Chapter 17
Casimir
Shaking and barely hanging on to what might’ve been reality, blissed-out subspace was one breath away from my desperate sub. He was hanging on by his fingernails, but I wasn’t sure how much of the scene he was actually experiencing. Atlee was so focused, it was another form of subspace.
It was time to send him flying, though.
And all it took was the flick of a finger and one rough squeeze.
As soon as the restraint was off, his orgasm barreled through him and cum shot out just as I’d told him to. He might not have been able to give me a sentence, but his orgasm was beautiful and so was his headfirst dive into subspace.
The cock ring or my own pleasure seemed to be the only thing holding him down to reality, so when both of those were removed from the equation, he just flew. His muscles went from frantically rigid to utterly boneless in a flash and then he was gone.
Smiling and looking more peaceful than I’d seen in days, I knew we would come back to the restraint and using him this way very soon. Something about the whole scene just did it for him even if I wasn’t sure he would understand why once he surfaced.
Atlee was just starting his journey into understanding himself, so I was curious to see what would happen when he finally came back to me. I wasn’t worried, though, so I stretched out on top of him, loving how dirty my boy had made us as I snuggled closer.
Yep.
His first reaction when his brain started to work again was to automatically wrap his arms around me and nuzzle against my head. “Do you need kisses?”
Adorable.
“Yes, baby.” Tilting my head, I wiggled higher on his body and gave him my neck since I was fairly certain that’d actually been what he’d wanted. I wasn’t going to complain about getting kisses, though, so I relaxed and soaked up his touch as his lips barely caressed up toward my ear.
It took longer than I’d expected for the second level of consciousness to hit him and he spent several minutes kissing my ear and nibbling on it before I could feel the change in his body. He tried to play it off but he was just too cute and I had to laugh. “You finally back with me, baby?”
Lifting my head just enough to settle on his chest, I smiled as I stole a kiss before I let the warmth of his body help me relax again. “You were amazing. I’m really proud of you for a variety of reasons, but how are you feeling?”
He blinked, like he hadn’t expected to hear praise first. After a second, he licked his lips. “I don’t know. It’s all…very logical at the moment.”
If he was expecting me to put him down for that he’d be surprised because I nodded. “That makes sense.”
And more blinking.
“It does?”
Since he seemed stuck on it, I nodded and stayed sprawled out on him. “Yes, you’ve had a lot of new sensations and activities to process. Starting with logic like cataloguing how your body is feeling is very reasonable.”
Atlee wasn’t great at figuring out how he was feeling emotionally when it came to sex, so starting there would just be frustrating for him.
I knew I was right when he let out a breath and I could feel his body relaxing under me.
“I don’t ache unreasonably anywhere and I like having you on top of me. ”
That was a great start, so I gave him another kiss. “I’m glad. I like being on top of you and I thoroughly enjoyed spanking you.”
A light blush made me think he’d liked it too, but I knew what to expect when he finally swallowed hard again. “I know spanking is supposed to hurt but that doesn’t seem like the right word for it.”
Nodding, I reached up and ran my hand over his head.
“We don’t always have good words in English to describe BDSM-related reactions.
I’m thinking we need to make up some new ones or adopt words someone else already has.
The Germans are great about that kind of stuff, so maybe we’ll borrow some from them? ”
Atlee blinked. “I’m not sure that would work…the accent is hard for some English speakers and the words never sound quite right.”
“Good point.” We’d have to come back to it later, though. “I’ll do some research on options when I’m avoiding other work.”
That got a chuckle out of him and the hands that had gone still started stroking my back. “You don’t seem like the avoid what you’re supposed to be doing type.”
I pretended to frown at him. “Are you saying I’m too boring to procrastinate effectively?”
Barely holding back more laughter, he nodded and aimed to look very serious. “Sadly, yes. I’m sorry to have to tell you that, but you’re very serious and boring and just a bit too straitlaced for something like that.”
Yep, that was me…boring and straitlaced.
“I’ll have you know I’m very spontaneous and outrageous.” Giving him a grumbly frown that had his smile peeking out again, I inched lower on his body and kissed his chest. “I’m very spontaneous, baby.”
Licking around his nipples, I rocked along his body and rubbed the cold cum between us. “Plugs and kisses and spankings kind of spontaneous…and don’t you forget it.”
He moaned as I settled between his legs, a mix of frustration and desire as he remembered the plug. “You…that…”
There weren’t enough words for me to pick out a question to answer, so I mostly ignored him as I kissed lower toward my goal. An agreeing hum had him sighing dramatically but I couldn’t feel stress in him. “I own you…that’s right.”
Putting that at the front of his mind seemed like the best plan to keep him from overthinking, and it looked like I was right as his grumbling drifted into low whines and moans.
I was curious to see how he’d react as I kept kissing lower, and I smiled as I pushed his legs up to open him for me and he sucked in a breath.
Was it a surprise?
Kissing his cock might not be the best plan since it’d just been in my ass, but kissing his thighs and nibbling on them as I inched closer to the plug was fun. It had him squirming and clenching, which just got more adorable sound effects as it reminded him that he was still plugged.
It was almost like each clench surprised him with the toy, and I was thoroughly enjoying every sound he made.
Atlee was adorable as he squirmed all over the place, but it got even better as I wiggled the toy.
His gasp was filled with shocked desire and it had my dick trying to decide how quickly he could come out to play again.
“Master, that’s…” Whatever he was thinking wasn’t bad since I was still Master, but he couldn’t seem to get his thoughts organized.
