Bonus Chapter Leanne's Past Part Two
Revenge for my broken heart lingers in my blood, vibrates through my bones.
Every time I look at my sister, I want to kill her.
I have murderous dreams, my hands wrapping around her throat, hearing the satisfying snap of her neck.
My favourite is the one in which I take a silver dagger and skin her alive, enjoying the blood that drips down her blade.
Every morning when I wake up I feel a pleasurable shiver down my spine.
However, she doesn't deserve an easy death.
She deserves to suffer, I want her to wallow in her pain.
I want to see everyday for the rest of my life.
I want to taste the pain in her tears. I want her to be as miserable as me.
She stole the person I loved, she stole my future away from me.
Sometimes I would almost see Kieron in my room.
His smile would be cocky but his eyes were filled with hate and a coldness that made me shiver.
I could almost feel his warm breath cascade down my neck as he whispered words telling me to avenge his death.
No longer was my life filled with the hope of having an empire with my true love for my sister and my mate had ruined my future.
I could imagine Kieron rolling around in his grave at the betrayal of his Queen and brother.
The Queen had slept with his brother and the brother had crumbled his empire at the snap of his fingers.
It was that night that I realised my sister would know who were mate was, I knew then and there that I needed to ruin her chance of happiness.
For her mate would offer that to her if I did not intervene.
My sister didn't speak with boys or flirt with them.
She was waiting for her mate but fortunately due to some rumours, I had managed to redirect the ugly truth of my life to her.
She never said anything, she didn't seem bothered.
No matter what I said or did. No matter what my parents screamed at her.
She just took it on the chin and ignored it.
It only made me clench my fists tighter.
I remember when that little brat that got my sister killed ran up to me hugged me tightly.
She told me that I had saved her from the rouge.
All I wanted to do was rip her from my legs and rip her to shreds, but alas I had an image to uphold.
So I plastered on a fake smile and told her that it was my pleasure.
From that moment, I cemented my high standing in the pack.
It was then that I caught the eye of Alpha Jacob.
At first I indulged him, I enjoyed his affections, his attentions.
It was similar to what Kieron gave me but he didn't have a bad bone in his body.
He was too good, too pure. For like my sister, he was waiting for his mate.
Internally I was scoffing at him, laughing at his innocence, but I enjoyed the attention.
I flourished in the envious looks from pack members, for i had the big bad Alpha wrapped around my little finger.
It wasn't until I secretly sought my sister's diary, that a big smile curved on my lips.
There it revealed that the Alpha who longed and lusted after me, was my sister's mate.
A dark chuckle escaped my lips for I knew that the Alpha's birthday wasn't for another three months.
It was then that I planned to drive the final nail in my sister's coffin and seduce the Alpha into being my lover, my boyfriend, my husband. I would steal her life away.
It was then that I coxed Jacob into falling in love with me.
I manipulated him into thinking I was the most pure and innocent she-wolf their was.
I lied to him about my worries for my twin who was nothing but a traitor to the pack, that she was a huge whore that slept her way through the pack.
His eyes would become angry at my words, for I knew deep down his wolf had already sensed that she was possibly his mate, but I wouldn't let him get in the way of my plans for revenge.
The wolf may come to hate me but I made damn sure that the human hated Louise.
I remember when he asked me about my mate, I told him that he was dead.
I channeled my emotions, the ones I kept under lock and key when I thought about Kieron.
I cried and he comforted me, I made him make promises to me that he wouldn't leave me otherwise I would be on my own for the rest of my life.
Two weeks was all it took for him to fall in love with the fake me.
I remember that night that Jacob told me he was in love with me.
That was his reason for breathing and that he would never leave me.
He told me he would reject his mate because he couldn't imagine feeling this way about anyone else.
It was that night I seduced him into giving me his virginity, one of the things that belonged to my sister.
For Jacob, our relationship went from strength to strength.
I remember his parents warning him that I was not his mate but we told them that I was and we were just waiting for his birthday to announce it to the pack.
Both our parents were so happy, we had an intimate dinner celebrating the union between the Alpha and Beta's children.
My sister wasn't present for she saw me flaunt her mate about, she watched as I teased him with my soft kisses.
I could see that each touch of my lips were a stab to the heart.
This went on for the remainder of the three months and then it was his birthday.
