Beloved Beast #4
A string of curse words stormed through her head.
But she had set her course, thus she held them at bay as a dozen possibilities presented themselves.
All of them were flawed. Thus, she cried.
It was as simple as that. Her eyes teared up on command.
Her nose began to sting, and one hot droplet rolled down her unhappy cheek. She sobbed gently, prettily.
He watched her. “It won’t work, lass.”
She hiccupped, as pathetic as a lost babe. “What … what won’t work?”
“Half the young ones in Edinburgh be going to bed hungry most nights of the week. The other half is beaten or raped. Consider yourself fortunate I’m letting you go free,” he said and loosed her arm.
She staggered a little. “What?”
“I’m setting you free,” he said. “If you’ll vow not to steal …” He paused, seemed to read her face and toned down his conditions. “If you’ll vow not to steal from this wee small kirk again.”
She narrowed her eyes and watched him. “What do you want?”
“What’s that, lass?”
“I won’t prostitute myself.”
“But you’ll steal for Cryton.”
She felt herself tense at the sound of his name. Cryton was the personification of evil. “Not so long as I draw breath,” she said.
He nodded. “’Tis good to know ye draw the line somewhere, then.”
She watched him in silence for a moment. “You’re setting me free with no strings attached?”
He nodded once.
“Why?”
He straightened his back, broad and intimidating. “What’s that?”
“I asked you why you’re doing it.”
“Surely a scholar such as yerself kens that the scriptures has a good deal to say concerning forgiveness.”
“So you’re …” She shook her head. “So you’re just going to let me walk out of here.”
“Aye.”
“Even though the constable is just outside the door.”
He shrugged as if weary. “Ye made a fair play of it for a bit, lass. I was beginning to doubt meself.”
“What the devil gave me away then?” she asked and tilted her head at him, curious.
“Naught but the evidence. I fear I saw ye drop your wee bag.”
“And what of my shoes? Surely you noticed them ugly buggers,” she said, lifting her right foot for inspection.
He glanced at her homely footwear, unsurprised. “You don’t command the Black Em …” He paused. “I’m fair observant.”
She remained silent for a moment, thinking.
“You were military.” She’d heard of the Black Embers.
The ensuing tales of heroism and bravery were rarely considered true, but there was something about this man that made the ridiculous seem plausible.
She watched him. He had the bearing of a general.
The build of a god. “You look the part.”
He said nothing.
“A brawny bloke like you must have made a fair bit of coin at it.”
Still he remained silent.
“More than you can come by here,” she said. “Even if you claim the mite box yourself on a fair regular basis.”
He made a quiet sound of derision. “You’d best be off now before the constable––”
“Why?” she asked.
“Because he might not believe you’re the blushing innocent the second time around, and Father Thomas takes theft rather––”
“Why are you here?” she asked.
He watched her, face solemn. For a full ten seconds he failed to answer. But she waited.
“Have you ever caused a man’s death, lass?”
She shook her head.
“’Tis a hideous thing. A horrible soul-wrenching thing. But it cannot compare to the death of a child.”
She said nothing.
“War …” He shook his head. The tiny braid brushed his left ear.
“’Tis the children what suffer most. The wee––” He stopped, drew a heavy breath and forced a laugh.
“Truth be told, I quit when I became weary of the scars. The church is more staid. Less violent,” he said and rolled the shoulder she had kicked only moments earlier. “Usually.”
“So that’s why you joined the kirk here.”
“Aye.”
She nodded. It was a lie, and not a particularly good one. “I don’t suppose you’d be a sweetmeat and let me take the bracelet.”
He shook his head once. “It’ll fetch a fair bit for the lads.”
“So you’ll not try to find its owner?”
He shrugged a heavy shoulder. “The Lord works in mysterious ways. I dare not question his methods.”
She chuckled, charmed by the spark in his eyes. He’d seen pain. That much was clear. But he was not beyond seeing happiness. ’Twas a rare gift these days. “I don’t think you and I are so very different, Mackay.”
“Your fingers be a good deal smaller. Better for sleight of hand.”
She smiled and turned away. “Would you believe me if I said I, too, was trying to free a young lad from poverty?”
“I fear our brief acquaintance has made me a wee bit of the sceptic.”
She stopped at the baptismal font and glanced over her shoulder at him. “I promised old Pete I’d see to Tav’s care.”
“Blind Pete?”
“My mother,” she said, then laughed at his expression. “Or as close to one as I’ve known. He took me in when I had nowhere else.”
