Chapter 15
Indrie
Indrie hears something in the front room and gets out of bed to check on it.
The sound is small. A scrape, a shuffle, the kind of noise a body makes moving through a space it does not know in the dark. It could be a rat. It could be the wind pushing the door against its frame. It could be nothing.
But the door does not lock, and the alarm horns woke him twenty minutes ago, and the horns have not stopped, and Indrie spent five years sleeping in a room without a door and learned that every sound at night deserves investigation because the consequences of ignoring one are always worse than the consequences of checking.
He moves through the doorway in his sleep clothes.
Barefoot. Rubbing his eyes with the heel of one hand, the other trailing along the wall for guidance because the lamp in the front room has gone out and the only light is the thin grey wash of moonlight through the tall windows.
His vision is still blurred with sleep and his mind is still half-submerged, and the transition from asleep to awake is not complete when he steps into the clinic and sees the man.
There is an injured man standing in his clinic.
He is between the examination table and the door, half-turned, caught mid-stride, as though Indrie's appearance has frozen him in the act of moving through.
Blood on his hands. A gash on his arm, ugly and open, the flesh parted and glistening in the moonlight.
His knees a bloody mess that leaves him standing lopsided.
His breathing is hard, the labored breathing of somebody who has been limping at speed, whose lungs are burning, whose body is operating at the ragged edge of what it can sustain.
Indrie's healer instincts engage before his survival instincts can catch up.
"Are you alright?" Indrie asks, already moving toward the shelf where the bandages are stored. His Rengaran comes out thick with sleep but clear enough. "Do you need help? Let me—"
He reaches for the bandages.
The man looks at him.
And Indrie sees his eyes.
Wild. Cornered. Desperate. The eyes of an animal that has been trapped and knows it is trapped. Eyes that have decided to do whatever is required to break free.
Indrie has seen eyes like this before. In Kalkoa, in the servants' quarters, in the faces of men and women who had been pushed past the point where reason operates and fear governs.
He has never seen them in a patient. He has never seen them in somebody standing in his clinic at night with blood on their hands and the alarm horns screaming outside.
Something shifts in his understanding. The pieces rearrange themselves, the horns, the blood, the gash on the arm, the man in his clinic in the dark, and the picture that forms is not a patient who has come for help.
He turns to run.
The man grabs him by the hair.
The pain is immediate, a wrenching, tearing agony that starts at his scalp and shoots down his spine and turns the world white for one blinding second.
He is yanked backward off his feet, his body snapping at the end of the man's arm.
The back of his head hits the man's chest and there is a forearm across his throat and a hand still fisted in his hair and then.
Cold.
A thin line of cold against his neck. Metal.
Sharp. Surgically sharp, because Indrie knows the weight and the edge of his own instruments and the thing pressed against his throat is one of his scalpels.
The finest of them. The one Morgan brought, packed in straw, with the blade honed so fine he could barely see it in the window light.
He goes absolutely still.
His body knows before his mind does. Do not move. Do not struggle. Do not give them a reason. The protocol is written into his muscles and his bones and the pathways carved by five years of flinching.
"Don't make a sound," the man hisses. His Rengaran is rough, accented, strained, pushed through clenched teeth.
Indrie can smell him, blood and sweat and the metallic reek of fear, an odor he has learned to identify in patients whose bodies are producing more than they can metabolize.
The man is terrified. Terrified men are the most dangerous kind.
Indrie's training speaks before his fear does.
"I can help you," he says. His voice trembles but it is steady beneath the tremor, coming from the part of himself that does not break, the part that took a vow and lives by it even now, even here, even with his own blade at his throat. "Your arm is bleeding. Let me—"
"Shut up."
The arm across his throat tightens. The scalpel presses harder, not cutting, not yet, but the threat of it is a language more articulate than words.
Indrie feels the edge against the tendon of his neck and his breath stops and his hands, which had been reaching instinctively for the wound on the man's arm, drop to his sides and stay there.
The man does not want help. The understanding arrives with the cold clarity of a diagnosis. This is not a patient. This is the prisoner, the Jakadi spy from the cells beneath the keep, the one the alarm horns are screaming about. The gash on his arm is from his escape.