“Mine.” I punctuated the simple response with a bite to his thigh and got another wiggle that had the plug bumping into his prostate judging by the sound he made and the way his body lit up like it was Christmas. “This ass is mine and I’m not done playing with it.”
Putting it back on me made it harder for him to question anything, but he was enjoying playtime based on his reactions. His exhausted cock kept trying to beg for attention and he was working his tight ring around the plug like his life depended on it.
“Good boy.” Nibbling on his other thigh, I smiled as he shivered and rocked his hips up. “You’re going to spend a lot of time plugged for me, so I’m glad you like it.”
There was no doubt about that even when he groaned.
“And I’m glad you liked the cock ring too.” That’d been fun and not a surprise either. “I’m going to pick out a few others for you but I need to measure you first.”
Oh.
That had his entire body going still, so I turned the plug around inside of him and barely stroked a finger along his soft cock. “I want to make sure I get it just right so I can lock it away nice and tight.”
Well, at the very least, one part of him thought that was a fabulous idea but Atlee’s brain tripped over the idea slightly. “Masters…they…that’s something they like.”
“Correct.” Gripping the base of the toy, I slowly fucked him with it as I kissed right near the base of his cock. “And subs like the feel of being owned. It’s easier to remember and to keep the feeling of submission with them longer when there’s a physical reminder of their master.”
He’d need that more than he consciously realized but there was at least a small part of him that knew it.
“There…there are a lot of ways Masters do that.” He fought hard to get the words out, but his shiver and the way he milked the toy showed me we hadn’t lost ground. “You…you said you were going to do…to do them…some of them…”
“I’m going to explore a lot of them because I love knowing you’re mine and knowing you’re caged or plugged or collared will make me so hard.” Humming, I sighed softly. “But then I’ll have to give you more consequences so you remember what happens to subs who distract their Masters.”
His groan made me bite back a laugh. “They get spanked.”
“And used.” We were both going to enjoy that part too. “Like being restrained so I can use your cock and get out my frustrations.”
Laughing softly, he relaxed his legs as I finally stopped teasing the plug. “Getting out your frustrations, huh. Is that what we’re going to call it?”
Pushing up, I stretched out down his body again as I smiled. “I think it’s an apt one.”
Wrapping his arms around me, Atlee jolted as he looped one leg over mine, and I had to grin. He really seemed to keep forgetting he was plugged. “That’s…”
“Sexy.” I wasn’t sure if he needed the reminder but it was true. “I want you to tell me if it gets uncomfortable.”
Atlee nodded, but after a second, he processed what I’d said and what I hadn’t said. That was when he licked his lips and I could see the wheels turning. “You’re…you’re going to leave it in?”
“Yes.” I wanted to see how it made him feel and react. “You’re going to tell me when it goes from feeling weird to starting to hurt in any way because I can’t use your ass if it’s damaged, and hurting you like that is not arousing to me. Are we clear?”
That actually made him crack a smile. “You won’t put up with the whole men ignore pain thing, huh?”
My glare got nearly a giggle out of him. “No.”
Smiling wider, he lifted his head and gave me a light kiss. “I’ll remember that rule.”
He wouldn’t like the consequence otherwise.
“I’m glad.” If not, it would be a very long time before he came and we’d have a lot more conversations before we attempted another scene.
“Now, think about how you’re feeling physically because I want to get you some water and take a shower with you, but I want you steady before we get off the bed. ”
And before I left him for any length of time.
Even if he thought I was overreacting, he took the question seriously and twitched his limbs and worked his muscles. After a few seconds, his focus came back to me. “I’m feeling fine. I can feel the…the areas that got the most attention, but right now I just feel like I got a good workout.”
“Because you did.” Anyone who thought the sub had it easy was an idiot. “You’re probably going to feel it later even more because of how much effort it took to stay still and to fight the urge to move.”
It was a good workout but he was in great shape for a desk jockey.
Nodding, he brought one hand up and ran it over my head. “That was…unexpected, I guess?”
I shifted to kiss his hand before he moved it away. “It’s probably not something that gets mentioned online. We focus on the emotional aspects and how a spanked ass feels, but we don’t always mention that it’s a full-body workout in most scenes.”
Atlee wiggled and frowned. “I feel like I should’ve realized that beforehand.”
Because he liked being right about everything.
“I think you did very well for a first full scene.” Before he could be stubborn about it, I continued. “This was a new experience for you and you’ve done very well at exploring it and processing it.”
He wanted to pout and huff, but it seemed like he knew he’d done well because he pulled the drama back. “I still have the next couple of hours to process my thoughts and reactions before I can call it a complete success.”
Lord.
Reminding myself that him being stubborn would be good in the long run, I nodded. “I can understand that, but it means you’re mine for the next couple of hours just to make sure it works out in my favor.”
Grin almost peeking out, he tried to look serious. “That’s logical too.”
“Then it’s time that I got you cleaned up so I can make you dinner.” Drama peeked out again as I slid off him and climbed off the bed. I pretended not to see and reached for his hand. “Come on. You’re sexy like that but eventually it’s going to get uncomfortable.”
My boy was wonderfully dirty and the reminder shifted whatever was going on in his head. “Oh, yes. I’m probably just a few minutes away from having to explain I’m uncomfortable.”
Adorable.
“Perfect.” My distraction wasn’t enough because he frowned again as he sat up on the edge of the bed.
With any other sub I’d have started to worry, but I knew Atlee.
“I think I’m supposed to be making dinner for you.”
Yep, my drama queen was back in full force trying to be the best sub ever.
“Who’s in charge here?”
I was going to have to find a few more ways to keep that at the front of his mind.