30. Lexi
CHAPTER 30
Lexi
Saturday morning
I wake up feeling overheated. When I try to roll over onto my back, I feel a body behind me and an arm thrown over my waist. It’s still dark in the room so I’m sure it’s still nighttime. Twisting my head over my shoulder, I see it’s Shayna snuggled up to me.
I gently grab her hand that is over my waist, lift it to my lips kissing it softly before scooting out from under it. I manuever off the giant California King bed and make my way to the bathroom. When I’m done relieving myself and washing my hands, I quietly step back into the main bedroom. I look at the bed, noticing Cam isn’t there.
Walking back over to the bed, I stand there staring down at Shayna. A smile graces my lips with just the confirmation of being back home with them. During everything that happened in that warehouse, the only thing that kept me sane was the thought of them.
I lift the comforter and gently drape it back over her to make sure she doesn’t wake up. Leaning down, I softly kiss her head before walking toward the front area. My bare feet pad across the floor heading to the main living room. All the lights are off except for the stove lamp in the kitchen and a small little table light in the front living room. I realize by the shiver that runs through me, that I’m only in a t-shirt and panties. I cross my arms over my chest trying to both warm myself and protect my hardening nipples.
Passing the living room first I look around and see no one there, so I continue to the kitchen. Sitting at the kitchen island with his back to me is Camden. He’s hunched over the counter wearing only a pair of black joggers. His strong inked back on full display. I walk over and sit down next to him at the counter. Looking over at him, I see he has a highball glass with a clear brown liquid in it. Looks like whiskey. He glances at me as he lifts the glass to his lips taking a drink.
“You should be asleep, sweet girl,” he says cooly.
“I woke up having to use the bathroom. When I realized you weren’t in bed came to find you. Are you okay?” I ask, knowing full well he’s not. This is not him.
Turning to me he studies me, looking into me. I feel like if anyone knows me it’s Cam and Shayna. But for some reason, Cam picks up on my moods and feelings. Probably because of my submission to him.
“No nightmares again?” he inquires, and I shake my head turning more to him. When my knees graze against his, he moves his knees to the outside of mine. Placing his large warm hands on the outside of my thighs, rubbing soothing circles with his thumbs. I didn’t realize how chilly I was until his hands began to warm where they touched.
“Actually, no. I think maybe because I know he’s not coming back, I’m not scared anymore,” I say, and he nods slowly.
“Now you asked if I was okay. Are you okay?” he questions with a lift of a brow. And that is such a loaded question. It could mean absolutely anything. But not really wanting to answer, I try to divert his attention.
“I asked, but you didn’t answer,” I reply, tilting my head to the side with a little playful smirk. Cam chuckles, shaking his head admonishingly.
Taking a deep breath, looking up at the ceiling, I can tell he’s considering his words. When he releases his breath, he looks back to me and his eyes darken. “No. I’m not okay,” he says but stops. We sit in silence for a few moments, me waiting to see if he will finish. He stares intensely at me, willing me to understand. When I realize that’s all he’s going to give right now, I relent and answer him after blowing out a heavy breath.
“I am… best as can be expected, I guess you could say. I’m not good, but I will be okay. If you know what I mean,” I say.
“I know what you mean, sweet girl,” he reassures me. We sit there staring at one another, almost like we can’t take our eyes off each other.
“Cam,” I release his name in a breath. His eyes soften ever so slightly, and he shifts closer subtly.
“Yeah,” he purrs in his deep sultry voice.
“Will you…” I hesitate, almost embarrassed to ask. Looking down, I almost want to just take the words back. I don’t even know if I deserve them anymore after what has happened to me. My head tells me it wasn’t my fault and I didn’t consent, but my heart says I’m no longer worthy of them.
“Will I what?” he says in a growl sliding off the bar stool. He pushes my thighs apart, by gripping my thighs tightly, moving closer to me standing between them. My hands automatically go to his bare waist.
My breath is caught in my throat as I stare deep into his molten eyes. I can feel him at my center, and my heart wants to beat right out of my chest. I need to know I’m not dreaming. I’m not still in that horrid warehouse just dreaming about what could be.
“Kiss me?” I request softly on a breath. Embarrassed to ask but needing to none-the-less, because I feel if I go one more second without the taste of him on my tongue I just might wither away and die.
Cam gives a little smile, stepping even closer. I can feel his erection through is black joggers as he presses into my core. My pussy clenches and throbs just wanting to feel him. He moves so close that our lips are barely touching. I can feel his breath ghost over my face, smelling the sweet flavor of the whisky on his breath.
My lips part ever so slightly, and at the movement, Cam’s eyes dart down to my mouth, but my eyes never leave his. I want to drown in their depths and never leave. His tongue darts out and licks from just below the center of my bottom lip, over the seam and my cupid’s bow to the tip of my nose, making me gasp at the action.
That was all he needed, because his mouth crashes onto mine in a bruising and punishing kiss. One of his hands moves quickly to grab the hair at the base of my skull pulling it tightly, holding my head steady. Our tongues fight for dominance, until he gives my hair a little pull by tightening his fist even more. I hiss and relent, submitting to him, as I always do… as I always will.
