CHAPTER 5 - Her Pain
Mom was able to smile again as did the father and big brothers. They were all happy and moved on while I was still in the past stock and in pain. Like why? Bakit ang dali na lang nilang palitan ka?
Bakit ang bilis lang nilang maniwalang patay kana at kalimutan nila? Dahil ba may bagong anak na sila?
K-kahit masakit sa akin ang mga nakikita kong kasiyahan nila peeo pinilit ko rin ang sarili kong maging masaya kasi masaya na sila. Sa wakas, nabigyan na rin ng buhay ang palasyo, naging masaya muli ang pamilya ko kahit hindi ako yung dahilan kung bakit sila sumaya.
Nagkaroon ng bagong anak na babae, nakalimutan din nila na may isa pa silang anak na babae. HAHAHA napapaisip ako, Ravenia. What if hindi ka nawala sa amin, what if hindi ako naging pabaya? Seguro masaya tayo ngayon 'no?"
Pagak nitong tawa habang yung luha niya ay patuloy pa ring umaagos. I felt her pain. Why? How could they do this to my sister when it's not her fault in the first place?!
"I-I badly want their attention too. I am jealous of our adopted sister. H-How can she just easily grab mother, father, and big brothers 'attention while I 'm struggling?
That's why, I often make trouble, wearing revealing clothes just to get their attention, just to hear scolding me at pagbawalan ako. P-Pero iba ang natatanggap ko. Yet I did not give up. That two faces bitch adopted sister of ours were always framing me, making our family hate me more.
I want to tell them the truth but no one wants to hear me. No one wants to hear my side. As long as that girl says something, they'll only listens to her and leave me alone being punished for the crime that I did not even commit.
Now, I-I am already dead. I-I can't go back. That's why I-I plead the Gods and Goddesses to let you live in my body when I know that you died, same day as mine in the mortal world.
The Gods and Goddesses told me why and how come that you were in the mortal world and they said that someone kidnapped you but you were able to escape and you saw a portal and enter it without knowing it's a portal papunta sa mundo ng mga mortal na tao.
Kaya don ko lang na gets na kaya hindi ka mahanap hanap kasi wala kana pala rito sa mundo natin. "
Saad nito habang patuloy pa rin ang pag-iyak. I really hate seeing her cry, even though I don't remember her, my heart will.
And I am fucking hurt right now seeing her crying like she was suffocating from the pain she felt.
Then suddenly she made a pin point from the tip of her finger and there was a small light coming and she tapped it into my forehead.
And then all of her memories pop up like bubbles in my head. I saw how she was hurt, receiving humiliation, punishments from the crime she did not commit, being hated because of her being weak and acting like a bitch, receiving painful words like daggers from certain people.
My heart was feeling her pain. All the pain... Anger, resentments were growing inside me right now.
I looked at her. "I am now giving you my memory and my power.
Even though I died, my power is still in my body and yours will awaken anytime soon.
Someday you will be more powerful than them you just need to practice it.
There is no time left. I-I need to go and you need to wake up. " She said smiling.
"M-May I be still able to see you?" I asked and my voice was cracked. I don't want her to go. I-I only want her. My twin sister.
My tears falls down. She hugs me and wipes my tears. "I am sorry, Ravenia but I you will not be able to see me again. I am already a soul with no body and I don't want to live anymore. I am so tired, I want to rest." She said while sobbing.
I hugged her tight and my heart was badly feeling hurt it's like there are a lot of needles that piercing my heart.
"P-Please don't leave. I-I only want you." I said pleading and crying. She began to wipes her tears and looked at me and do the same.
She smiles weakly and kisses my forehead. "May am not be able to be with you but I am always with you... Staying in your heart. Always remember, Ravenia. Big sister will always loved you. I love you the most, and because your my treasure that I only had."
I cried hard seeing her slowly disappearing. "No! Please! Don't leave!" I shouted while trying to reach her but I was late she disappear.
And just that I cried and sobs silently feeling the pain in my heart. I want to kill! I am feeling the bloodlust right now!
" Don't worry, Raven. I will avenge you.
I will hurt those people who'd hurt you. All the pain that they gave to you, I will return it back ten times!" I said to myself while still crying.
Third Person's Point of View
The maids were still in panick. Kahit anong gawin nila ay hindi pa rin nila magising-gising ang prinsesa. Niyugyog na nila ito ng niyugyog pero hindi pa rin ito nagigising.
Mas lalo pa silang nataranta habang may nakikita silang malalaking butil ng luha. Kaya naman ang isang maid ay daling-daling lumihis sa kwarto ng prinsesa para ipahiwatig sa mga royalties ang nangyayari sa prinsesa.
"Why are you running, Lorena?" The Queen asked. The maid, named Lorena was still panting, "T-The Princess, My Queen. H-Hindi p-pa po siya nagigising!"
Bigla namang nakaramdam ng kaba ang inang reyna pati na rin ang hari't ang isa sa kapatid ng prinsesa na si pince Robin.
"What do you mean, Lorena?" Kunot noong tanong ng hari.
"Back to your king, we don't know. Pagdating po namin doon ay tulog pa po ang prinsesa, we tried to wake her up, niyugyog, tapik at lahat-lahat para magising ang prinsesa pero wala pa rin po.
Then that's why we panicked at nas lalo pa po kaming nabahala nong bigla na lang pong may luhang tumutulo mula sa mata ng prinsesa kahit nasa mailalim po ito ng kanyang pagtulog."
Mahabang paliwanag ng maid. Agad namang pumunta ang hari't reyna, kasama ang iba pang royalties na walang ibang alam kundi makichismis lang.
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