Chapter 52
CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
BECKETT
The movie credits roll, but I don’t remember one thing about the goddamn movie.
All I’m focused on is the feel of Elsie’s body locked against mine, her hair tickling my jaw as she melts into my side.
The sound of her laugh, the way she rolls her eyes at every dumb joke I make, the satisfied little sigh she lets out when she realizes the animal crew has passed out in a heap at our feet.
Jesus, I want her. I want her so fucking much it’s actually painful.
The cat, the pig, and the dog are sprawled out on the giant pet bed like they’ve lived together their entire lives.
Beans is belly-up, snoring so hard his bristly sides quiver.
Pork has his face buried in the curve of Beans’ stomach.
And Mr. Snugglebutt? The drama queen is dead center, orange fluff everywhere, one paw thrown over the carcass of a toy mouse like a villain hoarding his loot.
Elsie stares at the animal pile-up, and I watch the way her eyes go soft and shiny, the way her cheeks flush as she bites her lip to hold back a smile.
Fucking hell, she’s beautiful. Her whole face glows as she drinks in the sight of our weird little family sprawled out together, like it’s the last puzzle piece snapping into place.
I can’t pretend I don’t know what this means. Not with the way my chest feels tight and hollow at the same time, the way my hands itch to reach for her and never let go.
“Look at them,” she whispers, voice cracking and sweet. “They already love each other.”
“Fuck yeah, they do,” I murmur, barely recognizing my own voice. Christ, I sound like an idiot, but it’s the truth. I can’t take my eyes off her. She looks at the three sleeping animals like she’s never seen anything so perfect in her life.
I want to lock this in. Make it permanent.
I can’t fucking help myself. I tip her chin up so she has to look at me, has to see just how hard she’s got me hooked.
“That’s because we’re a family now.” My voice is rough as hell, barely more than a growl.
“You’re supposed to be here, Elsie. So are they.
Feels like the universe finally got its shit together. ”
She blinks, lips parted, cheeks flushed from the wine, or it might be from the way I’m staring at her like I want to eat her alive.
Fuck, if she only knew.
I drag my thumb over her bottom lip. Her breath hitches, her eyes so wide and blue I want to drown in them.
“You know what I want?” I whisper, my voice low and rough.
“I want you here. All the time. In my bed, in my house, with our weird little animal crew. I want you waking up next to me every damn day. Yeah, I know it’s fast. I don’t give a fuck. ”
Her lips part, her breath trembling as she stares up at me, and I swear my heart actually skips a beat.
She blinks, lashes fluttering, voice barely a whisper. “I want that, too.”
Jesus Christ. I can’t breathe. My throat goes tight. I drag her straight onto my lap, crushing her against my chest, and pin her there so she can’t look away.
“You’re fucking mine, Elsie.” I’m shaking, I want her so goddamn bad. I fucking love her with every ounce of my soul. “I’m not going to pretend I don’t need you. Or that I want to play it cool. I don’t. I want every single part of you.”
Her breath comes out shaky, but she doesn’t hesitate. “You already have me, Beckett.”
Fuck yes. That’s all I need to hear. My heart’s beating so hard it’s probably visible through my damn shirt, but I don’t care. I haul her tighter against my chest, crushing her soft body to mine, and slam my mouth down on hers.
I’m not gentle. Not even a little. I devour her, tongue tangling with hers, pinning her to my lap so she can’t go anywhere.
She melts into me like I’m oxygen and she’s been suffocating.
Her hands fist in my shirt, knuckles white, and she grinds her hips into my cock like she’s trying to drive me insane.
It works. I’m so fucking hard it hurts.
“You drive me out of my goddamn mind,” I growl, dragging my lips down her jaw and nipping her neck, just beneath her ear.
She lets out this perfect little gasp, all breath and want, and the sound goes straight to my cock.
Her pulse kicks under my tongue, beating hard and fast, and I bite down again, just enough that she'll remember it tomorrow.
She’s melting for me. No point pretending I’m not seconds from coming undone myself.
“Beckett… please,” Elsie breathes out, her hips grinding against me as if she’s desperate for more. Hell, so am I.
I grip her waist, dragging her tighter onto my lap so she can feel every inch of me, hot and hard and already leaking for her. “You know what you do to me?” I grunt, my voice barely more than a snarl as I suck another mark onto her neck. “You make me fucking crazy, Elsie.”
“Good,” she whispers, “I’ve been crazy for you since the first moment we met.”
Fucking hell. I can’t take another second.
I scoop her up and haul her against my chest, loving the way her legs wrap around my waist and her mouth crashes into mine, hungry and sweet and desperate as hell.
“You’re mine,” I grit, carrying her straight down the hall to my bedroom and kicking the door shut behind us.
She’s shaking all over, breath coming fast, eyes locked on me like I’m the only thing she’s ever wanted.
I lay her out on the bed and strip every inch of clothing off her perfect body.
Her tits bounce when I peel her bra away, and her pale skin goes blotchy with heat as I yank her leggings and panties down her legs. She’s fucking stunning.
I tear my shirt over my head, rip my jeans off, and let my cock spring free. “Spread those gorgeous thighs, sweetheart.”
She does, moaning my name, and I almost lose it right then and there. Her perfect, silky thighs tremble under my hands as I drag her to the edge of the bed and stare down at her sweet, wet pussy. She’s dripping for me, swollen and pink, glistening like she’s been waiting all night for this.
I run my palms up her thighs, spreading her wide enough that I get a view that could bring a grown man to his knees.
