Chapter Four
By the calendar, it was only Michaelmas. By the look of the kitchens at five in the morning, it was a siege.
There were to be two dinners. At four o’clock, the tenants would come in from the whole estate to pay their rents and eat their Michaelmas goose in the great barn, as they had every year since the house was raised.
At eight, the county would come: the magistrate, the rector, the physician, their wives, and their marriageable sons, to sit down to a long bright table, look Amabel over, and decide among themselves whether the Duke of Marcombe’s sister was worth knowing.
Between the two stood a kitchen with its head still abed, a cook who wept at a cross word, and two dozen servants who had spent their whole working lives being told what to do by Mrs Pike and did not yet know how to be told by anyone else.
Elowen had two days of preparation behind her and not the smallest illusion left about the day ahead.
She dressed in the dark and went up to Mrs Pike before the house woke, because there were things only Mrs Pike knew, and because a woman who had given a lifetime to a house deserved to be asked before another took her place in it.
Mrs Pike was sitting up against her pillows, grey-faced and furious at her own body, her cap on straight and her hands folded as though she were only resting a moment between tasks.
“I am sorry to disturb you,” Elowen said.
“You are running the house.”
“Only until you are well enough to have it back.”
Something in Mrs Pike’s face eased, though not very much. “There is a lifetime of me in that house.”
“I know. That is why I came to you.”
Mrs Pike looked at her for a long moment.
Then she gave a small nod. “The county dinner wants the Sèvres, not the Worcester, whatever Cook tells you. And His Grace’s mother had a rule for the seating: the magistrate above the rector, the rector above the physician, and never the other way about, whatever airs the physician’s wife may give herself. Mind you keep to it. They notice.”
“Thank you. I will.”
“You have done well these past days.” The words seemed to cost Mrs Pike something, but she gave them all the same. “Better than I had any right to expect of a stranger.”
“I have had a good housekeeper’s work to follow.”
Mrs Pike looked down at her folded hands. “They will thank you tonight. They will all thank you very prettily.” A pause. “Mind you do not come to need it; the thanks. It is the first thing they teach you to want, and the first thing they take away.”
It was the kindest thing anyone at Marcombe had yet said to Elowen, and she carried it down the back stairs into the long day.
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The first true trouble came to the kitchen door at half past ten, in the shape of old Hartnoll.
He was a small, dry, upright man of seventy or more, in his Michaelmas best, and he stood turning his hat in his hands the way she had seen other men turn their hats when the ground had gone out from under them.
“I’m wanting Mrs Pike,” he said. “Or the steward. They tell me Mrs Pike’s poorly.”
“She is. I am Miss Vane; I am keeping the house in her place.” When he hesitated, she said, “You may tell me, Mr Hartnoll. I have a great deal of practice at being told things.”
He did not want to tell a woman. He wanted to tell a man, or Mrs Pike; somebody who counted. But the day was pressing, and his pride was a smaller thing than his trouble, and so in the end he told her.
There was a paper from the steward’s office that said he stood three quarters behind in his rent and must answer for it at the audit, before the whole assembled parish.
He was not three quarters behind. He had paid his Lady Day rent into the steward’s own hand, in coin, having no faith in banks, and had taken no receipt, having always been trusted, man and boy, these fifty years.
Now the book said he had not paid; the account would be called before every soul he had farmed beside his whole life; and a man does not come back from being called a cheat before such men. Not at seventy. Not ever.
She took him to Mr Felton.
The steward was a careful man having a wretched week: the Michaelmas reckoning piled high beside the lamp on his desk, his one ally in the house flat on her back upstairs, and no patience left over for a strange lady come to doubt his book.
“The book is the book, Miss Vane. If Hartnoll had paid, it would stand in the book. It does not stand in the book. I am sorry for the man; I have known him forty years. But I cannot make a payment into the world by being sorry for him.”
“Then do not be sorry for him.” It came out sharper than she had meant it; she was tired, and an old man’s good name was a poor thing to lose to a busy week. She brought her voice back down. “Be exact about him. That is all I ask. He says he paid you in coin, at Lady Day, into your own hand.”
“Half the parish pays me in coin. I enter it the same day. Always.”
“Always?” She held his eye. “I heard some talk below stairs that Lady Day was the week the river took the bridge below the mill. Is that so? That you spent three days getting the carts round by the upper ford? What did you come back to?”
Mr Felton opened his mouth to say that he had never in his life forgotten an entry. He shut it again.
He had been three days at that bridge, and he had come back to chaos, and even a careful man’s memory has holes torn in it by a week like that one. He went to the strongbox without another word and took out the packet of Lady Day receipts. He counted once. Then again.
And went very still.
“It is here,” he said, low. “Lady Day. Hartnoll. In coin. I took it, and I never carried it to the book.”
He looked up at her, and the whole bad week was in his face.
“Then carry it now,” Elowen said, more gently. “And let it be a thing you caught in your own checking before the audit. His Grace need never hear there was an error, and Hartnoll need never know how near a thing it was. A man holds his head the higher for not knowing it was ever in question.”
She did not see the audit; she was wanted in six places at once, and the audit ran itself once the book was right. But she saw the tenants file in to their goose at four, and old Hartnoll among them with his hat in his hand and his head up, his name, she knew, called clean.
He never once looked her way. He never knew to.
To her own surprise, she did not mind it in the least. Perhaps it was the better thing done if he never learned it had been done at all. She folded the small fact of it away where she kept such things, and turned to the next disaster, which was already at her elbow in a launch gown.
Amabel had come to find her an hour before the county was due, dressed and trembling.
