Chapter 18
Burrowing Into My Heart
Tess to Carina: I think I have feelings for him. [delivered]
Tess
There’s a warm body pressing against my back, and a hard cock wedged between the cheeks of my ass.
I wiggle my hips just slightly, and Kai grunts behind me.
Oops. Probably shouldn’t have done that.
Then again, I also shouldn’t have murdered my ex, so clearly, my decision-making skills have been on holiday for a while.
I expect him to pull away, but instead he holds me tighter and I let out an unexpected moan as his boxer covered hard-on slips between my legs.
We both freeze.
Then—because I’m a masochist—I shimmy my hips again. Kai flips me so fast it knocks the air out of my lungs. He stares down at me as his body presses me into the bed. His eyes are like molten liquid, full of heat and desire.
Fire prickles along my skin at every point we’re touching. His top—that I’m wearing—has ridden up, and I can feel his thick thighs against mine.
“Kai,” I whisper, leaning into him instinctively.
His mouth crashes to mine and I open for him, letting him explore me with his tongue with a desperation that matches my own.
Large hands start to roam over me, pushing higher until they’re cupping my breasts, his fingers flicking over my nipples. He trails open-mouthed kisses down my jaw, then pushes my top up so he can suck on one of the tightened buds.
My back arches and he groans against my skin.
“You like that?” he whispers low in my ear.
“Ahh…” I gasp as one of his hands travels south.
The anticipation has me rubbing my thighs together, trying to get friction where I need it most.
Kai slaps my thigh, forcing me to open my legs.
He teases me, running his hands over my skin but never touching where I need it most.
“Please,” I whimper.
I cry out as he tweaks on my nipple with one hand, as one long finger pushes inside me while his thumb caresses my clit with sure, steady strokes.
“You’re so wet for me. So needy.” He groans as though tortured.
I am, it’s dripping down my thighs.
He bites down on my nipple and curls his finger inside me at the same time. My whole body starts to shake with the force of my orgasm, stars dancing at the edges of my visions.
Kai works me through it, rubbing at my over sensitive clit, not stopping even as my climax subsides.
“Kai… I can’t…” I whimper as pressure builds once more.
He lifts his head and takes my lips with his. “You can,” he murmurs, his breath ghosting across my skin. “Give me one more, Hurricane.”
My eyes roll and tingles erupt over me as every nerve ending on my body lights up. My second climax washes over me and I shudder.
Kai pulls away from me and I whine. His expression is dark, dangerous. “Tell me how bad you want it.”
I manage a stuttered, “Please,” as he stands to remove his boxers, his hard cock springing free. It’s so thick and long and all I can do is remember the way it felt so good in my mouth. How much I loved the taste of his cum.
The Jacob’s ladder on the underside glimmers, teasing me. I want to feel each rung slip inside me; feel the way I’d have to stretch to accommodate him.
He strokes himself leisurely, his expression so different to his usual scowl. There’s an almost playfulness to his eyes, though his next words are said with absolute seriousness. “You want my cock, Hurricane? Beg for it.”
My stomach swoops as he climbs back onto the bed, his large frame boxing me into the mattress. I want him. I fucking need him. The dominance in his voice is addictive, wreaking havoc on my insides.
“Please,” I whimper. I don’t care if I sound desperate. I am. “Please Kai. Please fuck me. I want your cock inside me. I want you to fill me with your cum.”
He groans then in a matter of seconds he’s got the t-shirt off over my head and has me flipped around so I’m on my hands and knees.
“Hold onto the headboard.”
I reach up, grasping hold of the metal frame as he positions himself behind me. My skin is on fire, burning from the inside out as the anticipation grows.
His hard cock nudges at my entrance. Yes. This.
Then he pauses.
“Fuck,” he curses, voice strained.
No.
Please God.
I twist my head towards him. “What?” The word is barely more than a breathy whimper.
He groans, a bitter disappointed sound. “We don’t have condoms.”
“I’m on birth control. The pill. And I’m clean.” The words burst out of me. I’m too needy to stop.
He studies the side of my face for a moment. “You’re sure?”
My answer is to thrust my ass towards him in invitation. His eyes immediately snap towards it, then he smirks uncharacteristically.
“What are you—” My question is cut off when he delivers a sharp thwack to my ass cheek. “The fuck,” I squeal, unsure whether I love the bite of pain as my clit throbs with need.
He rubs the same cheek he just smacked in an almost loving gesture.
Then his cock is back, pressing at my entrance. He pushes the head in, and I gasp, my head falling forwards as I press back into him. The stretch of him filling me has my eyes watering.
Kai sounds almost pained as he growls, “You’re so tight. Fuck.”
He eases into me, inch by delicious inch until he’s buried to the hilt and we both groan in pleasure.
I’ve never been with someone who has a pierced dick and let me tell you: it hits the fucking spot, holy shit.
”You're mine. Every inch of you belongs to me." He punctuates the statement with a strong thrust of his hips as he pulls out then pushes back in again.
“Don’t say that unless you mean it,” I choke out on a half moan, half groan.
Kai’s hips slam into my thighs as he fucks me. I grip the headboard as each thrust takes me higher and higher. The wet sound of Kai’s cock sliding in and out of my pussy mingles with our heady moans and groans.
“Come for me, Tess.” He reaches around, his hand trailing over my hip until he finds my clit, stroking the swollen bud as he continues his punishing pace until my orgasm rips through me.
I cry out his name. My walls clamp down and Kai curses behind me as his movements become stunted and then he’s following behind me with his own release, shooting hot spurts of cum deep inside me.
I collapse into the headboard, my body spent, then twist, falling onto my back as Kai settles beside me.
We lie like that. Naked. Just the two of us, our heartbeats and heavy breathing the only sounds filling the room.
I want to ask him if he meant what he said. If he wants this. Me. Or if that was just words said in the heat of passion.
But I’m a coward.
Because, even though it’s only been a few weeks since we met, he’s already started burrowing into my heart.
And I think the answer would break me.