Chapter 48 Evan
EVAN
Caleb leans down to tease me with his lips, dragging his mouth over mine until he finally kisses me. “You’re so perfect,” he murmurs. “You know that?”
His nose traces mine as I stare at him for a moment. Perfect might be a bit of a stretch, but my entire body is fizzing with excitement at what’s about to happen.
Caleb positions himself between my legs as he bends my knees and tilts my hips backwards. I brace myself for the sensation of him sliding in, but it doesn’t come instantly.
I squirm as I grip onto his muscular shoulder. “Caleb—”
He grabs my jaw and levels our eyes. “You tell me to stop,” he says gruffly, “if it becomes too much or if I hurt you. Okay?”
A small hum falls from my lips.
“Tell me that you understand.” He grips my chin tighter.
I gasp softly. “I understand.”
He flicks his eyes between mine for a few more seconds until he seems satisfied. Then he pushes one of my legs back to get better access as he coats his cock in lube and presses the head against my entrance. When the tip slides in, my stomach clenches, and I grip onto him for dear life.
“Fuck,” Caleb groans. “You okay?”
“Just—” I pant. “Give me a second.”
He kisses my forehead and stills. “We can stop.”
“No,” I cry. “Go slowly.”
Caleb almost pulls all the way out before pushing back into me, sinking a little deeper each time until I feel myself stretch to accommodate the incredible size of him. My mouth falls open at the invasion and how intense and different it feels.
There is a slight sting of pain, but it slowly begins to subside when Caleb thrusts, and I’m washed with pleasure instead.
He leans down to kiss me gently, claiming my lips as he pulls out and slides back in. I cry out when the tip of his cock presses into my prostate, the piercing sending shivers down my spine. I’m well aware he’s not even halfway inside me, and that thought alone makes me hot all over.
Everything starts to shake, and my head spins as I claw at his back when he sinks deeper and deeper until I’m in a blissful trance of him.
“So. Fucking. Tight,” he grits out as he cages his large biceps around my head.
When he thrusts an inch more, I release a whine as my eyes roll back. Never in my life have I felt stuffed full, to the brim, with no room to breathe. But it’s near euphoric.
“Oh…Goddess,” I sob.
Caleb’s hips slow as he looks at me. “Too much?”
“No,” I gasp in protest when his movements come to a stop. “Please. Please. Keep going.”
His eyes flare at me before he retreats his hips and slams himself back inside me. I call out his name as I continue making marks on his back. I’m free-falling into endless waves of pleasure and contentment.
“Slower?”
“No.” My throaty groan echoes around the room. “F-faster.”
Caleb’s legs slap against mine as he picks up his pace, his cock buried deep inside me as he stretches me out to the point I can’t even think.
“Fuck,” he growls. “Oh, you take my cock so well, baby. Look at this ass, swallowing me fucking whole.”
A strangled whine falls from the back of my throat as he grazes his lips over mine. The sound of the bed rocking against the floor bursts through the room, along with our slapping skin and breathless moans.
He moves his mouth to my neck and starts to leave a trail of kisses that make tears of ecstasy build in my eyes. A moment later, he grunts in my ear, which makes my cock leak with pre-cum.
“Talk to me,” he murmurs before biting down on my earlobe.
“Flip me over.”
Caleb doesn’t have to be asked twice. He slides out of me and twists me around like it’s nothing until I’m face down in the bed with my ass slightly up. He spanks me gently, which sends a jolt of electricity down my spine.
He wraps an arm around my front and sinks himself into me from behind. My eyes flutter shut at the way he slides home, and despite this being my first time, it feels so right and safe.
Caleb releases a deep moan in my ear as he thrusts shallowly, allowing me to adjust to his size once more. I bite down on his pillow as my cock starts to rub against the bedsheets, and my body rocks forward.
I’m swimming in deep pleasure I never want to end.
“Told you it would fit.” He chuckles against my throat.
I pant breathlessly as he sinks his teeth against the curve of my shoulder.
“You know why?”
My eyes widen as I catch my breath.
“Because you’re made for me.”
“Caleb,” I whimper as his thrusts become harder, and I’m a blubbering mess of curse words and things that don’t make sense. “D-don’t stop. Ugh. Fuck!”
The pleasure in my core starts to build, and after reading up on my medication side effects, I thought reaching orgasm would be impossible. But when he starts talking, I reach the peak and let go.
“Let me hear it,” he hisses.
The bond inside my chest starts to shine through me, and when he slams into me, I bust across his bedsheets without reservation, and a bellow of a cry.
Caleb hums in delight. “That’s my good boy. Let it out for me. Show me who owns you.”
Every word he speaks only prolongs my orgasm to the point I’m a writhing mess. Sweat covers every inch of my body, and my cock aches as I thrust my hips down into the bed to find how sensitive I am.
“Caleb,” I whisper through a moan.
“Where do you want me to come?”
My lips press together as he continues to pound into me.
“You want me to fill up this ass, or you want it down your throat?”
I claw at the sheets at his filthy words. “Fill me up,” I rasp. “I want you to be leaking out of me for days.”
The sound that leaves Caleb’s mouth is nearly animalistic.
“Fuck, Evan,” he snarls as his thrusts turn punishing. “You have no idea what you do to me.”
His hand finds the curve of my throat as I tilt my head back, and look up at him as he rails me. Those green eyes take in my face before he kisses me furiously.
I whimper into his mouth as he licks and sucks on my lips. It’s messy, passionate, and desperate.
“Ugh, pups,” he murmurs as he tightens his hold on me. “I’m gonna come.”
“Come inside me,” I whisper. “I want it. So fucking deep.”
Caleb’s nostrils flare as he thrusts once, twice, and then he starts coming. I don’t take my eyes off of him, the way he falls apart above me—completely vulnerable and raw.
It’s a sight that has time moving in slow motion.
So beautiful.
So mine.
“Oh, fuck,” he groans. “Oh, baby.”
After a few moments, he relaxes into my body and wraps me up in his arms, his cock still buried inside me.
Caleb’s mouth trails over the back of my neck tenderly. “You okay?”
“Yeah.” I smile lazily. “I’m great.”
“Are you sore?” he asks as he pulls out, and my hole pulses.
I choke on a breath and nod. “A little, but not in a bad way.”
Caleb twists me around to face him as we cuddle naked on his bed. I trace his face with my eyes before I drag my fingers over the curve of his jaw.
A warmth spreads through me, and our bond sizzles as I touch him delicately. He doesn’t take his eyes off me as we lie here silently.
I didn’t think my first time could be that perfect—and even if it wasn’t, it still would have meant everything to me. Caleb put me first, he always does, and I still wonder what I did to deserve him.
“Let’s go get you cleaned up,” he says before tugging me into his embrace, and walking us over to his bathroom.
The second he drops me down on my feet, we’re in his shower. I lean back against the tiles as the water starts to warm up and Caleb’s arms slip around me.
“I can’t get enough of you,” he whispers into my skin. “Where have you been all my life?”
My heart pounds in my throat. “I’ve been lost.”
“Not anymore.” He shakes his head. “You’re right where you’re meant to be.”
And for the first time in my life, I believe it.