I was confident that he wouldn't accept my sister but I was nervous that his wolf would protest the moment he discovered my twin was his mate.
It was that night before his birthday, that I told him I was pregnant.
Which wasn't lie, the lie was that I was pregnant with his child.
For my wolf didn't speak to me and with lack of symptoms I didn't realise that I was carrying my mates child.
There was a small bulge of my stomach which showed where my pup laid in my stomach.
The relationship with my unborn pup was one of love and hate.
I hated that this child was a reminder of how I betrayed Kieron for his brother.
However, I would often ignore that and imagine that the pup was his, slowly my heart warmed up as quickly as I manipulated my mind into thinking Kieron was the father.
My wolf never told me, she was eerily quite and didn't speak to me.
I had no morning sickness and I didn't have regular menstrual cycles.
It wasn't until the muscles in my stomach began to tighten that I suspected I was carrying a child.
Pregnancy of wolves were the same as human pregnancies, there was a small gap in which I had slept with Xavier and Jacob so I managed to use Jacob's love filled glasses against him.
He was excited, he cried tears of joy, that it was the best birthday present that he ever received.
It was that night that I planned a small dinner with my family where I was announcing my mating to Jacob as well as my pregnancy.
My bones vibrated with excitement that night as I watched my sister tried to hide the tears in her eyes.
Alexander piled on the personal affection that night, feeding me, caressing my swollen belly, kissing my cheek, my neck, I was purring with delight.
The stupid boy thought it was for him, but no I was in bliss while enjoying my sister's pain.
It was then that I knew I had won. My sister's mate would not leave me and his child.
It wasn't until the Jacob and his parents left that my sister finally broke.
Her eyes were red, her body was shaking.
She looked at me with the same hate that I had for her.
No longer were her eyes filled with misplaced hope or affection.
She looked at me coldly, while our parents stood behind us.
It was the first time she spoke out loud about my sins.
That I had lied about Jacob being my mate.
My mother scoffed and taunted her, saying why would the goddess pair their Alpha with their disappointing slut of a daughter.
I put on the water works telling my sister to not be so jealous.
I played the doting daughter, the helpless sister who wanted her to be better.
She ignored my words and I saw that she wanted to kill me.
The innocent sister had finally tried to peel back my sinister layer only to be intercepted by our parents who didn't believe her.
My mother encouraged my father to punish her and then my heart soared.
He whipped her, brutally, the disgust vibrated through every lashing of the whip.
I could see the tears in my father's eyes, the momentary question that flashed across his face, asking whether this was the right step.
However, a few tears from me and a taunt from mother, wiped it away.
That night I drifted off to sleep as I caressed Kieron's child lovingly.
Whispering that we had avenged daddy's death.
I slept for so long, my heart was at peace knowing that my sister would have to revel in my happiness with the person she loved and who was her mate.
I had won and knew I would enjoy my sister's pain for the rest of my life.
Only that wish was short lived, for I didn't see my sister again.
She disappeared into thin air. No one but me realised she was gone until a week later when Jacob questioned my parents.
My mother brushed her hands dismissively, whereas my father had a guilt riddle look plastered on his face.
I simply encouraged Jacob to find my sister, for I needed to know whether she was safe is what I had said.
Truthfully, I wanted to know whether she did me a favour by killing herself.
Seconds turned into minutes, minutes turned to hours, hours turned to days.
Finally those days were turning into months, yet there was no word or sign of my sister.
As my belly grew bigger, Jacob became less attentive.
That attention I loved so much disappeared as he soon realised my sister was no where to be found.
I started to hate him. I knew he rejected her but I didn't know why he couldn't let her go.
Soon, the pack infirmary and childcare centre became more busy, their work was overloading.
No one realised it was my sister who was volunteering.
They thought it was me, but fortunately I gave them the excuse that I was pregnant.
I scoffed as the sighed in relief as I gave them some lame empty promise that I would return when the babe was born.
But alas, that was another lie. I knew that I would be too busy focusing on my child with Kieron.The excitement that vibrated in me for the child who would one day inherit Jacob's pack.
I made a promise to Kieron that our baby would re-establish his empire once I worked out how to get rid of Jacob.
However, that day never came. Instead the day I went into labour, we were attacked by rouges.
The rouges who once recognised me as their Queen, Kieron's Queen.
