Chapter 17
Chapter Seventeen
Taylor was glad for the routine of setting up and serving afternoon tea for her guests.
Making a batch of cookies, pouring wine, having a little light conversation, giving sightseeing tips and recommendations—it was all so normal.
For an hour, she could be a B&B owner with not a care in the world other than making sure her guests were happy and her business was thriving.
Justin made himself scarce for most of the afternoon, and though even a handful of hours without him made her miss him—how had she made it through five years?
—she knew he must need some time to decompress.
They hadn’t spoken about his mini-breakdown in the shower last night, but she couldn’t forget the shaking of his broad shoulders as he’d bowed his head, held on to her, and finally given himself a break from being a pillar of strength and let some tears fall.
Today, nothing Debra said had seemed to faze him, but surely he must have some doubts, even if they were tiny. Then again, she seemed to have doubts enough for both of them. So many that she’d been unable to hold in yet another freak-out in the car after their meeting…
Her guests had all gone out to dinner in town by the time she finished washing and putting away the last of the teacups, wine glasses, and champagne flutes.
She loved her B&B when it was bustling with happy voices, but tonight she was more than ready to head back to her cottage, draw a bath, and read a book.
Whenever Justin got back, she’d welcome him with open arms and apologize for her totally unreasonable request—no matter how much she wished they could pretend that they were having a romantic weekend in the wine country, they couldn’t.
One day maybe they’d be able to steal that time together, but for now she had to accept that doctor visits and medical tests took priority over everything else.
As she headed through the garden to her cottage, she was so preoccupied with her incessantly swirling thoughts and worries that she barely noticed the sun was just starting to set and the moon was rising on the opposite side of the sky.
Even drawing a bath and sinking beneath the bubbles hardly soothed her, although it did help the ache in her side recede a bit.
If Justin were here, he’d know exactly what to say and do. He’d figure out a way to make her laugh. And he’d surely set out to make her knees weak too.
Longing for him even more now than before, she forcefully reminded herself that Justin already had to deal with a sick girlfriend—the last thing he needed was for her to become desperate and clingy, unable to function without him.
That wasn’t the woman she wanted to be. And she was certain that wasn’t the woman he had fallen in love with.
Love. Justin’s love made her feel more lucky than she’d ever been, even when in many ways her luck had never been worse. She wanted him to feel just as lucky, which was another reason she couldn’t let every second they spent together be about her disease.
She’d said she wanted romance, but she hadn’t done anything to make it happen, had she?
Just that quickly, an idea came to her—the perfect romantic plan.
Napa Valley was one of the most romantic places on earth.
Thousands of proposals had been made in her town, thousands of brides and grooms had proclaimed their never-ending love to each other in nearby vineyards and wineries.
All these years, Taylor had longed for the chance to be with Justin, and she wanted to make sure they celebrated fantasy becoming beautiful reality.
After getting out of the tub and wrapping a towel around herself, she called her friend Angie to ask if she could cover breakfast in the morning. Taylor hadn’t planned to miss two breakfasts in her first week at the B&B, but these were extenuating circumstances.
Her next call was to a company that she never thought she’d actually work with. If only because she’d never been particularly good with heights. Of all the scary things she was facing lately, however, heights barely made the list.
She had only just disconnected and set the alarm on her phone for four thirty a.m. when Justin walked in. “Anyone home?”
“I’m in the bedroom.”
His eyes lit up—then went dark with heat—when he saw she was wearing only a towel.
“Damn,” he said, “it’s good to see you.” He looked super yummy in a navy button-down shirt and dark slacks, and she realized he must have showered and shaved in his room at the B&B.
He pulled her into his arms. “Are you just getting into the bath or just getting out?”
“Out,” she replied, “but I’m more than happy to get back in with you.”
He groaned, the sound reverberating from his chest to hers. “I can’t tell you how badly I want to do that, but we need to get going.”
“Get going? Where?”
