11. Cooper
11
Cooper
T his morning I woke up to Trinia in my arms for the first time in over eight years. Something that more recently I started to almost believe would never happen again. Her arm and leg are draped over my middle as one of my old band t-shirts cascades down her much smaller body.
With my blackout curtains I couldn’t tell you how long I’ve laid here, still, simply watching her breathe. I don’t know what will happen with us or how we proceed from here but last night we agreed to take it one step at a time.
To relearn who we are as these new versions of ourselves and enjoy the time we spend together without any added pressure.
All that matters is we are moving forward in this life together. I no longer have to wake up every day alone waiting for this life to be over so I can have the chance to meet her again in the next.
As she stirs awake I am reminded of how incredibly beautiful she is when her big icy blue eyes meet mine without her glasses. She slides her leg over and crawls on top of me.
“Good morning, dorogoy. Still feeling good about us?” She nods as she starts trailing kisses down my neck. “Still extra horny in the mornings I see.” She nods again.
Here we go again I think as my hands slide down to her ass and she sinks herself onto my painfully hard morning wood.
* * *
After waking up to my literal wet dream turned into reality we get ready and make our way downstairs. Theo and Luna are sitting at the island drinking coffee and loading up bagels with schmear.
“Good morning.” Trinia whispers from behind me as I hand her a cup of coffee.
“Good morning” Luna repeats with a wave. “There’s more bagels in the drawer and bacon on the stove.”
“Good morning and goodbye ladies. I gotta hit the road.” Theo announces kissing Luna on the lips before dumping his cup in the sink and kissing Trinia on the cheek. I get nothing but a smack upside the head.
“What the fuck man?” I shout as I rub the side of my head. Luna and Trinia just smile into their mugs.
“Don’t be a dick today.” Theo calls as he leaves out the door.
“So Theo filled me in on some more of your story. How crazy you ended up reconnecting this way, huh?” Luna rambles as she sips her coffee. The girl is a total caffeine addict.
“It’s fate.” I bump Trinia’s shoulder and she rolls her eyes.
“Oh you guys and fate. What about coincidence and probability?” Luna teases, though I know for a fact Theo has worn her down when it comes to believing in the divinity that is fate.
“Right! Thank you. Finally I have someone reasonable around here.” Trinia leans over giving Luna a high five.
“Well I hope it all works out this time. Maybe Cooper will finally RSVP to our wedding now that he has a date.” Luna may be teasing but all her jokes are laced with a sprinkle of truth.
“You know I’m coming, why do I have to check a box and mail it to you?” I sigh, taking a bite of bacon.
“Because the wedding planner needs to know and so reservations can be made. If you don’t RSVP you get no dinner and you have to sleep on a bench outside like a hobo. I don’t make the rules.” She shrugs, hiding her smile as I stick my tongue out at her.
“Fine then I’ll get trashed on the open bar so I don’t care that I’m passed out on a bench.” I taunt, sipping my coffee and reaching into the skillet for more bacon.
“Or I can just fill it out and give it to you now.” Trinia offers, pulling the Save The Date off the fridge and checking yes and selecting both of our entrees as beef before handing it to Luna.
“Thank You. See! How hard was that?” Luna scoffs, as she stuffs the RSVP into the front pocket of her bag.
“Their wedding isn’t for five more months and it’s in Spain. You really want to be my date?” I ask Trinia, trying to hide my excitement. We agreed on one day and one step at a time. To take things slow and here she is, the morning after that hours long talk, filling out RSVP cards and selecting entrees for the meals we will eat in Spain five months from now.
“Well unless you don’t want me too. I didn’t mean to assume.”
I don’t say a word. I just stare at her and think how fucking adorable she is right now.
She must not understand my feelings for her. I thought I was going to be the one who was going to struggle taking it slow but I like how she is jumping right into girlfriend mode. Hell, we may show up to that wedding already married if she isn’t careful.
I smile as she sets her mug down next to the sink. Reaching down I pick her up and her legs instantly wrap around my waist as we head back upstairs.
“Hey sis your employee is going to be late today. We’ll meet you there.” I holler over my shoulder as I squeeze Trinia’s ass and she squeals.
“Dammit Cooper!” Luna yells from the kitchen but I don’t care.
I push my bedroom door open and kick it closed with my foot before dropping Trinia down on my massive king sized bed.
“You can fill out all of my RSVP’s baby. That was so fucking hot.” I push my pants to the floor before leaning down and bunching her yesterday’s skirt up around her waist.
Trinia didn’t expect to be staying with me last night so today she is going commando and knowing that she is going to spend the rest of the day at work with her cunt full of my cum and not wearing any underwear is making my cock twitch with an insatiable need.
“You’re my date to the wedding?” I groan, rubbing my cock against her already slick folds.
“Yes, I’ll be your date.” She pants with anticipation.
“You’re finally planning a trip with me?” She rocks her hips, searching, needing my cock inside of her.
“Yes! Yes, I want to go with you.” I finally give her what she needs as I thrust into her.
She fists the sheets as she cries out for a god I know she doesn’t believe in. Already sensitive from her orgasm she used me to give herself this morning and surely still tender from last night, but I don’t care. I don’t wait for her as she feels too good tightly strangling my cock. I push her face to the side as I drag my teeth up her neck and she shudders. Goosebumps break out across her soft porcelain skin and I revel in the way her body reacts to mine. She was made for me and every cell in her body knows it.
Driving into her tight swollen cunt I whisper breathlessly in her ear. “There’s no god here to save you, dorogoy. It’s just me in this room, on this bed, buried deep inside you and you’re all mine.”
Her hands slap against my face as she brutally kisses my lips before her nails are digging into my shoulders. Screaming as she meets my thrusts. My girl has always liked it rough and dirty.
“Oh fuck. I’m going to come.” She cries as she claws her way down my back, the sting from the pain and the heat from her dripping cunt makes me deranged with lust. “You fuck me so good baby.” Her eyes screw shut as she clenches around me “I missed you so much Cooper.” At my name her walls start to pulse around me. Drowning my cock in her sweet heat.
“Tell me you still love me.” I demand as I toss her legs to the side and drive my thrusts deeper into her.
Her head rolls to the side as she bites her hand to muffle her moans.
Like that helps.
“I know you do. I just want to hear you say it.” Sweat drips down my face and I suddenly need to hear her say it.
I grab a fistful of her bouncing tit and use my hold to drive my hips harder.
“Cooper!” She screams and she feels like she is on the verge. “Fuck Cooper I love you. I love you so fucking much it makes me sick. I hate myself for loving you so much.” She writhes beneath me as I bury myself in her. With a loud groan my balls tighten as her mouth falls open and then I’m following her over the edge. We ride out our releases together before I collapse next to her.
We stare at each other in silence as we catch our breaths, coming back down to earth from our high.
“Don’t hate yourself. I love you too, dorogoy.” I tell her softly as I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear.
“This love stopped me from living, it held me back, made me fearful. I was barely a person after you Cooper.” She closes her eyes as her words break towards the end.
“I know, baby. I know.” I pull her against me and she lets it go. Finally, she lets it all go.
We are both nervous and scared because if she feels anything like I do I don’t think either of us will survive losing the other again. However, there is no such thing as a sure thing. We won’t know unless we try and that’s the terrifying part because neither of us can seem to not try. We’ve always been drawn to each other by a force that’s much bigger than the two of us.
So the question I find myself asking is, is it better to play it safe and live as half of ourselves or do we risk it all for a chance at being whole again?