My father and Jacob went off into battle, while my mother coxed me through the birth of my Prince.
The pain was unbearable but I couldn't wait to hold our baby in my arms. The tears and pain of childbirth was nothing compared to loosing Kieron.
Who would have known that I would never get to hold my baby because as soon as my precious baby boy graced the world.
My mother was knocked out cold, doctors and nurses were murdered.
There in the hospital took a blonde woman, her hair so light and fair that it was almost white.
Her eyes were so blue but they were cold like winter.
Her lips were big that they looked swollen.
She took their dressed in black as she caressed and held my child.
When her eyes caught mine, her lips held a smile so sinister that it caused me to shiver.
"Who are you!" I screamed. "Give me my baby!" I screeched.
Her teeth gritted as she clicked her tongue in her mouth. "Tsk. Tsk. You should watch your tone. You shouldn't be screaming when someone is carrying such precious cargo." She laughed.
I took a huge inhale of breath, wanting nothing but to rip the hair from her head but my body was so tired from giving birth that I was restricted to the bed.
I tried to get my wolf to do something, to say something, to lend me her strength but she was quiet, she said nothing.
"Please give me my baby." I gritted as I held my arms open, with tears in my eyes.
Hoping that I would be able to manipulate her into sparing my baby.
"Ahh much better Princess." Her lips curved as her teeth broke through, gleaming with malicious intent. "Unfortunately, I can't do that. I have a score to settle with you bitch!" She shouted as her eyes darkened.
"I don't even know you to offend you!" I screeched again. It was then that my eyes widened and I did something that I had been doing for years. "You must have mistaken me for my sister, Louise. We look the same, I'm sure she is the one who did something to you! I'm innocent!" I faked tears.
She chuckled darkly and tears leaked out the corner of her eyes.
As she held my baby boy carelessly in her arm, she lighted one of her hands and wiped the tears that were escaping.
"How long have you been using that one for Princess?
Do you really think I am a fool like everyone else in this pack?
I know who you truly are. The evil that lurks inside your heart.
You just can't learn to touch things that aren't yours. " She responds darkly.
"What are you talking about?" I nervously stutter.
"You stole my mate bitch. My mate. My Kieron. He rejected me for you." She says coldly.
"I don't know what you are talking about. That was probably my sister." I lie as I look at the child in her arms. All I want to do is protect my child.
"Ahh. Yes Louise. She was the one that killed my unworthy mate, good job she did as well. He deserved that death. For every time he fucked you. I felt it, it burned me from the inside out!" She shouted. "Your sister did me a service and freed from his disgusting bond!"
"My sister is the one who stole your mate not me!" I lied through my teeth. How is it that a complete stranger was able to see through my lies but people who had known us for years couldn't?
"Oh please I have been following you for months now.
I knew that I would have my revenge. You see that I am a very petty woman and unfortunately you pissed off the wrong bitch.
So I waited for the right time for my revenge Leanne.
" Her eyes were cold that I could feel myself shake in fear over what she was planning to do.
"Please, give me my baby." I whispered and for the first time in my life I begged someone.
"No." She replied. "You are about to learn that a child will pay for the sins of their parents.
This is my revenge. This is your punishment.
You will never see your child. You will never even hold your son.
You will never experience what motherhood is like.
For you enjoy stealing things, I decided that I will take what is most precious to you.
I watched you caress your belly and realised that it is probably the only thing you love.
For bitches like you don't know what love is, you certainly don't love that Alpha of yours. " She scoffed.
"Please!" I cried. I couldn't let the last piece of Kieron disappear.
Her eyes darkened. It was then that she looked at me with no fear or reverence in her heart.
I knew that look, for it was similar to the one that I would give my sister.
The one where there was no mercy. "No. This is my promise to you Leanne.
Say goodbye to your child Leanne for you will never look him in the eye.
That's my promise to you." She finished.
It was then that she carried my son out of the doors while I thrashed across the bed, pushing myself to case after the woman who was stealing my baby.
Unfortunately my legs were like jelly, my body was exhausted, my limbs ached.
I collapsed on the floor as her figure disappeared into the horizon.
My eyes were watering, my chest was in pain, it was excruciating.
Was this my retribution? They were the last thoughts rolling around in my head as I cried and screamed for them to give me my baby back.