Chapter 2
Garrett
The woman won't stop talking.
She's sat at my kitchen table bleeding from her nose onto the dishcloth I handed her, and she hasn't paused for breath. Her name is Nina. She's a nurse. She's starting at the Nightfall clinic on Monday. She hit a deer. She thinks her wrist might be sprained. She likes my cabin. Is that Dvo?ák?
Yes, it is Dvo?ák. The New World Symphony, second movement. The largo. I've played it every night for four years because it fills the rooms without requiring anything from me, and I've never once had to explain that to another person because no other person has been inside this cabin in two years.
Knox comes by sometimes. Stands on the porch, talks at me about club business while I lean against the railing and watch the trees.
He never steps past the door frame. He knows better.
Finn drops off engine parts with a wave and a joke I don't return, leaves them on the porch steps like offerings at a temple that stopped taking worshippers.
Colt brought me a bottle of whiskey last Christmas and left it tucked under the eave when I didn't answer the door.
Now, this woman is inside. In my kitchen. Touching my dishcloth, sitting in my chair, filling the space between the walls with a voice that doesn't stop and a heartbeat I can feel against my skin from six feet away.
Every territorial instinct I have fires in contradictory directions—remove her, protect her, keep her—and the signals overlap and cancel each other, leaving me standing frozen against the far counter with my arms crossed and my jaw tight while she bleeds on my table and tells me about the deer.
"Massive buck. Rack like a chandelier, I swear.
Just standing there in the middle of the road, not moving, staring me down like I owed him money.
" She checks the dishcloth, frowns at the blood.
"Not broken. I broke it once in a soccer game, and this doesn't have the grinding thing.
" She flexes her left wrist, winces. "This, though.
Lateral tenderness along the fifth metacarpal.
Could be a hairline fracture, but the range of motion is decent, so I'm calling it a grade two sprain until an X-ray tells me different. "
She talks like she expects me to answer. Not the way most people do, waiting me out until the silence gets heavy enough to drive them toward the door. Nina doesn't pause at all. She fills the silence herself. No effort, no strain. I've never met anyone who made talking look so much like breathing.
I reach past her to the shelf above the stove and pull down the first aid kit.
Not the basic one from the bathroom with its three adhesive bandages and a tube of antibiotic cream.
The field kit Knox insisted every brother keep, the one with actual supplies.
Sterile gauze, medical tape, SAM splints, an ACE bandage, and a hemostatic agent I've never had cause to open.
The kit lands on the table between us.
Nina picks it up. Turns it over, finds the latch without fumbling, flips the lid and scans the contents the way I scan an engine, knowing what she's looking for before her hands move.
"Good kit." She pulls out the ACE bandage. "Whoever stocked this knew what they were doing."
She wraps her own wrist. No hesitation. Her teeth hold the tension while she secures the clip, and I stop watching her face and watch her hands instead.
She narrates the whole process. Range of motion: limited but functional.
Capillary refill: adequate. Neurological check, all five fingers.
Radial pulse, strong and regular. She talks me through it like I'm a student, or a worried family member in a hallway, and I realize she isn't expecting me to respond at all.
She's narrating because it's how she processes. The talking isn't for me.
She finishes and clips the bandage, flexes her wrapped wrist once, nods to herself. Then she looks up at me and her eyes widen.
"Oh my Gosh, I've been talking at you this whole time and I never even—I'm Nina." She sticks out her right hand across the table. Blood on her knuckles, bandage on her left wrist, and she's offering me a handshake.
"Garrett."
The word grinds out of me like rust flaking off a hinge. Her hand disappears inside mine, warm and small, and I let go before my grip can register as anything more than brief.
Then she smiles.
Not a nervous smile. Not the tight-lipped thing humans give me when they're pretending my horns don't bother them. A real one. Wide and warm, blood still drying on her upper lip, and she's looking at me like I did something right.
The vibration starts before I can stop it.
Deep in my chest. Below my ribs, behind my chest, in the place where minotaurs hold the sounds they can't control. A low, resonant rumble that builds and spreads through my bones and rattles the cups on the shelf behind me.
I kill it. Lock every muscle, clamp down on the sound with the same force I used to clamp down on everything else in the years when sound meant punishment and attention meant pain. The purr dies in my throat, strangled.
She tilts her head. "Was that a purr?"
I turn my back and start making coffee.
My hands grip the edge of the counter. The kettle sits on the stove, empty. I pick it up, fill it from the tap and set it on the burner. The purr pulses behind my breastbone like a second heartbeat, and I hold it there through sheer force, feeling the pressure build against my locked muscles.
Fifteen years. Fifteen years since the pits, since the handlers, since the muzzle and the cage and the number they gave me instead of a name.
Fifteen years of silence, of control, of building a life around the absence of sound and touch and anything involuntary.
I trained the purr out of myself the way the handlers tried to train the fight out of me—through repetition and refusal, through making my body obey the mind. It worked. It has always worked.
Until sixty seconds ago.
Behind me, Nina resumes talking. She's asking about the music. Something about the second movement being her favorite, how she recognizes it from a movie she can't remember the name of, how her abuela used to play classical records on a turntable in her kitchen in Tucson.
The kettle begins to heat, and I focus on the sound of the water, the tick of the burner, anything besides the woman at my table whose smile undid years of discipline in under a second.
