get again…the moment that took fifteen years to happen. Listening to the sounds of my pleasure, Freedom increased his rhythm, more and more as the storm twirling tighter and tighter inside of me begged for a release.
“Please,” I begged again, unable to take much more of his heavenly fucking.
He pumped even harder and faster, barely breaking a sweat, determined to make me scream.
“Oooh, your dick feels so good. You feel so good.” I exclaimed right before my climax stole my breath.
In the last throes of my ecstatic completion, he gripped my thighs, rising slightly to pound me thoroughly, roughly, and unrelentingly until his bellowed release matched my scream.
One hand rested on the curve of my back, and the other tangled in my hair as I lay on his chest. He broke the comforting silence. “I can tell you’re already leaving me. Your mind isn’t here with me.”
“I could never hide from you,” I whispered. We’d been entwined for what felt like hours after our bodies were spent from the strenuous lovemaking.
“No, you couldn’t. Just like I couldn’t hide from you.” He kissed my forehead. “You’re crying because you believe tonight is all we have, and that’s not true.”
“It is.” I kissed the center of his chest. “You’re not supposed to be with me.
Everything happened as it was supposed to happen.
Me here, raising your son, and you’re out there blessing the world with your talent and gifts.
You bring so much joy to so many people.
I used to wonder why you didn’t try harder to be with me before I questioned myself about why I didn’t try harder.
Neither of us really tried to be together because we’re living the lives we are meant to live. ”
“Bullshit. We would’ve found a way to make it happen, had I known about Jamie.”
“Freedom, stop fighting what we both know is the truth. You would not have this level of success with a baby and me strapped to your back. We were teenagers.”
“Okay, say that it’s true, we’re here together now.”
“And what? I leave Kody after thirteen years. We work on being this couple when the spotlight is still your calling? Are you okay with a long-distance relationship while you’re on the road because I have two sons who need stability?”
“Whatever it takes. Until I found out about you and Jamie, I had a void. Fucking too many women and high or drunk most of the time. Why do I want to go back to that? I don’t have to tour anymore. I have more than enough money to build something here in Dallas.”
“Peace told me about your world tour with Zo Taylor.”
His brow furrowed. “And? We haven’t finalized shit.”
“Baby, you want this. This will take you to another level, showing the world that we belong in any genre. A rap artist who sings Country, or a Country hip-hop star. Genre-bending, award-winning, phenomenal entertainer. Maybe you did have a void, and maybe that’s why everything is happening now with you finding out about Jamie to give you the inspirational energy that you need. ”
I tilted my head to see his scowling face. “One night with me and you’re ready to risk the life you’ve been building? The same reason I didn’t fight to tell you that I was pregnant remains the same now. I’m not going to be the one to hold you back.”
He shook his head. “Naw. You don’t want to leave him.
He probably pissed you off, and tonight was about getting back at him.
You probably want him to find out. Show him you can get fucked by a star.
You don’t even feel guilty about breaking your vows.
” His heart beat faster under my ear, and I lifted off his chest.
“Look at me. I don’t feel guilty because the love I feel for you is still true.
” He kept his gaze averted, and I turned his chin toward me.
“Honestly, I am angry with Kody. He’s been cheating on me, and I still wanted to be faithful to him.
To honor our vows. Even told him the truth about what happened between me and you because I didn’t want to lie to him. ”
His frown shifted into surprise. “You told him? Should I watch my back?”
I sarcastically replied, “Not at all. He thought I was lying to make him jealous…that you couldn’t possibly want me when you can have women like Teyanna.”
He whistled. “That man crazy. If it were the other way around, I’d be combing the streets for him. At least I get why you showed up in that dress. Loved you in it, but it’s not you.”
“It’s not, but I wanted to be sexy for you.”
“You can be tore up from the flo up and you’re still sexy.” Freedom teased.
I chuckled with him, the tension finally easing between us.
“Until I saw you on that stage tonight, I thought we might have a chance. I bawled the entire time you performed because I realized our story ended a long time ago. Last night…wow…it seems like a lifetime ago, you made me feel alive again. Like the me I used to feel. You made me so happy, Free.
I don’t think I stopped smiling that day in the hall when you noticed that I didn’t have braces, and I wore braids.
Not even Lori could tell what was different.
You made this shy girl feel seen back then and now.
I have always loved the way I look in those pretty eyes of yours.
Maybe I am being selfish by being like this with you when I know we don’t have a future.
” My deep emotions shattered my voice. “Might…lose my baby son…if Kody ever finds out about us…Yet, I couldn’t stay away from you.
How dare you ever think that I’m using you or that I care that you’re a superstar?
I’m risking so much for this moment with you. ”
He pulled me back down on his chest, and he gently rubbed my back. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I love you so much, and the idea of not being like this again kills me inside.”
I had no words for him because I couldn’t see how we could work and if we would grow together with our very different lifestyles.
All we could depend on was right now, and right now I wanted him again.
My hand drifted to his dick, and my touch stirred him.
I reveled in his growing hardness and that I had a hold on this man in ways no other woman had, as he had on me.
“Instead of talking and focusing on what could happen, I would rather fuck if that’s okay with you? ”
I could feel his grin.