And he does not want a healer. He wants a shield.
The man hauls him out of the clinic. The grip on his hair is unrelenting, a fist twisted in the strands at his nape, pulling his head back at an angle that makes his eyes water and his neck strain.
The scalpel stays at his throat, pressed against the skin with the steady, deliberate pressure of somebody who understands that a threat only works if the people watching believe he will follow through.
The night air hits Indrie's damp skin and he gasps, not from the cold but from the shock of it, the sudden expansion of the world from the closed space of his clinic to the open dark of the street.
The alarm horns are louder out here, bouncing off the buildings, filling the air with a sound that vibrates through him.
The streets are empty except for the distant noise of shouts and running feet, the garrison mobilizing, searching, closing in.
The man moves quickly. He pulls Indrie along the street at a speed that forces him to stumble, his bare feet slipping on cobblestones wet with dew and cold enough to burn.
The scalpel nicks his skin on a particularly violent jerk and Indrie feels the warm trickle of blood down his throat, a thin line tracing the path from his jaw to his collar, and the sensation is so precise that his healer's mind catalogues it even now.
Superficial laceration. Minimal bleeding. No arterial involvement.
He is cataloguing his own wound while being dragged through the streets at knifepoint. Some part of him registers the absurdity. The rest of him is too busy trying to breathe.
They reach the south gate.
The guards are there. Four of them, two on either side, weapons drawn, torchlight reflecting off the steel of their blades and the whites of their eyes.
They see the prisoner and they see Indrie and they hesitate.
The scalpel is visible, a thin line of silver at Indrie's throat, catching the torchlight.
The blood on his neck is visible. The guards are trained warriors but they are also trained to assess a situation, and this situation has a hostage in it.
The man presses the blade tighter. The sting deepens. Indrie feels more warmth, more blood, soaking into the collar of his sleep shirt. His breath catches on a sound that is not quite a gasp and not quite a cry but lives in the space between.
"Open the gate," the man says. His voice is louder now, projected, aimed at the guards, carrying the ragged authority of a man who has one card left and is playing it. "Open the gate or I open his throat."
The guards do not move. Their weapons are raised.
Their eyes are fixed on the prisoner and on Indrie and on the scalpel, and Indrie can see the calculation happening behind their eyes, the assessment of distance and speed and angle, the question of whether they can reach him before he can complete the stroke.
They cannot. Indrie knows it because he has treated enough wounds to understand the blade is already touching skin. Any motion toward the man holding it finishes the arc before the first guard closes half the distance.
Then Bohdi arrives.
He comes around the corner of the gatehouse at speed, the full ground-eating stride of a man who has been running since the horns. His axe is in his hand. His braids are loose. His feet are bare.
He skids to a halt when he sees it. The momentum carries him two extra steps and he plants himself, the axe shifting in his grip from running hold to ready hold, and his eyes take in the prisoner, the scalpel, the blood on Indrie's neck.
His expression goes flat. Cold. Terrible. The transformation is instant, the friendly boisterous joke-telling warrior gone behind something older that exists on the far side of the axe and does not negotiate.
He looks at the guards. Then at the prisoner. Then at the scalpel.
And then, for less than a second, past both of them, out through the open ground beyond the gate.
"Stand down," Bohdi says. His voice is level. Controlled. Directed at the guards. "Let him pass."
The words hit Indrie like ice water.
Let him pass. Let the man walk through the gate. Let him take his hostage out into the dark beyond the walls where there are no guards and no torchlight and nobody to see what happens next.
For one suspended moment, a moment the length of a single heartbeat and the length of a lifetime, Indrie thinks this is it.
He is expendable. A healer. A foreigner.
A Kalkoan who has been in Valen a few weeks and whose usefulness does not outweigh the cost of letting a spy leave with the inside of the keep in his head.
Bohdi is doing the cold reasoning of a second who serves a kingdom and not a man, and the reasoning says Indrie is an acceptable loss.
He is going to die in his sleep clothes, barefoot, with his own scalpel at his throat.