Chapter 4
Logan
Laughter hummed through the diner, blending with the scrape of forks and the hiss of the coffee machine. Bacon sizzled out of sight. Salty air from the coast clung to syrup, grease, and noise.
Mornings like this felt foreign, not because anything was wrong, but because everything almost felt right.
Over the last year, we’ve spent plenty of Sundays here with Hunter, Cami, and the kids. Now their kids. Neither Hunter nor I had family close anymore, so somewhere along the way, the seven of us had stitched together our own sort of family.
It kept the edges of loneliness dull, not gone, but manageable.
Yet, seeing Hunter like this still caught me off guard.
He had slipped into fatherhood the same way he had taken on leadership duties overseas: consistent, calm, and unshaken even when chaos erupted around him.
I remembered one night in the field when everything had gone sideways.
Gunfire. Confusion. Dust choking the air.
His voice cutting through the din of panic with a simple, unwavering command: ‘Stay low, stay together, and we make it home.’ That same voice, now softened but no less firm, directed at calming a toddler’s tears or telling kids not to run in the store.
Back then, I might have been the oldest in the platoon, the one people looked to when things went sideways, but Hunter had always been the anchor, the one who held us together.
Now he sat across from me, arm slung around Cami’s shoulders, laughing easily. He was lighter, happier, whole in a way I hadn’t ever seen him.
And a lot of that was because of her.
God knew I owed her for giving Hunter something solid again. Watching her now, nudging his knee with hers, teasing the kids, and trading looks with Dani over coffee, I saw the life she’d built with him.
After what Hunter had shared about her past, she deserved it too.
Then there was Dani.
The problem.
The distraction.
The variable I hadn’t accounted for.
She fit into the chaos as if she’d always belonged there, and that alone put me on edge.
The twins gravitated toward her immediately, waving crayon drawings, climbing close, narrating every detail of Zeke’s almost-but-not-really soccer goal. Dani didn’t flinch or fake interest. She leaned in, asked questions, and listened.
At first, my daughter watched her quietly. Then she scooted closer until her tiny shoulders brushed Dani’s arm while pressing herself closer into her side.
Harper tucked herself against Dani, naturally, with a chocolate milk mustache smeared across her mouth, chatter spilling out nonstop. Dani laughed easily, met her energy, made faces, and offered high-fives.
I’d seen Harper warm up to people before, but not like this.
There was a lightness to Dani that felt dangerous. Not reckless, just open. The kind of openness I’d spent years training myself to avoid. She didn’t push her way in. Didn’t demand space, she made room.
An annoying pocket of sunshine with sunglasses perched in her hair and sharp wit.
Where I carried weight, she carried ease.
And something about that irritated me. When she and Cami fell into old stories, finishing each other’s sentences, laughing before the punchline landed, I found myself forcing myself to look the other way.
And when Dani caught me looking, she just smiled.
“You all got your hands full,” she said, nodding toward the kids now arguing over the last strawberry.
“Always do,” I replied. “You handle it better than most.”
“I’ve had practice,” she said lightly. “Couldn’t imagine my life without them. Cami’s kids have been my buddies since birth. I’ve been puked on, colored on, and once took a Nerf dart straight to the eye.”
I huffed. “And you still show up?”
“Loyalty, I guess,” she said. Then shrugged. “Or poor judgment,” she added laughing before even finishing.
By now, Harper was halfway in Dani’s lap, coloring with Zeke as Dani steadied her with one arm while sliding her plate closer with the other.
I shouldn’t have noticed, but I did anyway.
I don’t let people into our lives easily.
Never have.
Because people leave. They die, and then they turn up to haunt all the deep edges of your life. Or worse, they stay long enough to matter.
And watching Harper curled against Dani’s side felt too natural. Too easy. And that scared the hell out of me.
As the waitress topped off my mug, I muttered thanks without looking up.
Harper gasped as Dani cut her pancakes. “Auntie—”
“Harper.”
My voice came out rougher than I meant.
She looked up, startled. “What?”
I left my chair and crouched beside her, lowering my voice. “Hey, bug. Why not finish your pancake first, okay?”
She frowned. “But I was just—”
“I know,” I said. “Let’s eat.”
Dani went still. Not in a way that said she was offended or defensive, just aware.
Her eyes flicked to mine for half a second, curious, searching, before she looked back to Harper and handed her the fork without comment.
That restraint hit harder than a protest would have.
Harper simply shrugged and went back to eating, already moving on. But I couldn’t because I knew exactly what she’d been about to say, and I knew why I couldn’t let her finish. I couldn’t let my daughter attach to someone I had no intention of letting into our lives.
Sensing the tension, Hunter cracked a joke and the table eased back into motion as if nothing had happened. Still, my chest felt tight.
I leaned back , watching Dani adjust her sunglasses and toss her hair aside as she leaned in to listen to Zeke. She was too warm, too easy, too dangerous.
I built my life around control. Around knowing exactly what I could handle and what I couldn’t.
Dani wasn’t a known quantity.
So I did what I always did; I chose distance.
I swallowed the curiosity before it could turn into anything more.
Even as a part of me, the reckless, lonely part, wondered what it would feel like to step into her light instead of standing guard against it.
And I hated myself for wanting to find out.