Chapter Ten #2
Looking at Joanna, all I needed was a fucking dog collar. The way she stared at me made my skin hot. The pain that had been in my chest moments ago now morphed into a dull ache in my cock.
I pushed off the desk as she stalked toward me.
When only inches away, she glanced down at the bulge in my jeans. “Why do you insist on underestimating me?” she hissed.
Damn it, I was worse than a fucking teenager. I took a moment to breathe, but the sweet scent of lavender hardened my erection. “No matter how much you love to put yourself in danger, you’re still human, Sullivan.”
The noose of the mating bond tightened around my wolf’s neck.
She’s yours, it warned. Claim her.
“You don’t deserve me, Marcus,” Joanna whispered. “You don’t deserve…” She grabbed my fist, spreading my fingers open. “This.” She brought my thumb into her mouth, sucking and teasing it with her tongue, heat spreading throughout my body.
I moaned, reaching for her head with my other hand, but she grabbed it and shoved me down into the chair.
I sat back, stunned.
Her aura shimmered around her head like a halo before cascading down all around her. “I love a good challenge, Marcus,” she began, as she removed her holsters and placed them on the desk. “You know that, don’t you?”
I nodded in submission as she turned her cap backwards.
She crawled onto my lap, straddling me and pinning my arms at my sides. “Don’t touch me until I give you permission, Alpha.”
She lowered herself, settling her weight on my thighs.
I groaned. My eyes closed as if in a drunken stupor when she took my face in her hands and slammed her lips into mine. She kissed me without a shred of tenderness, until our tongues battled and our breaths quickened. She rocked herself against my erection, where it now strained against my jeans.
I squeezed the armrests, fighting the urge to grab her hips. I pushed my head further into hers, craving closeness—needing to hold her.
But I slipped, and one of my hands barely made it off the chair, when Joanna’s lips untangled from mine.
She leaned in and nipped at my ear with her teeth.
“Fuck,” I growled.
Her lips brushed against my ear as she whispered, “You must want me to stop.”
I whipped my head from side to side in protest, watching hungrily as she removed her shirt.
“What was that?” Her hands dropped to my belt, working it open without breaking our gaze.
“Please, don’t stop.”
Joanna freed my erection from its denim confinement, wrapping her fingers around my shaft. “Let me see those hands behind your head.”
I hesitated, but prepared to comply, when her hands shot up to halt me.
“Wait.”
The absence of her warm hand on my length made me hiss. She helped me out of my shirt and smiled when she tossed it behind her.
“That’s better,” she whispered, watching me lace my fingers behind my head. She dragged her hand down my chest, tracing my muscles. Her gaze rose from my bare skin to meet mine. “Did you enjoy letting another woman suck your dick, Alpha?”
Shit. “No, I—”
She grabbed my cock, forcing a grunt of pleasure to escape my throat. “Don’t lie to me, Marcus.”
I allowed my eyes to scan up and down her gorgeous skin. “Yes,” I admitted.
Instead of stopping like I feared she would, Joanna placed her thumb in the bead of precum that welled out of my slit and began swirling it around the tip. “What am I supposed to do with that?”
“Joanna—”
“Besides make it my mission to ruin you for everyone else?”
Oh fuck.
“So that every time you’re balls deep in someone, about to explode, it’s my name that slips from these lips.” She kissed me, moaning into my mouth as she stroked my length before biting my bottom lip and pulling away.
She rose from on top of me and, before I begged her to stay, she got down on her knees.
“If those hands leave from behind your head, I stop.”
I held my breath as she licked the precum off my tip.
“Do you understand?”
I knew from a young age that the Goddess had blessed my future as an alpha. I may have been born into the title, but it was She who blessed me with the power and strength to stand in our sacred Den and have the elders swear me into my position.
My wolves worshiped me as their leader. They swore to serve me and my pack—even risk their lives if I needed them to.
But here I was with a human on her knees, and instead of feeling in control…
I was completely at her mercy.
Joanna didn’t move until I agreed to her terms.
I only managed half a nod when she took me into her mouth and began sucking like she meant what she’d said. She was trying to ruin me. Only… she might’ve already accomplished that.
I flung my head back and squeezed my eyes shut. “Fuck.” I pulled at my hair in agony, struggling with the inability to grab hers.
Joanna swirled her tongue around my tip before slipping it in the slit. My breath hitched, and my abs contracted with a jolt. She took the head in her mouth and sucked and kissed it, while her hand stroked my shaft with delicious flicks of her wrist.
Without warning, she dropped her head until I hit the back of her throat. I jerked my hips forward, aching to watch her take all of me but knowing I would use my hands to seize her head and fuck her mouth until I came.
Joanna pulled back, then lowered her head again. Pulled back, then lowered. With each bob of her head, her tongue traced the veins of my shaft.
“Joanna, fuck,” I groaned. “I’m gonna come.”
Her mouth flew off me with a sadistic wet pop. “No.”