Literally. Fucking hell. I’m obsessed. “Goddamn, Elsie. You’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen.
” I drop to my knees and lean over to place a kiss on the spot where her thigh and leg meet.
Her breath hitches, tits rising and falling as she props herself up on her elbows, watching me like she can’t get enough. “Stop teasing,” she whimpers, voice wrecked. “I need you.”
Hell fucking yes. I grip her thighs and bury my face in her pussy, licking a slow line from her entrance to her clit. She cries out, hips arching off the mattress, and I groan as I wrap both arms under her thighs and dig in for more.
“That’s it, sweetheart. Give it to me.” I flatten my tongue against her clit and suck hard, rolling the bud between my lips, while she writhes and trembles for me.
She shudders, tits bouncing as she fists the sheets and claws at the comforter.
I fucking love it. I love every wild, desperate sound she makes as I eat her like my life depends on it.
She tries to clamp her thighs around my head, but I hold her open, making damn sure there’s nowhere for her to hide. She’s soaked, so sweet and slick, I want to drown in her. I nose deeper, pushing my tongue inside her tight, hot opening, and she almost comes off the bed with the force of it.
“Beckett, oh my God, don’t stop!” Her voice is wrecked, begging, and that makes my cock grow so hard my vision goes white.
I press my face deeper into her sweet pussy, tongue-fucking her tight opening while I rub her clit with my thumb.
“Beckett!” she screams my name as I suck her clit and slide a finger deep inside her.
Holy hell, she’s so wet for me, her inner walls fluttering around my finger like she can’t wait to come all over my tongue.
I fuck her slowly, twisting my finger just right, then add a second, and she explodes.
Her pussy milks my fingers as she comes apart, sobbing my name.
God, I love the sound of her losing it for me.
I can’t stop. I keep licking, slowly and deeply, adding a third finger to stretch her open for my cock.
I want her ruined for any other man. I want to keep her forever.
I crawl up my girl’s limp, quivering body and pin her gorgeous blue eyes with mine.
She’s boneless, wrecked, barely breathing, and I can’t resist running the back of my knuckles along her flushed cheek.
“I fucking love you, Elsie,” I whisper, words raw and true as I line the thick head of my cock up to her slick, tight pussy. “I’m all in, sweetheart. You’re my everything now.”
She moans my name, eyes blown wide, and I can’t wait another damn second. I slam in deep, burying myself in her tightness, and holy fuck, it feels like heaven.
Her hands claw at my back as I thrust slowly and hard, letting her feel every inch.
I lean down and kiss her, pouring every ounce of my obsession into her mouth while my cock stretches her perfect pussy.
She moans for me, her lips parting, tongue tangling with mine while I fuck her slowly and deeply.
Every inch of her is quivering, her tight pussy gripping my cock like she doesn’t want to let me go.
Fuck, I don’t ever want to leave. I want to stay buried in her forever.
Her nails dig into my back, raking down my spine as I grind my hips harder, making her tits bounce for me.
I suck the tip of her tongue, then bite her bottom lip, needing to mark her everywhere.
“You like being full of me, sweetheart?” I slam into her, holding her wide open so she can’t squirm away from how deep I go.
She shudders, blue eyes blown wide. “Yes. God, yes. Don’t stop.”
Music to my fucking ears.
I palm her tits, squeezing until her nipples are pebbled and pink, then lean down and suck one into my mouth.
She whimpers my name as I swirl my tongue around her nipple and bite down.
Fuck. I can’t get enough of her. She arches her back off the mattress, shoving her tits into my mouth, begging for more.
“That’s it, sweetheart,” I growl, keeping her pinned with my hips as I pump my cock deep inside her. “Let me hear you.”
She moans and wraps her thighs tighter around my waist, heels digging in like she’s afraid I’ll disappear if she lets up for even a second. Not fucking likely. I’m not going anywhere. Not ever.
I slam in harder, making sure she feels every inch. Every time I bottom out, her pussy clenches down so tight it nearly chokes the air from my lungs. Jesus Christ, I’m about to lose my mind.
Her hands claw at my ass, yanking me in deeper, and her pretty blue eyes go glassy as she comes apart for me.
Holy shit. The way she clenches around my cock is enough to short-circuit my brain.
I slam in, as deep as I can go, and grind my hips until she’s screaming my name, shaking so hard I can barely hold her down.
“Fuck, that’s it, Elsie. Squeeze me just like that, baby,” I groan, pinning her wrists above her head to keep her exactly where I want her.
I stare down into her face, watching every emotion flicker through those insane blue eyes.
Her tits bounce with every thrust. I can’t get enough. I’ll never get enough.
She cries out, voice raw and shredded, and I have to grit my teeth so I don’t lose it right then and there. I want to make this last, but her sweet pussy is milking my cock so tight I’m seeing stars.
I press my thumb down on her clit and drive my cock in deep, grinding against her sweet spot as hard as I can.
Her pussy trembles around my cock as she shatters, screaming my name.
She trembles as I fuck her through it, not letting up for even a second.
God, the way she comes for me… I’m obsessed.
I grip her wrists above her head and stare down at her flushed, gorgeous face, loving every wild sound she makes as she loses her mind.
“I love you, too,” she whispers, voice all wrecked and sweet, and fuck, I’m gone. I let go and explode, coming so hard I see white. My cock jerks deep inside her, spilling hot and messy, and her pussy milks every drop out of me.
Fucking hell. My world is absolutely perfect.