Chapter 26 #5
White, hot pain shot through me. I was no longer seeing Shio.
I was seeing the stars above. He said it would hurt.
He never said it would feel like I was being split open.
My body lifted but could only go so far as he was on top of me.
I felt full, too full. I felt packed, like a billion needles had penetrated me from the bottom, and that pain spread all over my body.
Whereas everything else felt good, this hurt.
He groaned before saying my name.
“Sh-Sh… It huuuurrrrrts.”
He kissed the side of my face, and I hadn’t known tears were running from my eyes until I felt them in my ears.
“You want me to stop, baby? Or you want me to put the rest in?”
“The rest?!”
How much more could it be?
“Aite, I gotchu.”
I felt him pull out and ease back in, and that made me grab his back. It was no wonder my father wanted me to remain a virgin. I thought the doctors constantly checking me monthly was painful and uncomfortable. This feeling was much worse.
By the time he eased back in, I was in full-blown tears. The pain hadn’t subsided, but I wasn’t crying because of the pain anymore. I was crying because I was doing something I wanted. I was doing something I wanted with the person I wanted it from.
“Solana, baby.”
Opening my eyes, Shio’s sexual face was so attractive. He continued pumping in and out of me slowly as my legs wrapped around his waist, trying to find comfort.
“This… Uhhh. It hurts so good. But I don’t want—”
“Spanish, baby. Fuuuck.” His mouth covered mine hungrily as his kiss sent new spirals of ecstasy through me. “Spanish, baby. Say… That… Shit… In Spanish.”
“Mhmmm, Shio!”
His pace had increased, and his body had become slick with a light sheen of sweat. I was sure my skin mirrored his, but I could not look to see because I was stuck with my eyes on him as I felt the complicated feeling of pain and pleasure.
“Esto duele tan bien. Pero no quiero que pares. (This hurts so good. But I do not want you to stop.)”
It hurt, but not as excruciatingly as it did moments ago. There was no way I could have endured this with Felipe. The only reason I was not shoving Shio off me was because of how much I liked him.
“No voy a parar, nena. Te sientes tan bien. Te sientes tan bien envuelta alrededor de mi pene. (I’m not going to stop, baby. You feel so good. You feel so good wrapped around my dick.)”
Shio’s Spanish was so good. It was so sexy. He was so fluent as if it were his first language. And his tone and accent had my middle drenching as he continued sliding in and out.
“Todavía no he entrado del todo y se siente perfecto. (I haven’t gone all the way in yet, and it feels perfect.)”
“?Perfecto?” My nails dug into his back.
“Fuckin’ perfecto, baby. You so fuckin’ sexy. So fuckin’ pretty.”
I closed my eyes, his body feeling so good pressed against mine.
“Abre los ojos, carino. Necesito que me veas. Necesito verte. (Open your eyes, baby. I need you to see me. I need to see you.)”
I peeled my eyes open. His own eyes were watery, and I had to blink to make sure I wasn’t making it up in my head.
“Te amo, Solana.”
“Hahhh,” I gasped as he continued his pace, feeling everything times a million. He was stretching me but the pain no longer mattered; his words did.
“Shhh… Shio.”
“I love you, Solana. I fuckin’ love you.”
“Te amo, Shio. Te he amado desde el día en que te sentaste a la mesa de mi padre. (I love you, Shio. I loved you since the day you sat at my father’s dinner table.)”
“Fuuuuck! I love when you speak Spanish, baby. Got my dick so hard. You feel so gotdamn good, Solana.”
“I thought…” I was panting as his dick expanded even more inside of me. “I thought you didn’t like it.”
He kissed me again, his lips covering my plump ones completely. “It ain’t too much about you that I don’t like.” He stuck his nose in my neck and placed his hand between my legs. “I’m gonna make it feel good for you, baby. You may not come, but some of the pain will be an afterthought.”
He began thumbing my clit, and he was right, the pleasure outweighed the little pain I still felt. I didn’t feel that budding pressure anymore; I only felt full. Very full.
