Chapter 28 #2
He almost looks as drunk on pleasure as me.
“Fantastic,” I tell him, bringing his head down for a kiss.
He settles over me, and even though we’re still clothed—or at least partly—I’ve never felt closer to him.
“Christ, I didn’t plan for this, but you coming out of that bathroom looking like you did… I couldn’t control myself,” he says.
My own hands start exploring his body, my arms going inside his open shirt before I caress the muscles in his back. Then I make my way to his front and down toward his crotch.
“What do you want, Sebastian? My mouth or my cunt?” I whisper before I bring my hand inside his trousers.
When I grab a hold of his cock, he’s already hard and aching.
“Cunt,” he says, before he pushes his pants down over his ass.
Not getting completely naked seems to be the norm for us, but I love it.
I open my legs as Sebastian lines up his cock at my entrance. He simply pushes my thong to the side before pushing inside me.
We both groan out in pleasure.
“Fuck, Sebastian.”
“Yeah, that’s what we’re doing.”
He smirks down at me, making me roll my eyes at him.
Christ, he even brings out our banter in bed.
He leans down, taking a nipple into his mouth before biting down, causing me to arch my back.
Sebastian grabs a hold of my hips, leaning slightly back as he ups his pace.
I bring my hands up over my head, pushing against the headboard as he continues fucking me.
“Lily, you feel amazing.”
He thrusts harder into me, and I meet him halfway.
His grip on me turns punishing, and a part of me hopes he’ll leave marks.
I’d love to have a memory of this evening.
“I told myself I would spare your face, considering the makeup, but fuck, Lily, I need you,” he says before his arms go around my back, lifting me up towards his own face, before his lips come down on my own.
He continues fucking me, our tongues twisting in open-mouth kisses.
I couldn’t care less for the makeup.
I’ll do it again.
The new position causes his cock to rub against my clit, and I scream as I come.
Sebastian follows closely after, holding me tight in his arms as he spills into me.
It takes me a moment to register that we just fucked without a condom.
Sebastian seems oblivious as he lies down in the bed, taking me with him in his arms.
I’m not worried, considering I’m on the pill and clean.
I’ve never been so caught up in pleasure that I’ve even considered it.
“Sebastian,” I murmur.
We’re breathing heavy, and I wonder just how much time we’ve spent. We’ll probably be a little late to the party, but oh well.
“Yeah?”
“We didn’t use a condom,” I say, and he sits up quickly in bed, looking down at me.
“Shit, I’m so sorry, Lily. I’m clean, and you make me fucking crazy, so I didn’t even think about it. Fuck, I’m sorry.”
His panic is slightly adorable, and I decide to toy with him a little.
“Okay. I hope you’re ready to be a father, considering I’m on no birth control and should be in my fertile window.”
If his panic was bad before, it’s terrifying now.
But then his expression calms, and he smiles softly as he looks at my stomach.
“If that’s the case, we’ll figure it out.”
Now I’m the one panicking.
He can’t be serious.
I’m not ready to be a mother.
I was just joking.
He can’t be serious, can he?
Amid his statement, I even forget that I’m on freaking birth control.
“Ehm, I was just jok—”
Sebastian bursts out laughing.
When he calms down, he gives me a look.
“I know you’re on birth control, babe. It’s true that we’d make it work even if you did become pregnant, but when you decide to mess with me, I have to get you back sometimes,” he says, so pleased with himself.
I guess I deserved that.
He gives me a quick peck before taking my hand and dragging me out of bed.
“Come on. Let’s fix our freshly fucked look before we meet up with the family.”
～
We’re in a crowded club, the music flowing from the speakers as the flickering lights match the rhythm of the song. I’m sitting in a booth together with Jessica. The boys are somewhere else, probably getting hammered.
Everyone’s been eager to treat Luke to anything he wants this evening.
Sebastian told me he would stay low on the alcohol, but you can never know.
“So, tell me everything. How long did it take for Sebastian to make a move?” Jessica asks me.
We haven’t had too much time to really catch up ever since we got to Vegas, as she and Luke have been busy with their jobs.
Now, though, we finally have some much-needed girl time.
“Gosh, too long. I had to pull out some tricks,” I tell her, thinking back to the game night at his apartment and my obvious flirting with his teammates.
That night definitely changed things between us.
There had been moments prior to that, but I pushed him that evening.
I tell Jessica about my time in London and all the things I’ve experienced with Sebastian.
Our breakfast, movie nights, his family visiting and the overall fun we’ve had thus far.
When I’m done, I let out a huge sigh, contemplating how life will be when I go back to Seattle.
“You don’t want to leave, do you?” Jessica asks me with a gentle smile.
“No, I don’t. But I’m scared to bring it up. I’m not used to feeling too vulnerable in a relationship with a man. Everything is different with him,” I tell her honestly.
The thought of not having a label on a relationship hasn’t been something I’ve cared too much about before. Now, I’m anxious for us to make this exclusive so I can lessen my worries.
It’s not like I think Sebastian would be with anyone else, but insecurities I’ve never really dealt with before have appeared.
When I started the London adventure, I always expected to be excited to go back home, take the trip with my girls, and get back to my routine.
Now, that all feels like the last thing I want to do.
“I think you should just talk to him, Lily. Communication and trust are everything you need. Trust me, I know.”
I know she’s right, but it doesn’t make it less daunting.
“Besides, Sebastian looks at you like you’re his whole world. You have nothing to worry about,” she says, squeezing my hand in her own.
I look over to where the boys are playing darts, immediately catching Sebastian’s eyes on my own before he winks at me.
He sure feels like my whole world when he lights me up with a simple look across the room.