He pulls my head back as he releases my mouth kissing down my jaw to my neck. He begins to roll his hips, pressing his engorged cock into my wet center. The hand still on my thigh moves to lift it over his hip, widening my legs even further giving him that much more access. I know my panties are soaking wet now.
My breaths are ragged and loud. I hear him chuckle as he devours my neck, leaving claiming marks all over my skin there.
“Fuck, Cam,” I moan out. As soon as his name leaves my lips, he tugs hard on my hair and the hand on my thigh comes down hard. The slapping sound reverberates through the kitchen. “Sir… I mean, Sir,” I groan through a hiss.
“Good girl. Fuck, I’ve missed you. We’ve missed you,” he says gruff against my throat, still rutting into my center. His hand disappears from my hip, dipping into my panties where he doesn’t waste a moment, he thrusts three fingers deep into my entrance and begins thrusting them in and out.
Throwing my head back, my hands grip his shoulders tightly, digging my nails into his skin. Moaning loudly, my hips begin to move on their own, wanting more of whatever he’s giving me. “Yes. God, yes,” I moan softly.
“My naughty girl wants to come all over my fingers, don’t you?” he asks, and all I can do is nod. He chuckles darkly.
“Beg me. I want to hear you to beg me to let you come.”
“Please, sir… p-please… I need it. I need you,” I implored.
His fingers pick up pace fucking me hard, as his thumb rubs roughly over my over sensitive clit. I can feel my impending release coming on. I feel it rising inside me as my toes curl and my body begins to shake uncontrollably.
“That’s it, sweet girl. Soak my fingers and my pants. I want to feel you,” he growls out, leaning back looking down where it feels like his whole hand is fucking me. I look into his eyes as he focuses on my pussy.
“Oh fuck… fuck…” my voice is getting louder. His hand moves from hair to throat gripping it tightly. Taking away my voice and my breath. My eyes widen from the feeling of helplessness. But I’m not scared. The loss of breath makes my orgasm actually increase, and when I finally tumble over that side into oblivion, my entire body locks up. Continuing the thrusts, just slowing them down, working me through my release.
When the intensity passes, Cam releases the tight hold on my throat allowing me to gasp in air, but he doesn’t release his hold. My body turns into a puddle on the chair and my hand drops from his shoulders, no longer able to hold on. He pulls his fingers from inside of me. My eyes barely open a sliver looks at him, as he lifts one finger to his lips, sucking it into his mouth. He groans in pleasure.
He moves his hand toward my face. I open my mouth, knowing he’s going to make me lick my release off his fingers. His hand bypasses my face. Turning to look over my shoulder, to see what he’s doing, I see Shayna saunter over with a sleepy smile on her gorgeous face. Her mouth opens and her lips close around his digits. Shayna’s eyes close as her tongue works around them, cleaning them of my release. She groans in pleasure.
I love that I can be with her and just her, without Camden getting jealous or upset. And I love that I can do the same with Cam, and Shayna enjoys knowing about it. For me, this is the best of both worlds. I get both of my needs satisfied. I can get fucked hard by a huge cock and then turn around devour her soft curves and sweet pussy to my fill. And I can have both of them at the same time.
Let’s not forget I can dominate Shayna, being rough and a bit sadistic. Then turn around and submit to Camden wholly and with everything I am, having my masochistic side pleasured. Because who doesn’t love a little pain with their pleasure. We live the life that so many people read about in books and love every minute of it. No fantasy or idea is too outrageous and no kink too extreme. We love to challenge each other and give to one another, however we see fit.
“Mmmm… I see you guys are enjoying yourselves,” Shayna says, leaning over kissing my shoulder. When I look back at her with a soft smile, she kisses my lips. “But you, babes, should be sleeping,” she whispers against my lips. All I can do is nod.
“Let’s go take a shower, then we can all climb back into bed and sleep for a little longer before Bugg is up asking for breakfast,” Camden says, taking a small step back.
I sit up a little more on the stool, looking down at his huge, hard cock protruding through his joggers. “But…” I say, looking back into his eyes, but my breath hitches when I see the look on his face. I know that look. He plans to relieve that in the shower with both Shayna and I.
Camden helps me off the stool and we both follow Shayna into our room. Just as soon as we cross the threshold into the room, he swats my ass hard, making me yelp. I hear his dark chuckle from behind me as he closes and locks the door.
We all make our way into the bathroom, Shayna heading directly to the shower turning the water on hot. The steam already starts to build up. I move to the side and remember all the bruises on my torso and hips. My mind starts to doubt what we’re doing again. And once again, Camden picks up on my change in mood and demeanor.
He drops his joggers just by the door and walks over to stand in front of me completely naked. With two fingers under my chin he lifts my face to his, looking at me sternly.
“I’ve already seen the bruises, Lex. It’s the reason I was in the kitchen drinking. Nothing will be said about them. They don’t define you and you will heal. We will help you heal. You can talk about everything when you’re ready. Right now, I just want to be with my girls. So get undressed, and get that sweet ass in the shower now,” he demands, giving me a cocky smile, which I return with my soft one.
