23. Journee
My emotions have been all over the place as my life has been on a constant roller coaster ride.
What I didn’t count on four years ago was BN getting out of jail and causing so much ruckus.
It will never be cool with me that the love I once had for him hardened like a surface covered with lava.
But the bright spot for my baby and me is Sincere Kensington.
The man who has given me reasons to smile and appreciate that good men do still exist. What I thought I felt for BN fails in comparison to the way Sincere makes me feel when I eat a freshly baked cookie: nostalgia.
“What’s on your mind, baby?”
I turn my head to look at Sincere as we sit at a red light before we cross through to get onto the freeway.
“Thank you. I needed this.”
The best medicine Sincere could have given me after the disastrous mediation with BN was the weekend getaway he planned for us.
Aside from my parents keeping Milan for me to give me breaks, I haven’t taken the opportunity to go away.
Therefore, I appreciate my man having a mind to me a chance to recuperate.
“Get used to this because it’s not just a one-off. I will always find ways to refresh and rejuvenate you.”
I smile as I settle into our road trip to Indianapolis. Sincere has made reservations for us to go to a place called Sybaris. I didn’t know it existed, but I’m open to getting exposed to new places.
“Did you grab my Gushers?” I ask.
Sincere chuckles as he shakes his head before answering my question. “Nope. I didn’t want to become a codefendant if my Sweet Face ran out of her favorite snack.”
“Wow. I didn’t know you were picking sides. I’m the one who lies beside you several times a week. How are you going to do me like that?”
“Actually, you and Sweet Face compete for space under me. But I digress. We can stop and grab you some, so I can remain her favorite person.”
I laugh at his statements as my heart flutters at his desire not to rock the boat or make Milan mad at him.
Their fast-growing bond makes me appreciate what developed between them, even before Sincere met me.
The conversation between us is effortless as we journey toward our destination.
I lose track of time as we groove to music and eat up the miles.
But I frown when Sincere turns into a property that looks a little rundown from the outside.
“Uh. Is this it? I hope these people ain’t scammed me out of my money.”
Sincere’s leery voice causes me to giggle as he parks in a spot in front of the office. My eyes bounce around the area as I take in the separate buildings that don’t look like anything. In fact, they appear to be looking at dilapidated houses that could easily sit in the hood.
“Hopefully, we’re at the right place. Did you check the directions?”
“Yeah. I’m going to head in here to see what’s up. Honk if something moves out of place and you need me.”
More giggles escape my mouth as Sincere exits, hits the button to lock me inside, and heads into the doors of the main office.
My eyes bounce from the door to the area around me as I lightly bite my bottom lip.
I hope that this drive isn’t a waste of time.
But from the outside, I’m a little worried.
I get momentarily distracted when another vehicle pulls in, and I watch it move to one of the houses.
Another Black couple exits the car, and I smile as the man lovingly holds the woman.
I’m not sure why they’re here, but what I can see is the affection between them.
Only the chirp outside of Sincere’s remote forces me to shift my focus back to the front of the building.
Sincere walks toward the driver’s side with a paper bag in his hand.
My brows wrinkle as I seek clarification.
“So, are we at the right place? What’s in the bag?”
“We are. The clerk was cool and said they get those questions from every new customer who comes in. She gave us complimentary robes.”
“Oh, okay. Then let’s go see what lies behind these walls.”
Sincere nods, puts the key in the ignition, and then drives us to our designated house.
My leg bounces when he parks in front of our home away from home for this weekend.
Sincere exits, grabs our luggage, and then assists me out before he walks us to the door.
He enters a code, turns the knob, and my breath catches when we walk through the threshold.
“Wow. I would have never expected this.”
My eyes bounce around the room as I take in the hidden gem within this space.
A massage chair sits to my immediate left, a small table holding champagne in a bucket of ice, and chocolate-covered strawberries are on the right in front of us.
There’s a heart-shaped bed where red and white rose petals form a heart in the center.
Toward the back is an area with his/her sinks, and a jacuzzi-style tub sits there.
An employee must have recently been here as there’s a bubble bath waiting.
My feet move on their own as I take in the totality of this environment.
“Oh, my God! There’s a pool in here. Did you know that? Wow. This is beautiful.”
Sincere chuckles as he comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist. Security fills me instantly as warmth seeps into my body from his connection.
“This is the beginning. How about we shower the drive off and then take advantage of every amenity we have at our disposal?”
A shiver slides down my spine as my arousal enters the room from the huskiness within his words. Based on what’s available here, I already know a time is about to come.
“Sincere!” I pant as his hand connects with my erect nipples as he massages them gently.
Leaning down, he sucks my right nipple into his mouth like a vacuum as his hands continue to rub the left.
Have you ever felt something so sensual that you nearly lost your mind?
His suction is perfect, the wetness of his mouth, and the speed at which he moves his mouth over it sends my libido into flight.
