The Sound of the Fuse
The house was quiet—the kind of absolute, heavy silence that used to be a comfort to me.
Anthony had crashed early, worn out from a back-to-back shift that had left him smelling like woodsmoke and exhaustion.
Now, the only sound was the low, rhythmic hum of the refrigerator and the faint, hypnotic click-tick of the ceiling fan overhead.
I should've been asleep by now, too. I had an early start at the shop, a transmission waiting to be dropped, and a dozen other things that required a steady hand. But every time I closed my eyes, the darkness became a projector.
I saw her.
I saw the way Aubrey had looked at me across that couch—the way the light had caught the gold in her hair and the raw honesty in her eyes.
I heard her voice, trembling but clear, as she admitted she wanted it too.
We'd sat there like two people discussing a death sentence, agreeing that it was too messy, too dangerous, too much.
I'd told her I was protecting her by drawing that line in the sand.
But as I sat there in the dark, I didn't believe a damn word of it.
The truth was a jagged thing, cutting through my noble intentions. I wanted her. I wanted her in a way I hadn't wanted anything or anyone in decades. It wasn't just the memory of her body against mine or the soft, certain pressure of her lips—though God knows that was enough to keep me awake.
I wanted the whole of her. I wanted the broken pieces she was trying to glue back together; I wanted the fire that sparked in her eyes even when she was so tired she could barely stand. I wanted the strength she didn't even realize she possessed.
And the baby. Her baby.
I couldn't stop seeing the look on her face when she'd told me. She'd been terrified, standing on the edge of a cliff, but she'd been brave enough to say the words.
She'd been brave enough to let me—a man who lived his life in the shadows—hold her while she fell apart. That kind of trust doesn't just happen. It's earned in the trenches. And now that she'd handed it to me, I realized I couldn't just set it down and walk away like it didn't weigh a thing.
I dragged a hand over my face, my palm rasping against the stubble on my jaw, and groaned into the empty room.
Anthony would kill me. It wasn't a figure of speech; it was a fact. He trusted me with his life every time we went out, and here I was, sitting in the house we shared, wanting the one thing I could never admit out loud to him. I was betraying the only brother I had left.
But some things aren't a choice. You don't choose the moment the air leaves the room. I hadn't chosen to notice every minute detail about her the second she stepped off that bus. I hadn't chosen to be the one standing behind the trees when she needed to break.
I hadn't chosen the way my heart hammered against my ribs when she leaned in for that kiss.
And yet, here I was. I was unable to stop thinking about how her hand had fit into mine—smaller, softer, but fitting like a missing piece of a puzzle I'd given up on solving.
I leaned back in the chair, staring at the shifting shadows on the ceiling. Every nerve in my body was wired, humming with the electric knowledge that I was already too far gone to turn back. We'd looked each other in the eye and promised to stop. We'd said the words "complications" and "mistake."
But promises don't mean much when the fuse is already lit. And as I listened to the quiet house, I knew it was only a matter of time before the whole thing went up in flames.
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