The Marriage He Ruined with My Sister (Her Marriage in Crisis #92)
1. Elena
— ? —
Elena
The fork is wrong.
I know this because Vivian Vale has been staring at my left hand for the past thirty seconds, and nothing about my mother-in-law’s face suggests she’s admiring my manicure.
“Elena.” Her voice cuts across the table like a letter opener. “The salad fork goes on the outside.”
I look down at my place setting. Three forks on the left, I arranged them myself an hour ago, when the housekeeper was busy with the roast and I was trying to feel useful. The smallest one, the one with the slightly wider tines, sits closest to my plate.
“I thought…”
“You thought incorrectly.” Vivian lifts her wine glass without drinking from it, a gesture that somehow communicates both dismissal and disappointment.
“The salad course comes first. Therefore the salad fork goes on the outside. This is basic, Elena. Did your mother not teach you how to set a table?”
My mother taught me how to sand wood grain until it felt like silk. She taught me how to identify oak from walnut by smell alone. She taught me that a woman who can build her own furniture never has to ask anyone’s permission to sit down.
She did not, apparently, teach me which fork goes where at a twelve-person dinner table in a Connecticut manor house, and for this I am now paying the price.
“I’ll fix it.” I reach for the offending fork.
“Leave it.” Vivian waves her hand. “The staff will handle it. They should have been supervising in the first place.”
Adrian doesn’t look up from his phone.
This is the part that guts me, not Vivian’s correction, not the sharp little smile that accompanies it, but the fact that my husband is sitting four feet away and his eyes haven’t left his screen in twenty minutes.
His thumbs move across the glass in quick, decisive strokes.
Tokyo, probably. Or Singapore. There’s always a crisis somewhere that needs him more than I do.
“Adrian.” I say his name quietly, the way I’ve learned to in this house. “Did you hear your mother?”
“Hmm?” He glances up just long enough to not quite meet my eyes. “Sorry, what? This merger is…” He shakes his head, already looking back down. “Thompson’s being impossible. I need to…”
“Tokyo can wait five minutes,” Vivian says, and I feel a sick little flare of gratitude that she’s the one saying it instead of me. “We have guests arriving in an hour.”
“I know, Mother.” Adrian sets his phone face-down on the table, which is apparently the compromise. His hand stays on top of it, though. Ready. “What were you saying about forks?”
“I was saying your wife needs supervision when it comes to basic table etiquette.”
“I’m sure she did fine.” He picks the phone back up.
That’s it? That’s all I get?
I push my chair back from the table. “I’m going to check on my workspace. Make sure I didn’t accidentally put any of my tools in the wrong order.”
Adrian’s brow furrows slightly, but his eyes don’t leave the screen. “Don’t be too long. The Hendersons are…”
“Investing. I know.” I’m already walking toward the door. “I’ll be ready.”
***
My workspace is a sitting room on the second floor that nobody wanted. The light is strange, too bright in the morning, too dim by afternoon, and the fireplace doesn’t work properly, and Vivian made it very clear when I moved in that this room was “perfectly adequate for hobbies.”
Hobbies.
I run my fingers across the surface of the console table I’ve been building for three months.
Reclaimed barn wood from a property in Vermont, hand-cut dovetail joints, drawer pulls I forged myself from brass at a metalworking studio in Brooklyn.
The main pull is shaped like a honeybee, wings spread, because my grandmother kept bees and I used to fall asleep to the sound of her humming.
This isn’t a hobby. This is my career. This is the thing I was doing when I met Adrian at that rooftop bar four years ago, and it’s the thing I’ll still be doing long after everyone forgets what Tokyo merger kept him up until 2 a.m. on a Tuesday.
The envelope sits on my drafting table where I left it this morning.
Cream paper, heavy stock, the kind of stationery that means someone wants to be taken seriously.
I’ve read the letter inside four times already, but I read it again now because I need to remember that someone, somewhere, thinks I’m worth something.
Dear Ms. Vasquez,
We are pleased to inform you that your console table, “Honeybee,” has been selected for inclusion in the Emerging Artisans Showcase at the Metropolitan Design Center…
December 10th. Eight weeks away. My first real show, the kind with wine and catalog entries and collectors who might actually buy something instead of just telling me my work is “so interesting” before walking away.
I hear footsteps in the hallway and shove the letter into my pocket. Old habit. Elena, hiding the evidence of her own ambitions like they’re something to be ashamed of.
The door opens and Adrian appears, phone still in hand but at least pointed toward the floor now. His tie is slightly loosened and there’s a crease between his eyebrows that means he’s thinking about something other than me.
“There you are.” He leans against the doorframe. Doesn’t come in. Never comes in. “The Hendersons are early. Mother’s doing the cocktail circuit but she wants you downstairs in ten.”
“I got into the showcase.”
“What?”