When it boils I pour it into the French press and let it steep.
Two cups. One set in front of her without looking at her face.
She wraps both hands around the mug, careful of her wrist, and takes a sip.
"This is really good." Her eyes move across the kitchen.
To the dried herb bundles hanging from the rack above the stove.
The cast iron on the back burner, seasoned until the surface gleams. The cookbook propped open on the counter, spine cracked, pages stained. "You cook."
I pick up the landline. Corded, wall-mounted, the kind of phone that belongs in a decade this cabin predates. No cell signal this deep in the forest. Knox made me keep the landline for emergencies, and in seven years I've used it maybe a dozen times.
The number rings twice.
"Yeah." Knox's voice. I woke him.
"Woman." The word scrapes through my throat. "Car wreck. Forest road. Bring a tow in the morning."
Silence while Knox processes. I hear Sarah murmur something in the background, and Knox's voice softens when he answers her before coming back to me. "You okay?"
"Fine."
"She hurt?"
"She's a nurse. Treated herself."
The long pause that follows has weight. Knox doesn't rush silences. He understands silence the way most people understand conversation.
"You want me to come get her tonight?"
I turn my head. Nina has left the table.
She stands at my bookshelf, her bandaged wrist careful against the spine of a book she's pulling free.
Poetry. Rumi. The Masnavi, a translation I found in a secondhand shop in Vegas eight years ago, the one luxury I allowed myself on the single trip I've made outside Nightfall Cove since Knox gave me the cabin.
She opens the book, and her expression goes soft and still, the way people look when they find a friend in an unfamiliar room.
"No."
The receiver clicks back into the cradle.
The guest room occupies the north corner of the cabin, separated from mine by the bathroom and a stretch of hallway narrow enough that I have to angle my shoulders to pass through it.
I made the bed this morning. I've made it every week for seven years, clean sheets pulled tight, hospital corners, the wool blanket folded at the foot.
I don't know why. Some habit that predates the cabin, from the years before Knox, when the handlers inspected our quarters and docked rations for wrinkled sheets or a pillow out of place.
The memory flickers and I press it flat, the way I press every memory from that time—not examined, not revisited, folded into the dark compartment where I keep the things that happened to a creature called Number Seven and not to a man named Garrett.
I set a towel on the bed. Point to the bathroom. Her jeans are dark with rain from the knees down and her sneakers squelch against the floorboards. I open the dresser, pull out a flannel and wool socks. The flannel could wrap around her twice. I leave them on the bed and don't look at her.
"Thank you." Nina hovers in the doorway. "Garrett." She says my name like it's a normal thing to say. "Thank you. For coming to get me. For the coffee. For—" She lifts her wrapped wrist. "All of it."
I nod. Retreat down the hall, angling my shoulders through the narrow space, and close my bedroom door behind me.
I sit on the edge of my bed and look at my hands.
The same hands that closed around hers in that ditch and pulled her out one-armed, her feet leaving the mud before she could brace.
My hands have carried bodies. In the pit they carried opponents to the edge of the ring after the fight ended, because the handlers required it, because the crowd liked the spectacle of the winner dragging the loser.
My hands broke a handler's jaw the night I escaped, felt the bone give under my knuckles like wet wood.
They look the same in every context. Massive, scarred across the knuckles, thick calluses on the palms. The hands of a creature built for damage. The difference has never been my hands. It's the mind behind them. The choice.
Her weight in my arms tonight held nothing of the pit. It held trust, given without conditions, from a woman who should have been afraid and wasn't.
My palms flatten against my thighs. I breathe.
Through the wall, I hear her settle into the guest room. The creak of the mattress under her. The soft, muffled sounds of someone arranging themselves in a bed that isn't theirs, the rustling of unfamiliar sheets. Then, so quiet I wouldn't catch it without minotaur hearing—humming.
She's humming.
The largo. The second movement. The Dvo?ák piece that filled the cabin when she walked through my door, and she's humming it now from memory, the melody wandering off-pitch in the places where she doesn't remember the notes.
The purr starts again.
I press my fist against my chest. The vibration builds behind the bone, deep and involuntary, too low for human ears to catch through walls and a hallway and the bathroom between us.
She can't hear it. She'll never know. And it doesn't matter, because the purr isn't for her.
The purr is my body's betrayal, the one response I thought I'd buried for good, surfacing now like it never left.
My knuckles dig in harder. The purr doesn't stop.
I lie back on the bed. The ceiling holds the shadows of branches, cast by the porch light through the window. My legs hang off the end of the mattress, the way they hang off every mattress, because no one builds beds for bodies like mine, I stopped minding years ago.
Outside, the snow buries the clearing in silence. The temperature drops by the hour. The woodstove in the main room ticks as the last embers cool, the metal contracting in small, irregular clicks that have been my only company after dark for years.
Tonight I hear breathing.
Not mine. Hers. Slow, steady, the rhythm of someone who fell asleep between one thought and the next, unguarded and complete, in a stranger's cabin, in a stranger's bed, with a seven-foot minotaur lying awake on the other side of the wall.
I stare at the ceiling. The purr settles into something low and constant, buried so deep in my chest it registers more as vibration than sound. My hand drops to the mattress.
For the first time in fifteen years, the cabin doesn't feel like a hiding place anymore.