Chapter 15 Very Early On
"Liao Xing, how can you bear it. I am a twenty-year-old untouched man, ruined by you. If you do not take responsibility for me, even heaven cannot allow it."
Fu Jiye had been a first time?
"You kissed me back then too. That was my first kiss. You did not take responsibility for me either."
Fu Jiye looked badly shaken, then changed his words at once, delighted. "Then I will take responsibility!"
"Liao Xing, can you give me a chance? However you want me to take responsibility, I am willing."
"Fu Jiye, why did you come to like me? In Gu Qunian's eyes, I was that unbearable."
My temper was bad. My grades were bad. I loved to play, and I loved to get angry.
Gu Qunian had treated me like he despised me.
So why would Fu Jiye like me?
And look like he could not do without me.
The two of us were still lying naked on one bed.
I could feel his warmth, and he could feel mine.
Fu Jiye's face suddenly went red.
"Actually, I liked you from very, very early on."
In other people's eyes, I was a second-generation brat who never studied and only knew how to play all day.
It seemed completely different in Fu Jiye's eyes.
We had known each other since the days of split-crotch pants.
He seemed to think I was very cute.
I had a home, and still I was like a stray cat covered in spines, always coming to his house for shelter after I got hurt.
Fu Jiye's parents were softhearted. They took me in again and again.
In puberty, he seemed to have seen something he was not supposed to see.
Blood rushed from his nose.
He never seemed to forget it.
That stretch of pale waist. The slight show at the base of a thigh. Every part of it seemed to tempt him.
That night, Fu Jiye told me he had a dream.
He said the person who always argued and bickered with him lay under him at night, voice hoarse, begging. Those small broken cries stirred pity, he said, and still he could not stop himself from going further with him.
From making him cry louder, he said.
After that, he told me, everything slipped further out of control.
Fu Jiye said his heart moved without any warning.