Chapter 18
MILLER
She’s been upstairs all day.
Brianna has come and gone, and I asked her not to worry about upstairs today. I wanted to give Lindsey time to herself. Her life has been a roller coaster lately, and I’m sure she needs time to process it. I checked on her a few times, and as the day wore on, she seemed more and more like herself.
My phone rings, and I see it’s Mike. He’s texted me throughout the day just to give me some updates, and the smartass started sending me quirky updates about a day in the life of a seven-year-old.
I’m sure he meant it to be a pain in my ass, but I actually liked knowing what Eli was doing. “What’s up? Everything okay?” I ask.
“Eli wants to stop and get ice cream and go to the library. Is that okay?”
I’m jogging up the stairs and stop at my bedroom. Lindsey is unpacking a box, and I hold the phone up. “Mike wants to know if he can take Eli to the library and get some ice cream.”
She laughs, and I love the sound. “Yes, if Mike is okay with it.”
I give my approval to Mike, and when I hang up, that’s when I look at what she’s unpacking. “Uh, what is that?”
Lindsey’s face turns red. “Uh, uh…” Her head falls back. “This is so embarrassing. I guess Bree packed this box for me, and she even left me a note.” She holds a piece of paper up. “Don’t worry, girl, I packed this. Nothing wrong with a woman getting a little self care. Bree.”
She puts the letter on the nightstand. “I guess she knew when I discovered these I would be embarrassed, and she thought that it would help knowing Ozzy or Guy didn’t pack these up.”
I take a step toward her, then another, curious now. “Uh, what is that? Is that…”
My voice trails off as I see the toys in the box.
“Oh my God, I’ve been single for a long time. I just—”
My mouth is dry, and I swallow hard. “Show me.”
She squeezes the object in her hand, and from here, it looks like a rose. “What?”
I come around the bed, lift her hand up, and look at what she’s holding. “I want you to show me.”
She glances up at me, eyes round. “Uh, okay, this is a clit stimulator. You put it on your clit, turn it on, and it like, uh, sucks.”
My voice is husky. “Does it work?”
She smiles and nods. “Oh, it works.”
I pick up the box sitting on the bed and move it to the floor. I point to the empty bed. “Show me.”
She shakes her head. “Miller…”
I shrug. “You don’t have to if you don’t want to. I just want to see what gets you off.”
She puts a hand to my chest. “I think you know. You did a pretty good job yourself last night.”
I pull her against me, and the evidence of my arousal is obvious. She goes to her tiptoes, and I meet her halfway. I cup her face in my hands, and when our lips touch, it’s like a jolt to my system. She opens her mouth and slides her tongue against mine, and I know I need more. I have to have her.
I lift her up, and she wraps her legs around my waist. She laughs. “You know what I like, Miller?”
“What?” I ask, laying her back on the bed and hovering over her.
She looks into my eyes. “You just pick me up like I’m light as a feather. You do know that I’m considered plus size. It’s not supposed to be that easy.”
I nuzzle my nose against her neck. “You mean perfect size. That’s what you are.”
She tilts her head back, giving me better access.
I pull her shirt off and undo her bra. Her breasts are round, and her chest is heaving.
I reach for the hem of her shorts, but she stops me, looking around. “You know it’s daylight right now?”
I chuckle. “Yeah, so I can see all of you.”
She leans up on her elbows. “That’s what I mean. Can we darken the room a bit?”
I shrug. “I can if that’s what you want. But I want you to know that I like your body. Every part of it. And I want to look at you.”
She trembles and then lifts, taking her shorts and panties off.
She lies naked underneath me and reaches for my shirt. “You have too many clothes on.”
I pull my shirt off, and Lindsey’s hands go straight to my body. She strokes my chest with one hand and holds up her toy with the other. “You know, I don’t even need this when I’ve got you.”
I grab her hand that’s holding the toy. “Show me. I wanna watch.”
She lays back and brings her feet flat on the bed with bended knees. She positions the toy between her legs and turns it on.
The room fills with a vibration, and I can’t help but touch her. My hands slide to her inner thighs, holding her open.
She turns up the tempo, and her body arches. Damn, that’s fast.
I kiss her inner thigh, watching her as she moans and whimpers. She gets close and then stops, teasing herself.
She looks at me. “You know what I’ve always thought about but—”
“What?” I demand.
She looks so good. Her pussy is glistening, and it’s taking everything I have not to slide into her.
She holds up the toy covered in her desire. “I want to use this while—”
She hesitates, and I swear my heart stops. “While what?”
She gestures to me. “I want to use this with you inside me.”
I almost come. I have to cup myself to try and hold back. Fuck, I won’t last.
Her eyebrows lift. “But if you’d rather not—”
I stop her. “I want to.”
I slip out of my shorts with a quick, excited energy.
My cock is hard, jutting out between my thighs, already leaking precum.
She leans forward and wraps her hand around my girth, stroking me once, twice, and then I pump my hips backwards. “Fuck, if you want this to last…”
I laugh awkwardly, and she giggles. She rolls to her stomach and pushes up to her knees.
My mouth drops as her rounded ass is right in front of me. “Fuck,” I groan.
I put one hand on her hip and with the other, I guide my manhood to her core. She looks at me over her shoulder. “Yes.”
That’s when I hear the buzzing. She turns on her toy, and her hand disappears underneath her. Her hips buck, and I push into her. Her hips jerk, and her shoulders fall onto the bed. I pull back and then drive into her. “Yes,” she moans.
My hands tighten on her hips, and slowly, I move in and out of her.
She whimpers, and the vibration gets louder.
Her pussy heats, and she’s soaked as she tightens around me.
Her orgasm hits, and I soon follow. She’s clenching me like a vise, squeezing every drop of cum from me.
“Yes.” I grunt as I drive into her.
I lean over her back, trying to catch my breath. When I lean back, she comes with me, her back pressed to my front. I let my hand slide across her abdomen and hold her to me. I love her. It’s on the tip of my tongue to say it out loud, but I don’t.
She turns her head, and I kiss her. I put everything I feel into that kiss, and my cock starts to harden inside her. She moans, and her eyes fly open. “Wow.”
I bury my face in her neck. I’m obsessed. “I can’t get enough of you, Lindsey.”
She reaches her arm back and circles it around my neck. “As much as I’d love to go another round, I need to shower before Eli gets home.”
I nod. “Maybe it would be quicker if we shower together. What do you think?”
She smiles. “It would probably save water too.”
I slide out of her and stand, then help her up from the bed.
There are so many things I want to say, but the words won’t come.
Instead, I pull her close, holding her flush against me.
I kiss the top of her head, trying to memorize the feeling of her in my arms. She’s everything I’ve ever wanted…
I just don’t know if she feels the same.