“I’ve made reservations.” He smiled at her. “Romantic reservations.” Of course he had. Because all he wanted was for her to be happy. “But if you’re too tired—”
“No, I’m fine.” Though she’d been drooping on her feet before, she suddenly felt like a million bucks.
All because Justin loved her. “Actually, I feel great now that you’re here.
I just need to get dressed.” She opened her antique pine armoire.
“Dress code?” Judging by his outfit, she took a guess.
“Something pretty?” She held up a green silk dress with long sleeves and a nipped-in waist.
“Perfect. I’ll wait in the kitchen while you get ready. Otherwise, I won’t be able to resist the allure of taking a bath with you.” She had to laugh at the slightly pained look on his face as he walked away.
She would have loved to have climbed into the tub with him, but honestly, the chance to put on makeup and a dress and heels to go out on a date with her boyfriend filled her with a wonderful rush of happiness.
It was funny how something small like this could make her feel lighter, more hopeful.
She needed to remember this moment as she moved forward over the next weeks, months, and years—that she shouldn’t make the mistake of forgetting to appreciate the little things—a sunrise, a smile, a perfect chocolate chip cookie.
And especially a romantic evening out with the man she loved.
He wouldn’t tell her where they were going, but that was perfectly okay with Taylor. As long as they were together, she knew it would be great. Even the drive was perfect, the sun having just disappeared behind the mountains, leaving the vineyards glowing in a soft, dusky light.
Twenty minutes later, Justin pulled into the Wine Train parking lot. “Surprise.”
“I’ve been wanting to do this for months!” She threw her arms around him and kissed him. “I love it already.”
She could see how pleased he was by her appreciation of his romantic gesture as he grinned and said, “I hope you love it even more once we’re on the train.”
“Ms. Cardenes, Mr. Morrison, welcome to Romance on the Rails.” The conductor, who was wearing a sharp black suit and cap, gave them a bow.
“We are very glad you are able to join us tonight on our magical and romantic journey. Please watch your step as you board, and then I will take you to your private dining quarters.”
Taylor lifted her eyebrows at Justin. Private dining quarters?
She hadn’t even realized the Wine Train had such a thing.
She’d looked into buying a ticket to one of their murder mysteries a few months back, but had glossed right over their romance package.
After all, what was the point in thinking about romance when the only man she cared about was thousands of miles away?
She would have given herself a little pinch to make sure this evening was real if Justin hadn’t taken her hand just then.
Following the conductor, they passed through one beautiful restored Pullman car after another.
There were a few families in the first car, but most of the Wine Train’s passengers tonight were couples.
Young, old, or somewhere in between, they all looked happy to be on board the luxurious train, and most looked to be deeply in love as well.
But it was hard to imagine any of them could compare with what she and Justin had together. A bond so deep, so true, so strong, that love was blossoming even in the midst of their less-than-perfect situation.
Tonight was perfect, though. A romantic trip on the Napa Valley Wine Train was exactly the kind of date she’d been longing for this afternoon when her head was spinning.
The conductor led them into the final car.
“You will be dining beneath our glass-topped Vista Dome with the stars twinkling above and panoramic views of the silver-painted vineyards all around you as we traverse Napa Valley tonight. If you will please take a seat, I’d like to present you with one of our finest local vintages, a sparkling wine we hope you will greatly enjoy.
And now, please relax and let us know if there is anything we can do to make your romantic evening shine even brighter. ”
“I know one thing that can definitely be improved upon,” Justin said once they were alone.
He scooted his chair closer, so that they were sitting side by side instead of on opposite sides of the round dining table, and put his arm around her as the train slowly made its way out of the station.
“I would pull you onto my lap, but this looks to be a family-friendly trip.” The wicked glint in his eyes gave testament to the fact that he really did want her sitting on his lap.
Blissfully happy, she leaned her head against his shoulder. “This is the perfect escape.”
“I agree.”
Sitting close, they looked through the windows and the roof as the stars began to appear one by one, almost as though someone were turning them on with a light switch simply to captivate the two of them.
Together, they pointed out the constellations they knew and made up names for those they didn’t.