But my God, when he alternates between sucking and licking, I nearly lose my damn mind. “Baby!”
“Ssh.”
“B-but—Sincere.”
Instead of responding verbally, his hands move down between my legs as he strokes my pearl. He pushes into me a few times before my legs shake from the intense orgasm that shoots through my body.
“Sincere!”
“Hm,” he says before placing a gentle kiss on my lips.
However, additional words fail me as I lie unmovable, my heart pumping wildly in my chest. I close my legs slowly before I turn on my side and snuggle into my pillow. Sated and now fully relaxed, sleep finds me seconds later.
I’m not sure how long I’m asleep before I’m awakened to slow strokes in and out of my wet tunnel.
“Ooh.” I purr throatily.
“That’s it, wake up for me, baby. These accommodations are too nice to spend our time asleep.”
“Oh, yes!” I pant as I return to the moment.
“Turn over and arch your back for me.”
It takes my foggy brain minutes to register the request as I get into position without rebuttal. Sincere’s hard dick eases into me from behind, and my eyes momentarily flutter to a close.
“Oh, my God!
“Damn, baby.”
“Fuck me!”
Slowly opening my eyes, I look over my shoulder, and I get lost in Sincere’s dick as it slides in and out of me. The sight is hypnotic, which causes me to throw my ass against his pelvis.
“Fuck! I love you, Journee.”
The declaration in his eyes brokers no argument as my heart skips a beat. Sincere’s recent actions have made me realize I don’t have to doubt the truth of his statement.
“I love you too.” My words are breathy but hold the same genuine inflection as his decree from moments ago.
Sincere’s thrusts increase as we create an intimate dance that this room calls for.
I love the thought and attention to detail that went into choosing this location, because it forces me to forget everything and everyone outside of what we’re doing in here.
Perspiration covers my back the longer Sincere pushes in and out of me.
My hands grip the blankets tight enough to shift the rose petals that once created a perfectly crafted heart.
When he pulls out of me, my brows hike as I ponder his reason for interrupting our groove.
But a smile slides into place when Sincere changes position and gives me instructions.
He sits up on the bed, crosses his legs in the Indian style, and leans against the headboard.
“Climb on.”
For a minute, I just stare at him, unsure if this position is going to be sturdy or pleasurable, as it’s one I’ve never done before. “Huh?”
“I didn’t stutter. Climb on, baby.”
I slowly move toward him and swing my legs over, making sure that I don’t kick him in the face. Once I straddle him, I wrap my hands around his neck and hover over him as I peer into his eyes. Before any words are spoken, he slams me onto his hard dick.
“Shit, baby.”
He lifts me up and down with so much force that I have to lock my fingers around his neck so I won’t fall off. My words stall in my throat as I adjust to the feel and pressure of our coupling.
Unable to delay it any more, my brain connects with my vocal cords. “Gotdamn Sincere. Fuucckkk.”
The force with which he rocks into me nearly steals my breath. His flexibility amazes me as he never loses his stride.
“Take this dick, baby,” he challenges as I moan in his ear.
Sincere’s dick grows harder with each stroke and pulses inside of me. His forehead has a small bead of moisture that begs to be wiped away. Leaning forward, I lick the wetness off and then make love to his mouth as my body continually bounces in his lap. I’m in heaven.
“That’s it, baby, bounce on your dick. Damn, I love you.”
I feel his balls tighten, which alerts me that his release is near.
“Cum with me,” I whimper as my own release approaches.
“Grrr. Ahh.” His face tightens as he grunts and groans before he releases inside of me, which forces my body to respond as my orgasm slams into me.
My mouth hangs open as no sound or words escape, and my body shakes uncontrollably. Stars burst in front of my eyes as I fight the urge to shed a few tears.
“That was—damn.”
I’m unable to move, as my eyes grow heavy with bliss and fatigue. My chest rises and falls heavily as silence fills the room. The tension I’ve been feeling eases in my shoulders, and for the first time in a long time, contentment enters my body.
“Before you fall asleep on me, I have something to ask you.” Sincere’s husky voice makes me lift my head and meet his eyes.
“Go ahead.”
I’m not sure whether the rise in my heart rate is due to fear or anticipation as I await his question.
“Will you move in with me? I’ve gotten used to you and Sweet Face in my space that now feels like a home. I no longer have the desire to live without either of you.”
A lopsided grin surfaces as I stare at the man that I love without resistance.
Sincere’s home has felt like mine since the first time I stayed there, so hearing that he wants my baby and me to live with him excites me.
My apartment was never intended to be our permanent residence, but I never had a reason to consider moving.
Sincere’s invitation certainly changes that as I nod my agreement and lean down to seal my acceptance with a passionate kiss that causes his dormant member to jump inside of me.
A smirk as the opportunity of going another round becomes my reality in this moment.