“I cannot do it. I shall say something foolish, or I shall say nothing at all, which is worse, and every last one of them will go home saying the Duke of Marcombe’s sister is a perfect ninny, and I shall have to live here forever with the whole county knowing it.”
Elowen did not tell her it would be easy.
It would not be easy, and the girl would hear the lie in it and trust her the less for the rest of the night.
She drew Amabel out of the cold passage into the warm stillroom, set the small kettle on, and made her something with balm and a little chamomile.
While it steeped, she took down the girl’s hair where the maid had dressed it a shade too tight, put it up more softly, dabbed lavender water at her temples, and talked the whole while of everything in the world but the dinner.
“When they look at me tonight,” Amabel said at last, into the cup, “they will not be seeing me. They will be reckoning me. Whether I am pretty enough, and well enough dowered, and quiet enough to be worth a son.” Her chin came up, mutinous and miserable at once.
“I would rather be of use to somebody. Truly, I would. If I were of use, at least they would want me for a reason a person can put a name to.”
Elowen, who could have named a very great deal on that subject and chose to name none of it, smoothed the newly softened hair and let out a slow breath.
“Then you and I are two of a kind,” she said, “for I have been of use to people the whole of my life, and I will tell you the one secret I have got by it.”
“What is it?”
“That it is a deal warmer in here, by my fire, than out there among the lot of them.” She folded the girl’s hands back around the cup. “Drink that. And when you are frightened tonight, look down the room for me. I shall be the one nobody is looking at. And I shall be looking at you.”
The county came. Amabel went down on her brother’s arm in her launch gown, balm and chamomile quiet in her blood and lavender at her temples, and was charming in the way the frightened can be charming once they have made up their minds to it.
By the soup, the county had settled among themselves that the Duke of Marcombe’s sister would do very well to know after all.
Elowen ran the night from the back of the house, where the work was and the candlelight was not.
She kept the courses moving, caught the physician’s wife as she made to seat herself above the rector and steered her a place down with a word so soft the woman thanked her for it, and sent up more of the good wine the instant His Grace lifted two fingers for it.
To every guest at the long bright table, she was perfectly invisible.
Not quite to everyone.
Once, carrying word to the butler, she passed the open dining-room door, glanced in, and found the Duke of Marcombe looking back at her down the whole length of the loud, bright table.
Not for the wine, which had already gone up.
Perhaps only because she had crossed his line of sight; she could not tell.
She inclined her head and went on with her message, and when she passed the door again, he had turned back to the magistrate’s wife and was being a duke.
And once, between the removes, she caught Lady Seraphina watching her from the foot of the table. Not the guests, not Amabel. Her. Seraphina inclined her head, the smallest fraction. Elowen returned it, and went back to the work.
By midnight, the county had gone, well fed and well disposed, and the house let out its breath all at once; she heard it do it.
Cook, vindicated, permitted herself to be pleased.
The footmen laughed at something in the passage as they came off their feet.
And Amabel, flushed and triumphant and already a little in love with three young men she would not remember by Sunday, flung both arms round Elowen’s neck on the stairs and declared it the most wonderful night of her whole entire life, and that she could never, ever thank her enough, and was gone up to bed before the sentence had cooled in the air.
Elowen went to see the plate locked away before she would let herself sleep, because plate left standing after a county dinner was how good silver learned to walk, and it should never be said the house lost so much as a salt-spoon under her hand.
She found Lady Seraphina still in the dining room, alone in the wreck of the long table, with a single candle and a glass of the good wine she had poured for herself.
“Sit down, Miss Vane.”
“My lady. I was only going to see to the plate…”
“The plate will keep. It is solid silver; it will not run off anywhere a tired woman cannot fetch it back from in the morning. Sit down. You have been standing since five o’clock, and you have not, by my reckoning, sat once.”
Elowen sat. It was that, or argue, and she had no arguing left in her.
Seraphina considered her down the ruined length of the table, the candle between them. “My niece told you tonight was the most wonderful night of her life.”
“She did. I was glad to hear it.”
“She will have forgotten by Sunday who arranged it for her.” Seraphina turned the glass slowly by its stem.
“They all will. The county will go home and say what a charming girl Lady Amabel is, and not one soul among them will ever ask who turned the physician’s wife out of the rector’s chair, or sent the second wine up before the Duke knew to want it, or sat a frightened girl down by a stillroom fire and gave her back her nerve.
You did all of that. I watched you do it. ”
It was not thanks. It was something a good deal harder to sit still under than thanks, and it went in nearer the bone. Elowen found she had no answer ready. The not-having-one unsettled her more than she cared for, because she always had an answer ready. Having one ready was the whole of her trade.
“I knew a woman once,” Seraphina said, “who ran a great house exactly as you ran this one tonight. Beautifully. Without a sound. For other people, every single day, the whole of her life, until there was very little left of her that had ever been her own.” She drank.
“That was myself, Miss Vane. I tell you because no one troubled to tell me, and I have often thought since that it might have made some difference if they had.”
She set the glass down and rose, taking up her candle.
“Go to bed. The plate will keep, and so, I daresay, will we.”
She went out, and her candle went with her, and the dining room was very dark and very quiet around the wreck of the table.
Elowen sat a moment in the dark.
Then she got up and went to see to the plate after all, every piece of it counted and locked, and the key in her own pocket, because Lady Seraphina was right about a great many things, she did not doubt, but she was wrong about the silver.
Silver left out walked.
And whatever it cost her, Elowen had never yet learned the trick of leaving a thing undone.