1000 P.M. • Day 4 • Sadie’s Journal
My phone is dead, so I have no clue what time it *actually* is, but it’s dark and I’m in my tent for the night.
Today was…a lot.
It was one of those days where the good and the bad just really pressed up against each other. I’m too tired to write about everything in detail, but so I don’t forget:
Angry yoga: Zoe was in a terrible mood (bad) but Thorn made me laugh the entire time (good).
Kayaking: I successfully paddled across the lake!
! (GOOD!) But ended up *in* the lake when I tried to turn (so bad).
Almost got eaten alive by a snake (ALSO VERY BAD).
Thorn helped me back into the kayak, and even though he was side-eyeing my outfit I could tell he liked it…
and he liked how close we were (A+ would fall into a lake again just to have more moments like that one).
Cliff climb with Thorn: I should never have looked at my phone today (VERY BAD) *but* the way Thorn gave me space while I was crying…he’s an incredible guy (good, obviously). Total and complete closure re: Caden (a long time coming!!). I definitely still miss air conditioning (ugh).