42. Chapter 42 - Cade #2
“Fuck, Ros. You’re gonna make me come in my jeans. This is the most beautiful moment I’ve ever seen. Faster, baby. Don’t stop.” I have to give in and drop my zipper to let my throbbing length spring free.
“Cade!” Her cry makes her chin reach for the sky and her arm flail, fisting the tangled sheets as her hips jut into her frantic palm. She heaves another harrowing inhale, then stiffens, every muscle quivering with her throaty moan.
My nuts spasm and I erupt with her, spraying my belly in an agonizing release.
As she collapses, I quickly tuck myself away. She isn’t ready for me yet.
“You did so good for me, Ros. Did you like it?” I want to go to her so badly.
“Yea,” she pants, a smile tugging up her cheeks. “I did.”
I don’t want to bring up how bare she is, her t-shirt pushed up to expose one full breast with the tease of the other, and her soaked panties wedged between her pussy lips.
Maybe this is the step she needed to take to finally feel more comfortable with me?
“For the record, it’s even better with another person.” I grin, pushing to my feet to grab some toilet paper to wipe the cum strands off my stomach.
When I step back into the room, she’s turned away, her leg draping over the bunched comforter.
“Ros.” My voice is hoarse with awe. “I want to hold you so badly. Will you let me?” This would be another massive leap for her.
Just seeing her skin is a lure that makes my palms tingle.
“Mmhmm.” Her subtle nod makes her hair ripple like a golden wave over the pillow.
Shucking my shirt, I fold myself against her, pressing my chest to her back and molding my thighs along hers.
“There’s my girl,” I growl, letting my lips tickle over the line of her neck. “I’m very proud of you.” My hand flattens over her hip and I fight the urge to follow the curve of her leg.
Her elbow lifts as her fingers cover mine, then she guides my touch down to lightly trace her skin.
It makes my breath catch with this new level of trust she’s showing.
“Will it hurt?” She’s muffled against the bedding.
“Will what hurt?” I continue the soft stroke from her knee up to the swell of her ass, then down again, mimicking the feathery caress I walked her through just a few moments ago.
She takes a long moment. “When we have sex?” she finally asks.
My movements pause. ‘When’ not ‘if’.
“It might the first time but then never again.” I resume the long, tender traces, up her belly, then down over the narrow band of those damn black panties hugging her waist. Gooseflesh follows in a trail, begging me to continue.
“When you touch me?” Her shaky tone tells me she’s losing ground. “Or just when…it goes in?”
“Is this painful?” I splay my fingers over her belly, the very tips brushing under the hem of her elastic.
“No.” Her tongue darts over her lower lip. “It feels good.”
“That’s all I want for you.” When I lightly nibble the lobe of her ear, she giggles and arches her delicate throat to me. “I want you to enjoy us. That’s most important.”
I continue to kiss her racing pulse as I push my hand lower, daring to tickle her short curls. “I want to touch you, Ros. Do you trust me not to hurt you?”
Her foot lifts to fall over my calf to widen herself for me, her body answering before her head nods.
“You’re so amazing, baby,” I whisper into the hollow of her jaw as I gently press her slick slit.
With a gasp, her nails dig into my wrist, whimpering my name.
But I don’t stop. I keep my movements tiny against her swollen clit until her grip loosens.
Am I treading into her comfort zone? Probably.
Yet as her hand runs farther up my arm, her hips begin to gyrate against my palm.
“That’s it, open up for me.” I can tell that faster flicks makes little cries escape her and her belly tense as she gets closer to the edge.
Her quivering thighs spread, twitching with every toss of her head until she’s writhing and moaning against me.
She gulps the air, her chest rigid, holding her breath, then another sharp inhale before her pelvis levitates from the mattress as the first shudders begin to roll through her.
It’s that exact moment I plunge my middle finger into her tight virgin cunt, filling her clenching pussy and pushing a cry from her throat. A flush of pink drowns her pale skin as she trembles before she collapses against me.
Only after her inner muscles relax do I pull away.
No matter how hard my cock strains against my zipper, I’m not pushing her any further today.
When she turns to me, tears shine in her eyes.
Oh fuck. Did I go too far?
“Why was I so scared?” she whimpers. “It doesn’t hurt when you touch me.” Her palm moves up my arm to cup my face. “Thank you.” Her soft lips press mine and she tangles her fingers in my wet hair.
“You have been told your whole life that anything that felt right was wrong.” I tuck a blonde lock behind her ear.
“I don’t take the trust you’ve put into me lightly and will always be honest.” I let my hand trail down her bare belly to settle on her hip before I meet her gaze.
“I’m bigger than my fingers, Ros. That might make it uncomfortable for you the first time.
Whenever you’re ready, you set the pace. ”
“Okay.” Worry tightens the corners of her eyes. “How will I know when—”
“It’ll be easy, baby.” I roll back, pointing down between us. “Look how far you came today. I finally get to see your beautiful body stretched out against mine.” I give her my best smile.
Her forehead furrows with a frown. “I’m hideous.”
“Ros.” I pull her fingers to my scarred cheek.
“You see me differently than anyone else. It’s the same when I look at you.
I see the woman I love embracing herself in a way she’s never been able to before.
I wish you could get a glimpse of yourself through my eyes.
You’d know just how fucking incredible you really are.
” The lump in my throat makes me struggle to finish.
With a sob, she clings to my chest, wetting my skin with her tears. But then it shifts to a giggle while she reaches down to thread her thumb through the belt loop on my jeans. “You’re proud that I’m almost naked and yet you still sleep in your Wranglers?”
I chuckle and drop one last kiss to her forehead before sliding out of bed. “Let’s just say, they’re there for your protection.”