I’m so appreciative of both of them. Shayna gives me my power back and Camden allows me to enjoy the submission knowing that it doesn’t make you weak, it makes you just as strong. Like I said, best of both worlds.
“I want you both on your knees. I need to feel both of those delicious mouths on my cock at the same time,” he says as I turn to step into the shower.
“Yes sir,” I whisper seductively as I step into the shower, where Shayna is patiently waiting, with a beautiful smile on her face. As soon as I walk into the shower, she drops to her knees, knowing exactly what he wants.
Cupping her face, I lean down and kiss her lips softly. Pulling away only slightly, I give her a devious smirk. “One of these days I will have you on your knees for me, baby girl,” I whisper against her mouth, making her blush and smile.
Our moment is interrupted by a hard slap against my ass making me jump and yelp. Turning quickly to face Camden who is standing behind me, broad inked chest on full display with his arms now crossed over his chest and a domineering look on his face. The playful guy is gone. Dominant Cam is here now and disobeying comes with consequences. Painful consequences.
“I believe I gave you an order, sweet girl,” Camden says in his deep commanding voice. Turning around moving next to Shayna, I slowly lower to my knees, letting the rain shower head water pour down on us.
“Sorry, sir,” I say, clasping my hands in front of me. Both Shayna and I are sitting so close, our thighs are touching. Camden looks us over standing back a few steps from us. He’s hard as stone right now, standing with his legs spread slightly. The water is scalding hot and the steam is surrounding us.
“Sweet girl, crawl to me,” he says, looking down at me. Crawling the few short paces I kneel in front of him. He looks down at me. “Spread those beautiful legs and show me how wet you are for me.” I shift a bit spreading my thighs.
“I want to watch you pleasure yourself,” he says, his eyes focusing on the apex of my thighs. I move my hand and begin to rub back and forth over my slit. I have always enjoyed touching myself softly first, teasingly. My mouth drops open as my breathing increases.
“Princess… your turn. Crawl to me and let me see that pretty pussy of yours,” he growls out. She does exactly what he says, crawling over to him seductively and spreading her thighs wide. But she doesn’t touch herself. I go over his command in my head and realize he never told her to do that… only me.
Gripping the base of his cock, he looks down at Shayna. “Suck it,” he commands. Shayna sits up on her knees, holding herself steady on his thighs, she begins with little licks to the crown. Then with longer strokes, she dips down licking even his fingers holding his member steady. Starting slowly from the base to the tip, then taking the entire thing all the way down. Cam hisses when his cock hits the back of her throat and she hollows her cheeks sucking him hard. Her eyes looking up at him, and his eyes on her.
Just watching this show has my body reeling. I circle my clit with my middle and ring finger, before thrusting three fingers inside. Watching her please Cam like this brings back memories of our first time and me gripping her hair while she sucked him off.
Tilting my head back and forth watching with rapt attention, I continue to finger fuck myself. My eyes quickly glance up to see Cam’s face while he enjoys Shayna’s mouth, and notice he’s watching me. His eyes flitting between mine and my hand between my legs.
“Sweet girl, I want to watch you both worshipping my cock,” he says in a gravely voice. I sit up on my knees, still spread as I continue to finger myself, because he never said to stop. When Shayna comes off with a pop, we both begin to work a side. Our tongues lashing and licking, then meeting on top of it also. The taste of his precome along with her is mind blowing. I don’t think I will ever get enough of this.
We continue to alternate between licking all over then she begins to suck on the crown while I lick and suck the base. I can tell how worked up he is.
“Show me how you make yourselves come,” he orders. My hand begins to move furiously over my clit, while my mouth continues to work his cock. Shayna’s moans reverberate through the shower, so I know she’s touching herself as well, and enjoying what we’re doing to Cam. I can feel my orgasm building, even though he just made me come not long ago in the kitchen.
Camden hisses with both of us rotating all over his cock. We’re taking turns sucking him down now, and the alternating of techniques and ways envelope him is tantalizing. While I’m licking and sucking the base of huge cock, Shayna takes him all the way down.
“Right there… don’t stop,” he grits out as he grabs our hair, but holds Shayna down on him. When she begins to choke, he lets her come off a bit. “That’s it, Princess. Show Lexi how you like it,” he says and her eyes flit to mine as he begins to face fuck her hard and fast making her choke even more.
“That’s it… take it all down,” he growls as his thrusts deep into her mouth become erratic and he shoots his load down her throat. Watching that, along with my ministrations over my clit I tumble over the side with him, coming hard. A few moments later, after he pulls his semihard cock from Shayna’s mouth, she rubs herself to completion as well.
All three of us are breathing heavily. Shayna and I sit back on our ankles, while Camden looks down at us with a sated smile. “Every time with you guys is always so intense. Will it always be like this?” I ask looking up at Camden.
He cups my chin softly, and gives me a warm smile. “I will make sure it is. And just think… this is just the beginning.”