I tried to catch my breath as I lifted my head to look down at her. “No?” I repeated.
“Not until I tell you that you can.”
I unlocked my fingers and removed my hands from behind my head. “What?”
Joanna didn’t reply. She stood up and tried to walk away, but I scrambled to my feet and grabbed her arm. When she looked down at her wrist, I cursed, dropping her hand.
My obedience made her smirk. She walked around to the front of my desk, unbuttoning her jeans. “Do you smell that, Blackwood?”
Joanna was so fucking wet. I still hadn’t caught my breath, but with the scent of her arousal, I was practically hyperventilating.
She shimmied out of her bottoms and sat on my desk, pushing her knife and gun further out of the way. “Would you like to taste it, Marcus—”
I lunged across the desk, grabbing Joanna by the neck and pulling her until her lips were on mine.
She kissed me with an aggression that made me throb.
But on the list of things that made me lose my mind, the kiss came second—because the way she shoved my head down to her thighs would’ve made a weaker man come in his fucking pants.
I kissed her mound through her soaked underwear before tearing the fabric from her legs.
Her hunter tattoo called to me the way it did each time I was between her luscious thighs.
I brushed my thumb over the ink—a bad habit I’d picked up—and then lowered my head. I dragged my tongue from the opening of her pussy to her clit, not letting a drop of her arousal go to waste.
She moaned my name, and I shut my eyes, warning my wolf to calm down.
“Open your eyes, Alpha,” Joanna purred. “I wanna watch your face while you make me feel good.”
I obeyed and kept licking and sucking as she played with the nipple of her breast freed from her bra. I worshipped her swollen clit with my tongue and slid two fingers into her tight pussy, stroking the inside of her walls.
“Fuck,” she groaned. “Just like that, Marcus.”
I moaned against her, pumping my cock with my free hand. She rocked on the desk, setting a rhythm that had her biting her bottom lip.
“Shit.” She arched her back while she grabbed my hair, grinding against my tongue like she knew I’d been starving.
She cried out, and her body shook, her walls clamping around my fingers. My thumb replaced my tongue, rubbing the bundle of nerves between her thighs as she panted, so I could watch as she came undone.
“Stand up.” Another command left her mouth in a winded whisper. She watched me stand and licked her lips when she noticed my cock in my hand. “What do you want right now, Alpha?” She swallowed, still trying to catch her breath. “In this very moment?”
“You,” I replied without hesitating, my wolf begging for more after I’d wiped my mouth.
She paused, as if that was not the answer she’d been expecting. “Don’t you want to come?”
I stroked myself faster, moving in closer until my thighs hit the desk.
“The memory of the sounds you just made,” I grunted, scanning Joanna’s body, “is more than I’d need to handle that on my own.
” I stopped pumping and grabbed her chin.
“You asked me what I want, and I answered. I want to be inside you. I want to fuck you so hard you scream my name and let every wolf at this compound hear just how much you love my cock.” I looked down at my fingers on her face and feigned sadness.
“Or… that’s what I would’ve wanted, if I hadn’t touched you and ruined my chances. ”
I released Joanna’s chin and pulled up my pants when her hand shot out and grabbed the waistband of my jeans. “Do you believe in second chances, Blackwood?” she crooned.
I smiled, leaning in for her kiss. Then I stepped back, pulling her from the desk and shoving her down, chest forward.
She opened her legs wider and allowed me to bury myself deep inside her. She gasped, though her walls adjusted to me with each thrust from behind.
I held on to her hips as if they were giving me life. Each of her moans—the wet sounds of our skin crashing together—it was all so damn perfect.
My eyes glowed as my wolf reveled in the moment with our mate.
I growled, shutting my eyes in disapproval.
Joanna assumed the growl was because of her, and she began throwing her ass back, forcing me in deeper.
“Fuck,” she breathed. “Marcus, I’m—”
She cried out as another release tore through her body. She trembled, and her walls thrummed around my cock.
I was about to follow behind her when the air suddenly shifted.
Joanna’s aura swirled around us like fireflies in the night. It hummed against my skin and set my body on fire. Adrenaline sped through my veins like a drug. My heart switched to overdrive, shooting more blood into every organ.
I felt everywhere our bodies touched with a humbling intensity. My hands on her hips, my thighs against her ass—each point of contact sent surging waves of pleasure that funneled to my cock.
And when I finally did come… I thought I was going to pass out.
“Fuck!” I thrusted into Joanna one last time, spilling inside her.
When I could finally bring myself to pull out my twitching cock, I collapsed onto her back, hyperventilating like I’d run a mile while wearing a silver vest. “Joanna,” I panted. “What… the hell… was that?”
She chuckled, and I swore to the Goddess, if Joanna didn’t curse the ground werewolves walked on, I would’ve considered accepting the bond right there.
Because the confidence in her voice made my cock stiffen again.
“That, Alpha, was me ruining you for everyone else.”