5. Chapter 5
Sawyer
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I arrive at the community center fifteen minutes early.
This is habit, not calculation, and the fact that the folding table nearest the window gives a clear sightline to the door is purely incidental.
I am here because Bette Calloway left a message with Grace that the fundraiser planning committee required a representative from the Linden Rise estate, and because Grace, who has worked for me long enough to know which messages to pass along and which to quietly redirect, passed this one along with the particular expression she wears when she has already decided something on my behalf.
I set my coffee on the table and open my phone and review the Singapore call notes from Tuesday morning and do not look at the door.
The community center smells like old wood and something baked, the kind of smell that has been in the walls for decades and will be there long after everyone in this room is gone.
Round tables with folding chairs. A whiteboard with the fundraiser date written in three different colors of marker.
A refreshment table along the far wall where an elderly man I don't recognize is arranging cookies with the focused intensity of someone who takes cookie arrangement seriously.
People filter in by ones and twos, the way small towns fill rooms, stopping to talk before they sit, rearranging chairs to be closer to people they like, the whole process entirely inefficient and entirely unbothered by that fact.
Several of them look at me with the open, unguarded curiosity of people who have not yet learned to pretend they aren't looking.
A woman with silver hair and reading glasses on a beaded chain waves at me as if we have met before.
We have not met before.
I nod back because it seems to be required.
Bette Calloway arrives at seven on the dot, which I respect, with the elderly cookie-arranger at her side, whom she introduces as Carl, her husband of forty-one years, delivered with the ease of a woman who has introduced him this way ten thousand times and still means it every single time.
Carl shakes my hand with the firm grip of someone who spent a working life doing something physical and never quite stopped, and tells me he's heard good things about the estate gardens.
I did not know the estate had a reputation for its gardens.
"They need work," I say.
"Everything worth having does," says Carl, and moves to his chair with the air of a man who has made his point.
Bette is already moving, clipboard in hand, directing people to seats with the cheerful efficiency of someone who has been running rooms like this one for decades and knows it.
I watch her work and think, not for the first time since arriving in Willow Creek, that the most competent people are rarely the ones with the largest titles.
The door opens.
I don't look up from my phone. I am reading the Singapore call notes, which require my attention, and the sound of the door opening is not something I have assigned any significance to.
The footsteps that follow are familiar in a way I tell myself is simply pattern recognition, the way any sound heard enough times becomes identifiable, nothing more than that.
I look up.
Maya Finch stands in the doorway in a cream knit sweater with a smear of what looks like green stem dye on the cuff that she either hasn't noticed or has decided not to care about, her canvas tote over one shoulder and her dark hair pulled back in the way of someone who did it quickly and well.
She scans the room with the easy confidence of a person who walks into rooms and finds them manageable, her gaze moving from table to table until it reaches mine.
She stops scanning.
For exactly one second neither of us does anything, and then she tilts her head in a greeting that is not quite a nod and not quite anything else, and crosses to the refreshment table where Carl is now offering cookies to new arrivals with the enthusiasm of a man who made them himself, which I suspect he did.
Bette is beside me before I have fully processed what has happened.
"Wonderful," she says, setting her clipboard on my table.
"You're here, she's here, and I have put you both on the decorating sub-committee.
" She produces a second chair from somewhere and places it at my table with the brisk satisfaction of someone closing a trade.
"Maya knows the venue inside out and you have resources. It's a very sensible pairing."
I look at the clipboard. There are two names at the top of the decorating sub-committee list, written in Bette's handwriting, which means she wrote them before either of us arrived.
"I wasn't aware I'd agreed to the decorating sub-committee," I say.
"Of course you did," says Bette serenely. "You came, didn't you?"
She moves away before I can construct a response to this, which I suspect is a technique she has refined over many decades, and I am left at the table with a shared clipboard and a cookie Carl has somehow placed in front of me without my noticing and a view of Maya Finch accepting her own cookie from Carl with a smile that does something to the room's general atmosphere.
She sits across from me three minutes later with her tote on the chair beside her and a notepad already open and a pen already uncapped, which tells me she came prepared to work, which I find, against my better judgment, something close to refreshing.
"Sub-committee," she says, looking at the clipboard.
"Apparently," I say.
"Bette's doing."
"Unquestionably."
She looks at me for a moment with an expression I can't fully read, something considering and faintly amused that she doesn't quite let become a smile, and then she looks down at the notepad and says, "Ceiling drop for the floral garlands. I'll need to measure the main hall."
"I'll get the tape measure," I say.
She looks up. Brief surprise, there and gone. She had expected, I think, to have to argue about something, and I have declined to give her the argument, and now she is recalibrating, which is, I decide, a reasonable trade for the inconvenience of the decorating sub-committee.
We work from opposite ends of the main hall.
This is practical. The hall is large and the measurements need to be taken at intervals and it makes no sense for two people to stand at the same end when coverage can be achieved more efficiently by dividing the space.
The fact that dividing the space means I am consistently aware of exactly where she is in the room without looking directly at her is simply a function of working in proximity to another person. Spatial awareness. Nothing more.
Her tape measure snaps back with more force than strictly necessary each time our paths come close, which I notice, and which I interpret as a deliberate choice rather than carelessness, because Maya Finch does not strike me as a person who does things carelessly.
We are back at the table comparing measurements when the windows begin to rattle.
The sound arrives before the rain does, a low pressure change that the old building feels before anyone inside it, and then the rain hits the roof with the sudden conviction of a storm that has been building all day and finally stopped pretending otherwise.
Someone near the door says the creek road is already flooding, which means the route back to most of the residential streets is gone, and within ten minutes the community center empties with the practiced speed of people who have navigated Willow Creek storms before and know exactly how much time they have before the low road closes entirely.
Bette pauses at the door with her coat and her clipboard and looks back at the two of us still at the table with our measurements and our notepad and the remains of Carl's cookies, and she smiles the smile of a woman who checked the weather forecast this morning.
"Don't stay too late," she says, which means something entirely different from what it says, and then she and Carl are gone and the community center door swings shut behind them and the room is suddenly very quiet except for the rain on the roof and the silence that forms when two people stop pretending they are not aware of each other.
I look at the measurements.
She looks at the notepad.
"We could finish the garland calculations here," she says, in the tone of someone making a practical observation.
"We could," I agree, in the tone of someone who is also making a practical observation.
Neither of us suggests leaving.
An hour later we have moved, by increments so gradual I couldn't say when each one happened, from opposite ends of the table to the same corner of it, the notepad between us and the measurements spread across the surface and the rain still going steadily outside.
She talks about the garlands with the specific enthusiasm of someone who has been thinking about this project since before she walked in the door, and I find myself asking questions not because I need the answers but because her answers are interesting and her hands move when she talks and there is something in the way she explains things, direct and unadorned, that I have not encountered often enough to have stopped noticing it.
At some point the overhead lights flicker.
Then they go out entirely.
The room drops into the specific dark of a building without power, which is different from ordinary dark, more complete, more immediate, and for a moment neither of us moves.
"We can still work," she says, with the confidence of someone who has navigated inconveniences before and found them manageable.
I don't argue. We try. She holds her phone torch over the notepad and I hold mine over the measurements and we manage approximately four minutes of productive effort before the thunder arrives.