Chapter 15 #2
“You’re right.” I was glad we were on the same page about that. “But it also means you don’t know exactly how far to push me.”
Making circles over his ass, I paused at the fullest point of his cheeks and gave him firm squeezes as I continued to caress him. “You might figure out an aching ass means you desperately want an orgasm but I decide not to give you one.”
I did my best to make that sound sad, but there was no way to hide how sexy it would be. “You’d still be hard and desperate and I’d just enjoy your erection without letting you come.”
That earned me a full-body shiver.
“I’d be relaxed and sated and you’d be hard and so desperate you’d be shaking for me.” My voice had gone low and needy as I mentally wandered through the fantasy. “But don’t worry, a cock ring would keep you from coming, so you’d still be my good sub.”
Squeezing harder that time, I kept dialing up how rough I was playing with him and inching us toward his first spank. He loved the idea of being good above almost everything else, but there was a spark of something wicked in him that loved the idea of being denied and controlled.
It had to come down to feeling claimed but feeling like he had to work for his pleasure was also part of it.
“I’d be able to use you as long as I wanted and you wouldn’t be able to come until I let you.” Something about the fantasy sent another wave of pleasure through him and his muscles tensed as he sucked in a breath.
The invitation was too clear, so I brought my hand down on one cheek and gave him his first spank. I gave him a matching one on his other cheek before he could process anything, but the shock and whatever sensations slammed into him first.
His breathing was ragged as he fought to relax over me, but I knew he had to be feeling like a hurricane of emotions had slammed into him. A first spank always felt bigger than it really was, and my overthinker seemed to be shocked, so I gave him a distraction.
Running my hands over his pinkening skin, I moaned. “That’s beautiful…and you’re still hard for me, baby.”
Making sure he knew he’d done it right, even if there was no right or wrong in this, seemed to have him sliding into the approval headspace. He let out a deep sigh and won the battle to make his body unclench. “You…you’ve been looking forward to this.”
So had he, but we’d focus on me for the time being. “That’s right. So all you have to do is to submit and give me this sexy ass to play with.”
Giving him another spank, I loved the way his body tensed and his head came up before he lay back down again.
“Just like that, baby. You’re going to accept that you’re going to get a spanking and that’s all you need to do.
Everything else is up to me. How I spank you…
how I enjoy you…how I use you to enjoy myself… that’s all up to me.”
Peppering his ass lighter, I sprinkled swats over the beautiful skin.
His legs were covered in rough hair that I loved feeling against my skin, but his ass was a smooth, beautiful canvas that needed my attention.
“You’re just going to let me enjoy myself and all you have to do is submit and let me hear your sounds. ”
That earned me a faint huff before he caught it and I chuckled as I spanked the bottom of his cheeks. “Hmm? What was that? Are you still trying to distract me? I think you need more consequences than just a spanking.”
There was no good answer to my question, so I let him work at figuring one out as I gave his ass wonderful attention. It was just on the side of too distracting, so he could fight for words but there wasn’t nearly enough coming out.
“I—”
Pressing his face against the bedspread, he swallowed hard as his ass pushed up invitingly.
“That’s—”
Rocking his head side to side almost looked like he was telling me no, but the way he humped my lap said it wasn’t me he was frustrated with.
“You—”
Okay, maybe I was slightly frustrating but his moans and the lack of safeword said we were still good.
“You belong to me. That’s right.” Nearly purring out the words, I slowly spaced out the spanks to extend the scene and let him have more fun fucking my lap. “You’ve been distracting, though, so I need to make sure you understand who you belong to, baby.”
His overthinking brain was well on its way to being nearly still as I started caressing his pink skin between each spank. It seemed to settle something in him because by the time it was more strokes than spanks, he was moaning softly for me as he rocked his cock between my thighs.
I knew it was time to shift the scene, so I let him sink deeper into the headspace he’d found and barely squeezed his ass just enough to keep the sensations flowing through him.
Letting him come all the way down would not be good for him, though, so before his brain did something terrible like trying to work again, I reached for the lube.
The sound of it didn’t get is attention, but he sucked in a breath as I slid one lubed finger inside his relaxed hole. “Oh…Sir… You’re…”
“I’m in you, baby.” Going right to the heart of it, I kept my voice soft and in control as I gently fucked him with my finger. “I’m going to claim this tight hole with the plug I picked out for you, and every time you move, you’re going to remember who you belong to.”
I wasn’t surprised he was enjoying the anal play, but my goal was making him feel claimed and owned.
That was what he needed more than anything…
a Dom to serve and who’d make it impossible to forget where he belonged.
He needed that like he needed to breathe, but I wasn’t sure he’d ever had anything close to it… even an unhealthy version of it.
“Give yourself to me, baby. Relax and let me in as deep as I want.” Giving him an order and a purpose had his ass coming up again and more pleased sounds spilling out. “Just give yourself to me, baby. That’s all you need to do…let me in and give yourself to me.”
I just hoped it was as easy as it sounded.