The Princess Alice #3
The bodies brought ashore were taken mainly to Woolwich Dockyard and Roff’s Wharf and given numbers until they could be identified.
Some corpses drifted as far as Gravesend, where they were laid for claiming in the pier waiting room.
Later, a large Celtic cross was raised at Woolwich Cemetery by public subscription, 23,000 people giving sixpence each to make a grave for the 160 unclaimed victims. Others were buried by their families at St John’s Church in Lewisham and St Paul’s Church in Deptford, including four members of a well-regarded family living in Glaisher Street.
The newspaper noted that when the police arrived to inform Mr Livett of the tragic accident at five past one, on the morning of the following day, he suffered a seizure and was unable to leave the house.
In the absence of any other adult, his only surviving daughter – seven-year-old Alice Livett – was obliged to identify the bodies of her mother and her sisters.
I turned cold. Five minutes past one in the morning.
My mind racing, I sat back in my chair, trying to piece everything together: the timing of the police’s arrival, the collapse of Mr Livett at the news, the fact that Deptford had been badly damaged during bombing in World War II.
Most of the houses on the river had been flattened.
Was it possible that our block stood where once Alice Livett had lived?
Could it be her cries I heard at night? Or rather, the echo of her grief?
And if so, why? Because she had been forgotten? Because the story had been forgotten?
I glanced out of the window and saw the rain had stopped. I put my coat back on and left the flat. With Alice’s journal in my hand, I headed back to St Paul’s.
The sun had come out now, causing the wet grass to glint and giving the impression of everything having been washed clean and made new.
There was no guide to the graves in the churchyard and the church itself was locked, so I could find no one to ask about parish registers.
I walked up and down, reading each name on the headstones, tracing the faded dates with my fingers, looking for Alice and her family.
Finally, I found what I was looking for.
Three headstones in a row, close to the back wall of the churchyard.
The first commemorated Isobel Livett and her daughters Nancy, Hilda and Florence, who had died in the wreck of the Princess Alice on 3rd September 1878; the second was for Robert Livett and his second wife, Mary, who had died a year before him in 1925. And the third . . .
Tears pricked my eyes.
The inscription on the stone explained why the journal had suddenly stopped. The third grave remembered Alice Livett and her half-sister Grace, both of whom had lost their lives in the V2 bombing of the Woolworth’s Department Store on New Cross Road on 25th November 1944.
Tragedy had struck this one family twice. Alice, her mother, and all four of her sisters had been killed. No wonder Glaisher Street held the imprint of such sorrow.
I took a pencil from my pocket and added the dates of the day Alice and Grace had died to the front of the journal. It made no difference to the ending, of course, but it finished the story. Their deaths recorded properly, as they should be.
I closed the pages and looked around at the peaceful church, caught between the hum of traffic on Creek Road and the Broadway.
I thought of all the lives lived in the tiny streets which lay beneath the modern roads.
I thought I might donate the journal to a local history association who’d be glad to have it.
And how the everyday lives of women and men mattered every bit as much as those of kings and queens and politicians. Should not be overlooked.
I was now certain that Alice’s house once stood where I had now made my home. That it was her I heard crying at night. How she wanted not to be forgotten.
And as I walked slowly home, I cast my eyes around, hoping again to see a glimpse of the thin, pale girl who had been at the market, perhaps who had even put her diary into my bag. Who had watched me in the café, seen me open the journal.
She wasn’t there.
Later, Rob and I found a restaurant on the water and watched the sun go down. He talked about his day and asked if I’d heard from the university. We shared a bottle of white wine.
At ten o’clock, we settled the bill and walked down Glaisher Street towards home.
‘If it’s really bothering you,’ he said a little awkwardly, ‘you know, the noise, I’ll speak to the caretaker. I’m sure there’s something he can do. No sense having sleepless nights.’
I threaded my arm through his and squeezed. ‘It’s all right,’ I said. ‘I have a feeling it won’t be a problem any more.’
I didn’t think she would come again. Now I knew who she was and why she was stricken with such grief, she had no need.
‘You’ve found out where the sound’s coming from?’
‘Not exactly.’
Rob frowned. ‘But you know who she is?’
‘Yes,’ I smiled. ‘A girl who needs to be remembered, just like all of us. A girl called Alice.’