“You ovulating, so I need to pull out. But, fuck!”
His body began to shiver as he began to pushed himself into me harder. I was moaning so much that my mouth had gone dry.
Licking my lips, I asked, “But, what?”
“But I can’t pull out. You feel too good. Fuuuuuck, baby. You feel too fuckin’ good. My list is ’bout to get even longer.”
Shio’s lips met mine while his movements sped up.
He felt harder inside me than just a minute ago.
It was almost as if a steel pipe that was covered in slime was being thrust up my vagina.
I couldn’t keep up with his thrusts, even if I tried.
The pain and pleasure were confusing me, and I couldn’t stop my body from quivering or my throat from releasing sounds of ecstasy.
“Pussy… so… fuckin’ perfect. Shit.” His body bucked and then stiffened, and I felt a stream of fluid shoot inside of me.
That felt good, and I couldn’t help but feel whatever he was feeling.
He slid out of me slowly, still trying to catch his breath, but he continued thumbing my bud.
When he was all the way out, I felt relieved, but instead of him getting up, he latched onto my right breast while he continued to rub circles on my bud.
“I need you to come, baby. I want you to feel what I just felt.” He bit down on my nipple, and my back arched as his thumb raced against my moans.
“Yesssssssssssssss, Shio!”
“Come for me, baby. Make that pretty-ass pussy cream.”
“Ahhhh!” My stomach clenched and cramped, and as I came, I could feel some of the fluid he shot inside of me gushing out.
“Damn, ma.”
“W-What?”
He placed a kiss on my inner thigh. “That was a lot.”
“Is that a bad thing?”
“Hell yeah. Shit looks like octuplets.”
I shot straight up, knocking him from between my legs. “Shio…”
He pulled me on top of him with a grin. “I’m just fuckin’ with you. You want a Plan B?”
“Are those not illegal in the States?”
“Ain’t shit illegal to me.”
“It is my first time. I will not get pregnant.”
Shio chuckled while rubbing my butt. “Solana…. I’m healthy, and I eat clean most days. My soldiers march, baby. Shya is proof of that, and I wasn’t even up to par then. I’m probably the most fertile nigga in the family thanks to my lifestyle. You will get pregnant, baby.”
“We do not need that.”
He quieted as my vagina ached, coming down from the sexual high. “Naw, we don’t. But let’s worry about tomorrow’s problems tomorrow.”
“Okay…”
I listened to his heartbeat within his chest, not being able to believe what had just happened.
“Shio…” I tried sitting up, but he wouldn’t let me. “I smell blood.”
“You’re bleeding, baby.”
“I told you.”
“That’s your hymen, Solana, not your period. Just chill. We will handle it in a minute.”
I heard a door slam above us and was reminded where I was.
I groaned. “They are going to know we had sex.”
“And. They be fuckin’ their damn selves.”
I nudged his chest. “They do not.”
“Yeah. Aite.” He chuckled, his after-sex voice churning my insides.
Not knowing how else to say what was on my mind, I did what he said early and just said it with confidence. “I would like to see Shya.”
Without taking a beat, he responded, “We have plans tomorrow. I was going to let Dasani’s sitter watch her.”
My heart fell into the pit of my stomach. “Plans with Bahati?”
“Solana.”
“No.” I cleared my throat. “It is okay. Bring her anyway. She can stay the night. If it is okay with her mom.”
“I’ll bring her. Maybe you can get her to talk.”
“Good.”
I yawned, feeling my eyes go heavy, although I knew I needed to stay awake. I did not need to sleep in Shio’s arms like they did in the movies. I needed to create a safe distance from Shio, but it was hard to when he would not let me go. I sighed, giving up and letting the sleepiness carry me away.
Before I closed my eyes, I said into Shio’s chest, “I know this changes nothing, but Shio, I am so happy it was you.”
Weightless. Lighthearted. Carefree.
I was drifting off to sleep, too incoherent to hear his reply, but I could have sworn I heard him say something that I knew he wouldn’t utter.
This changes everything, baby.