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That made the desire deepen.
"May I?" he asked.
Her voice came softer than she expected. "Yes."
Sebastian lifted one hand and brushed the loose hair away from her cheek.
That was all.
A single, careful touch.
Dorothy closed her eyes.
The wind, the sea, his fingers near her temple, the warmth of his body in the cold air. For one suspended moment, there was no Trevor in the space between them. No Vanessa. No cameras. No hospital corridor. No old mansion where she waited for footsteps that did not come.
Only Sebastian, asking before touching her.
Only Dorothy, wanting him to.
When she opened her eyes, he had not moved closer.
His restraint was visible, but it was not cold. It had heat behind it. He wanted more. He was letting her feel that without turning it into pressure.
"You are very dangerous when you are patient," she said.
His expression changed, desire threaded with humor. "You should see me when I am impatient."
The words warmed her face.
Sebastian saw that too.
This time, he smiled properly.
Dorothy almost let herself be happy.
Almost.
That night, they had dinner at the long kitchen table instead of the formal dining room.
The cook had left soup, bread, roasted fish, and a lemon tart Sebastian claimed he had no emotional attachment to before eating two slices.
Dorothy teased him for it. He denied everything with the dignity of a man caught in a minor crime.
The conversation turned, unexpectedly, to small things: the worst hotel coffee he had ever endured, the first time Dorothy had tried to cook and nearly set a towel on fire, Victor's habit of pretending not to like desserts while having staff place them within reach.
It was ordinary.
Dorothy had not realized how starved she was for ordinary.
After dinner, they sat near the fireplace in the sea-facing sitting room. Sebastian read a report from Marianne. Dorothy tried to read a foundation brief and failed because she kept watching the firelight catch the side of his face.
He noticed after the third time.
"You are staring," he said without looking up.
"You are pretending not to like it."
"Badly?"
"Terribly."
He lowered the report.
The room shifted.
Not violently. Not with melodramatic tension.
The shift was quieter than that, a door opening inside a warm house.
Dorothy sat curled at one end of the sofa, shoes off, hair loose now around her shoulders.
Sebastian sat in the armchair angled toward her, sleeves rolled to his forearms, the report forgotten in his lap.
No chaos.
No emergency.
No one crying in a corridor.
No one demanding proof.
Just the two of them and the fire.
Dorothy's heart began to beat harder.
Sebastian set the report aside. "If you keep looking at me like that, I will ask another question."
"What question?"
"Whether you want me closer."
She swallowed.
The answer moved through her before fear could edit it.
"Yes."
Sebastian stood slowly.
He gave her enough time to change her mind. She did not.
He sat beside her on the sofa, leaving an inch of space between them that felt more intimate than contact because it was deliberate. Dorothy looked at his hand resting on his knee, then placed hers over it.
This time, he turned his palm up immediately and laced their fingers together.
The gesture was warmer than the fire.
Dorothy looked at their hands and felt the dangerous edge of choice approach.
It would be easy, she thought, to choose this.
Not because it was simple.
Because it was living.
Sebastian's thumb moved once over her fingers. "Where did you go?"
She looked up.
"Not far," she said.
His gaze searched her face, and for once she did not hide from it.
"I was thinking," she said, "that I could be peaceful here."
His expression softened.
"With you," she added.
His fingers tightened slightly around hers.
The room seemed to hold its breath.
Dorothy felt the truth of the sentence reach both of them.
Not a promise. Not a declaration. But a door she had not allowed herself to see fully until now.
With Sebastian, there was still pain, yes.
Still Redvale, still pride, still mistakes, still the raw fact that he could wound and be wounded.
But there was also this: a quiet room, a held hand, desire allowed to breathe without becoming another battle.
Sebastian leaned closer.
Slowly.
Enough that she could move away.
Dorothy did not.
His gaze dropped to her mouth, then returned to her eyes. "May I kiss you?"
The question should have been unnecessary after everything already visible between them.
It was not.
It was the most necessary thing in the room.
Dorothy's answer came barely above a whisper. "Yes."
Sebastian kissed her gently at first.
So gently it almost hurt.
His mouth touched hers with restraint, with care, with the kind of desire that knew exactly how much power it held and refused to use it carelessly.
Dorothy's eyes closed. Her free hand found his sleeve, gripping the fabric as warmth moved through her chest, then lower, soft and unfamiliar in its lack of fear.
He drew back before she was ready.
Her eyes opened.
Sebastian looked at her, breathing not quite evenly.
"All right?" he asked.
Dorothy almost laughed, but the sound turned tender before it escaped. "You ask that a lot."
"I intend to keep asking."
"Good."
The word changed him.
He kissed her again.
This time, Dorothy leaned into it.
Not as a woman escaping old pain. Not as a public figure choosing the proper future. Not as Trevor's ex-wife proving anything to anyone.
As herself.
Dorothy Perry, who had loved badly, been hurt deeply, survived publicly, and was now sitting in a house by the sea with a man who wanted her enough to tremble and respected her enough to stop.
Sebastian's hand rose to her cheek.
Dorothy let it.
When the kiss deepened, heat unfurled slowly instead of burning out of control.
His restraint did not feel like distance now.
It felt like worship with discipline. She felt the strength in him, the patience, the desire held back not because he lacked it, but because he refused to let desire outrun trust.
When they parted, Dorothy rested her forehead lightly against his.
Neither spoke for several breaths.
Then Sebastian whispered, "Stay here with me this week."
"I already agreed."
"No." His voice was rougher now. "Not in the house. Here."
She understood.
Here, in this fragile present.
Here, where Trevor was not the first name in the room.
Here, where Vanessa did not own every reaction.
Here, where Dorothy could want without explaining the entire history of why wanting frightened her.
She closed her eyes.
"I am trying."
"I know."
This time, the phrase felt like comfort.
The next three days unfolded in a rhythm Dorothy had not believed life could still offer her.
Mornings belonged to truth. Redvale calls.
Legal review. Draft statements. Calls with families through counsel.
Sebastian did not hide the ugliness from her, and Dorothy did not soften her questions to spare him.
He told her what he remembered, what he feared, what he still did not know.
Sometimes the conversations left him pale and silent for an hour afterward.
Sometimes Dorothy sat with him through the silence, not fixing it, not demanding he become easy again.
They were both learning that presence after truth was different from comfort before it.
Afternoons belonged to the coast. They walked.
Once they drove to a village bakery where no one recognized them because the old woman behind the counter cared more about exact change than scandals.
Sebastian bought three lemon pastries and claimed two were for later.
Dorothy watched him eat one in the car before they reached the main road.
He blamed stress. She blamed poor character. He looked delighted.
Evenings belonged to whatever they could become.
They cooked badly together once, because Dorothy insisted she could improve and Sebastian said he believed in second chances for everyone except burnt onions.
They played cards by the fire, and Dorothy discovered Sebastian was a merciless opponent who pretended not to count cards and failed to hide that he did.
They spoke of childhood, of mothers, of loneliness dressed as privilege.