“And this Tav?”
“Just another urchin he fostered. Too big for the chimneys, too small for the mines,” she said and didn’t admit that the lad’s happy smile had stolen her heart years ago, long before old Pete’s death. “I hope to see him educated. Find him a trade.”
“There are better ways to go about it than this, lass.”
She heard him approach from behind, felt his hand on her shoulder, and knew he was not immune to her charms.
“Like I says, I’m not one for whoring.”
“’Twas not exactly what I had in me mind,” he said.
She turned her head slightly. The chemistry was back, that sharp twang of interest sparked by his strength and an unexpected sense of humour. But she had no need for chemistry. “Ah, shall we call it love then?”
He paused a second. “If you like,” he said and turned her towards him.
But in that instant she lifted the solid pitcher and swung for his head with all her might.
It struck the side of his pate like a hammer.
He staggered back. It wasn’t until that moment that she noticed the bracelet dangling from his fingers.
He stared at her, then dropped to his knees, big body slumping. “I but meant ye could keep the brilliants,” he said.
“Oh,” she breathed, but a commotion outside caught her attention. No time for regrets or apologies or second guesses. Snatching up her purloined possessions, she fled.
“So you insist on continuing on this foolhardy path?” Father Thomas’s tone was disapproving, his face pinched as he leaned heavily on a hewn oak cane.
“I was a stranger and you took me in.” Brenan Mackay enjoyed quoting scripture to Father. It made him livid. “When I was hungry––”
“I know the gospel of Matthew far better than a bloody mercenary.” The old man oft reminded Mackay that he did not belong behind hallowed walls.
“Then you’ll know ’tis our duty to help those in need.”
“They’re thieves and cutthroats, born of thieves and cutthroats,” Father said. “You truly believe you can set them right?”
“I believe we can but try.”
“As you tried with that girl?”
Mackay stifled a wince, remembering the feel of the pitcher against his head. Not a single dent had appeared in the pitcher. He couldn’t say the same of his head. “As I said at the outset, I am sorry to have lost the coins.”
“As well you should be. It is not as though we took you in for your spiritual gifts, Mackay.”
They had taken him in in the hope that his massive presence would discourage just the sort of thing that had happened with the girl.
Well, for that and the coin he had to offer the coffers.
She had been right, after all; killing people had paid considerably better than saving them.
Thus, they had struck a deal; he would guard the sanctuary in exchange for the right to collect money in an effort to free a child from poverty now and again.
“I believe I have guarded the church well enough these past nine months,” he said.
“Had I known you’ve a weakness for women I would not have accepted you at the start.”
“We all fall short of the glory of God.”
“Don’t quote scripture to me, you hulking Highlander.”
Mackay almost laughed. He shouldn’t enjoy seeing his superior riled.
He was sure of that, but the girl … Swift Torree …
he had learned her name some days after first hearing her melodious voice, would turn the head of any man who still breathed.
Except perhaps Father Thomas. His fondness for ale made all other weaknesses dim by comparison.
“As you are sure aware, I replaced the coin that was taken with me own. Added to that what’s been collected in the past, I believe I have enough to free a wee lad from the streets.”
“You’ve replaced the coin.”
“Aye.”
“That makes me wonder from whence a postulant of this humble church secured those funds.”
So he was a postulant now. Earlier, he had been informed that he would not be accepted to that lofty position until he had proven himself worthy.
“No answer to that, Mackay?”
He brought his attention back to the aging clergy. “Be not curious in unnecessary matters; for more things are shewed on to thee than––”
“Cease––” cried the priest and raised his cane as if to strike, but Mackay caught it easily.
“I shall be going to Cryton’s hovel,” he said, “and I shall take the coin with me.”
Turning, he dropped the money pouch into the horsehair sporran that hung from his belt and left the ancient kirk. It was only a middling walk to Old Town. Less than a full mile. The city disintegrated with every stride.
Near Gregor Wynd, an old woman sat hunched and immobile on a stump fashioned into a stool. Outside a tilted pub, a dog leaned against its leash and snarled a slavering warning.
At the corner of two crooked, unmarked streets, a tall, narrow house slumped towards an alley. Its foundation was sagging, its mortar crumbling. Two men lounged beside the listing door. One was tall and scrawny. The other was short and scrawny.
They rose warily to their feet as he stopped nearby.
“Sod off,” said the smaller of the two.
“Good day to you, too, lad,” Mackay rumbled.
The pair glanced narrowly at him then each other.
“Who the devil are you and what do you want?”