Chapter 7 #5
He pulled my ponytail, his passion taking over.
I helped by rearing my head back and giving him access to my neck, as he moved from my breasts to sucking on my flesh.
He began to slowly pump in and out of me, and each time he eased in, I whimpered.
He was so long, so hard, and so thick. I was beyond sensitive down there since I was still healing, but that didn’t stop me from being so damn horny.
I wanted this to happen, but I also knew this was sympathy sex.
I knew another opportunity to feel Leader inside of me was slim pickings.
I also knew Leader having access to women he wanted to have sex with was unlikely.
“Goddamn, baby. What you do to this pussy? Shit so fucking fire. Fuck, girl!”
His pacing increased as he sucked all over my neck.
I was beyond overstimulated as I bounced up and down in his arms. My breasts were leaking, my kitty was clenching, and my nails were digging into his back and shoulders.
My neck was hurting from its position so he could continue his assault of sloppy kisses, and my stomach was caving as my first orgasm was making its way through my body.
It was a lot going on, but I couldn’t stop the orgasm that was building if I tried.
His pumps were now faster but still long due to his length.
They hurt, his girth stretching a place that was trying to shrink, but I took it.
I took it like he’d taught me to on that full-sized bed at Blake University.
“Oh, God! Leader!”
“You ’bout to come, baby? Come for daddy, Pretty Mama. Let me see that face I been dreaming about.”
Shit!
“Shit!” I screamed in my head and out loud.
My jaw relaxed, and my legs tightened around his waist. He placed a kiss on my jawline as he worked through my release.
I was seeing stars, moons, and all the other whimsical stuff that made me go crazy for him the first time.
This was why Glow had been on my case. I was hotter than before now.
My daughter had flickered something in me.
“Fuck, baby! I’m ’bout to nut. I’m so happy you on birth control.”
My eyes shot open, and before I could hop down, I felt his cum spray my walls. I could never forget the feeling of his warm ejaculation inside of me.
“I fuckin’ love you, girl. I love you so much, Cali Glee.”
“I love you, too, Leader,” I whispered.
Our hearts were beating in sync as he throbbed inside of me. His arm strength was something serious because he stood there for a while, holding me up in the same position, his tool never leaving my insides.
Boom! Boom! Boom!
The hard knocks startled me as he bent to grab something from the floor while keeping us connected. When I looked down, and my face dropped at the makeshift knife he was picking up.
“Fuck… It’s the guard, baby. I hate to end our time like—”
“It’s okay.”
“It’s not. You deserve more than being fucked in a nasty-ass prison. I just… I-I fuckin’ need you, Glee. I want you to live yo’ life, but my heart needs you.”
He eased out of me, and even that was painful.
My panties went back into place, and I could feel his nut hit the seat once he let me down.
I would have to stop at Walmart and pick up more underwear and take a hoe bath somewhere.
I would have to stay in the same clothes, or Glow would trip on my changing.
She told me to get a room in Cove City, but I was heading back to Jagoda Bay tonight.
I needed my baby even more now that I’d visited her father.
He picked up my pants and helped me put them on. This man was chained at the feet but had fucked me silly as if he’d done this before. I started to ask him if he had, but I wouldn’t be doing anything but hurting my own feelings that were already torn up due to our circumstances.
Once I was dressed, he pulled on his own clothes and tucked his shank back into his pocket. He pulled me into his chest and kissed the top of my head and forehead. I was praying my shirt wouldn’t be stained with breast milk from the pressure applied on them.
“Glee?”
“Hum?”
“Thank you for making me dream again.”
“Don’t stop dreaming, Leader. I… I love you.”
The heavy metal churned, and the loud clanging started again.
“Sometimes, I wish you didn’t, Pretty Mama.”
The guard came in, but Leader stayed in place. He jutted his chin toward the door.
“He’s going to walk you out, baby. Then, he’ll come back and get me.”
I wanted to kiss him one last time. I wanted to tell him how much I missed him. I wanted to tell him he had a newborn daughter that we’d created the first time we did what we’d just done. Instead, I blinked, nodded, and turned to walk out behind the guard.
Everything was a blur after I made it to Glow’s car.
Getting in and driving off was a blur. Sending Glow a text, saying I was coming home and what my ETA was, was a blur.
It was all one big blur that felt heavier and heavier as I drove away from Iron Kinser Federal Prison.
Then, I felt a rush of liquid fall into my already soiled panties.
I gripped the steering wheel, my hands clenching to ground myself, but the attempt was failing.
The car was sounding off because I hadn’t put on my seat belt, adding to the already loud noises in my head.
Boom! Clank! Clank!
My heart rate sped up, and my legs jittered. I stared straight ahead and kept driving, although everything in me was screaming for me to stop the car. Unfortunately, those noises were on replay as I felt as if I was back in the conference room, waiting for Leader to come out.
It took no time for reality to hit me. My heart went from pounding because of the orgasm to pounding because I’d fucked up.
I hadn’t told him about Baby Leader. I hadn’t told him he was a father of two now.
But I wasn’t freaking out about what I hadn’t told him; I was freaking out because of what I had told him.
A wicked black fear swept through me. I felt the panic overcome me as I tried to hold on to my fragile control. We’d had sex. My six weeks weren’t up. He thought I was on birth control. He’d come inside me.
Vomit rose up into my throat, and as I tried to stop it, I pressed harder on the gas pedal.
As it came up, I let go of the wheel and tried to prevent it from getting everywhere in Glow’s car.
My foot was planted on the gas pedal because I couldn’t lift off due to the shock.
It felt like stone—my toes were bricks that had been laid and cemented.
Then I saw a bright light, and a loud horn blasted through the prison sounds that would not go away. Before I could act and correct the Lexus, everything went black.