“The Emerging Artisans Showcase. December 10th. They’re featuring my console table.” I pull the letter out and hold it up, paper slightly crumpled now. “It’s kind of a big deal. Design blogs will be there, and there’s this collector named Margaret Ashworth who basically decides what’s worth…”
“That’s great, Elena.” His phone buzzes. He glances at it. “Really great. We’ll talk about it tomorrow, okay? I have to take this.”
He’s already walking away when I say, “You didn’t even look at it.”
“What?”
“The letter. You didn’t look at it. You didn’t look at the table. You never…” I stop myself. Breathe. The Hendersons are downstairs and Vivian is probably already poisoning them against me. “Fine. We’ll talk tomorrow.”
He’s gone before I finish the sentence.
***
The dinner is fine. I use the right forks, laugh at the right jokes, don’t mention my furniture once because Adrian’s hand lands on my knee under the table every time I start to say something interesting and I’ve learned that pressure means not now.
By 11 p.m. the Hendersons are in their car and Vivian has retreated to her wing of the house. Adrian is in his study, door closed, Tokyo apparently still in crisis. I’m in bed with a book I’m not reading when my phone rings.
11:17 p.m. Camille.
“Elena?” My sister’s voice is wet and ragged, the kind of crying that comes from somewhere deep. “I didn’t know who else to call.”
“Camille? What’s wrong?”
“It’s final. The divorce is final.” She hiccups. “Rick got everything. The house, the car, the…” Another sob. “I have nothing. I literally have nothing. I’m sitting in a Marriott parking lot and my credit cards are frozen and I don’t…”
“Slow down. Where are you?”
“Stamford. I drove here because I didn’t know where else to go.” Her voice drops. “You’re the only family I have left.”
I close my eyes. Camille and I were never close, she’s five years younger, always more interested in other people’s husbands than in building anything of her own, but she’s still my sister. Mom moved to Arizona three years ago. Dad’s been gone longer than that, in every way that matters.
“Give me an hour,” I say. “I have to talk to Adrian.”
***
He’s still in his study when I knock. The door opens and he’s got his glasses on, the ones he only wears when he’s reading contracts, and his laptop is casting blue light across his face.
“My sister needs somewhere to stay.”
“What?” He blinks like I’ve spoken a foreign language. “Camille?”
“Her divorce just finalized. Rick took everything. She’s got nothing.” I lean against the doorframe, mirroring his pose from earlier. “I know it’s a lot to ask, but she has nowhere else to go.”
Adrian’s expression doesn’t change. His phone buzzes on the desk. He glances at it.
“Whatever you think is best.” He’s already reaching for the phone. “I trust your judgment.”
“Adrian.” I wait until he looks at me. “I’m asking if it’s okay. With you. If my sister moves in.”
“I said yes.” He picks up the phone. “Sorry, I really need to…”
“Fine.”
I text Camille the address.
***
She arrives at midnight with four suitcases and a smile that’s a little too bright for someone whose life just fell apart. Her makeup is perfect. Her dress is new.
“Elena!” She throws her arms around me. “Thank God for you. Seriously. Thank God.”
Over her shoulder, I see Adrian descending the stairs. He’s changed into pajama pants and a t-shirt, the casual version of himself that I barely get to see anymore. Camille releases me and turns to face him.
“Adrian. I’m so sorry to impose.” Her voice goes soft, grateful, slightly breathless. “Elena’s lucky to have married someone so generous.”
He shrugs. “Family helps family.”
“I won’t be in your way. I promise. I know you’re busy with…” she waves her hand vaguely…“your little furniture thing, Elena. I’ll make myself invisible.”
My little furniture thing.
“The guest suite is ready,” I say. “I’ll show you up.”
“Actually…” Camille yawns elaborately…“I’m exhausted. Could you just point me in the right direction? I’d hate to keep you both up.”
I point. She disappears up the stairs with her four suitcases, and I tell myself the tight feeling in my chest is just exhaustion.
***
I can’t sleep.
At 2:14 a.m., I get up for water and find Camille standing in the hallway outside our bedroom door.
She’s wearing a silk robe, thin enough that I can see the outline of her body beneath it. Her feet are bare. She’s not moving, just standing there, staring at the master suite door, her head tilted slightly to one side like she’s listening for something.
“Camille?” I whisper.
She doesn’t startle. She turns to me with a slow, sleepy smile, and something about it makes my skin crawl.
“Sorry. Couldn’t sleep. Still learning my way around.”
She drifts past me toward the guest wing, silk trailing behind her like a promise.
I go back to bed. Adrian is asleep, or pretending to be. I lie there in the dark, counting my heartbeats, and I’m just starting to drift off when I hear it.
His study door opening. Footsteps in the hallway, two sets, I’m almost sure. They pause outside my door.
And then Camille’s voice, low and warm and close enough to touch: “Goodnight, Adrian. Thanks for listening.”