Chapter 28
CHAPTER 28
Tommy
B lackburn Farms stretched as far as the eye could see in all directions, a legacy carved into the rolling bluegrass hills of Kentucky.
Established before the Civil War, the land had been in my family for generations, passed down through the Blackburn line like a sacred trust.
The farm was massive—over thirty-five hundred acres of prime horse country, where our bloodlines had been bred for excellence.
All this would be mine to run someday, and I didn’t think I really understood the importance of that until I left Ireland.
Working side by side with Rory all those weeks gave me a new appreciation of what it meant to have passion for your work.
To me, Blackburn Farms was just an obvious legacy I’d inherit, but now I knew that it was more than blood.
It was about the soul.
At the heart of the operation stood the main training facility, a sprawling compound that housed two indoor arenas, a state-of-the-art breeding barn, and nearly a hundred stalls for the horses that were the lifeblood of this farm.
Beyond the training center, several large pastures were divided by white fencing, where the foals and yearlings grazed before beginning their training.
A team of over fifty employees, from trainers to farmhands, kept things running smoothly and it was indeed a well-oiled machine.
And then there was Blackburn Manor, built in the late 1800s.
The grand house was an elegant three-story structure with towering white columns, surrounded by massive oak trees that had stood longer than any of us.
It was where my parents still lived, where I had grown up, where generations of Blackburns had made their mark on this land.
It wasn’t lost on me that Fiona had the very same historical home back in Ireland, showcasing how very similar our backgrounds were.
The difference being, Blackburn Farms wasn’t a prison to me the way Glenhaven was to Fiona.
But today, none of that mattered.
I was back in the fold of my family, working with my dad until school started in a few weeks.
I stood at the edge of the training ring, the dew still shimmering on the bluegrass beyond the fence.
Dad stood in the center, one hand steady on a lunge line attached to a saddlebred colt, the other hand relaxed but ready with a long training whip.
The sunrise painted the sky in pale pink and gold, casting long shadows over the white-fenced paddocks that stretched across the farm.
In the distance, I heard the low nickers of mares and foals waking up in the pasture and the faint rumble of a feed cart from the main barn.
Normally, this scene would’ve filled me with pride and peace—our family’s land coming to life for another day—but this morning, my heart wasn’t in it.
Dad noticed.
He always did and was worried about me as he glanced over his shoulder.
“Bring your mind back here, son,” he called gently, clicking his tongue as the colt pranced at the end of the line.
“Easy now… that’s it.” His voice was calm and deep, a voice that had guided both horses and children for decades on this farm.
I dragged my focus back to the present, watching the young chestnut circle him.
The colt’s copper coat glistened with a light sweat as he moved in controlled circles, hooves thudding rhythmically on the packed dirt.
Dad had him in a steady trot now, the lunge line taut but yielding as the youngster tested the limits.
I watched from the fence rail, resting my arms across the top.
“He’s looking good,” I remarked, though my voice lacked its usual enthusiasm.
The colt tossed his head, showing off a white star on his face, but obeyed Dad’s gentle command to “Whoa.” Dad softened the line, and the colt slowed to a walk.
“He’s a quick learner,” Dad agreed.
He glanced over at me, his gaze sharp beneath the brim of his sweat-stained hat.
“That’s Nitro’s colt, isn’t it? Out of Marigold?”
“Yeah,” I confirmed.
I remembered when Marigold foaled this little guy two springs ago.
I was still in high school, waking up every two hours that night to check on her.
Those were never hardships because watching a new being come into this world, all scrawny and clumsy, was one of the highlights of my life.
The memory made my chest ache, and I must have drifted off again because Dad cleared his throat pointedly.
He gave the colt a moment’s rest, walking him in a smaller circle.
“Got a lot on your mind, Tommy?” he asked, keeping his tone casual.
But I could hear the concern underneath it.
“I guess,” I said quietly.
There was no use hiding it.
My mood had been written on my face for days.
Dad clucked to the colt and sent him out again, switching direction on the circle.
The young horse flicked an ear toward him, then obeyed, trotting the opposite way.
“Thinking about Fiona?”
Dad knew the answer to that question already, but he only asked to give me an out in case I didn’t want to talk about it.
Hearing her name, I sighed and nodded, leaning against the fence.
“Yeah,” I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper.
Saying it out loud made the sting of her pushing me away fresh again.
I swallowed hard and focused on the colt’s steady circuit rather than the pity I expected to see from my dad.
For a moment, all I heard was the swish of the lunge line and the birdsong coming from the oak trees by the barn.
Dad didn’t say anything immediately, just continued guiding the horse through a few more laps, and I knew he was chewing something over in his mind.
Patience was something he had taught me with horses—and people—and he was showing it now.
Finally, he spoke up, loud enough to be heard over the colt’s footfalls.
“I’m sorry, son.” His voice was sincere.
“I know that hurts and I wish I had some sound advice for you.”
I nodded, kicking at a clump of dirt by my boot.
“Yeah.” My throat tightened, and I forced myself to take a slow breath of the cool air.
The familiar scents of leather, horse sweat and fresh-cut hay rode on the breeze, usually comforting, though today they only reminded me of mornings I had spent with Fiona at Glenhaven.
Dad let out a sympathetic grunt.
“You need to have faith, Tommy. Anything could happen.”
Maybe.
But I wasn’t sure how it could work out for me.
I knew Fiona sent me away so that I’d remain safe from her father’s wrath, but her driving force was really to save Siobhan.
While I knew Fi loved me, she loved her sister more and that didn’t offend me in the slightest.
I admired her for her stance, but it didn’t mean her choice hadn’t hurt.
Dad reeled the colt in gradually to a slower gait and eventually a command to halt.
He walked up to him and patted his shoulder, murmuring praise.
The session was finished.
The young horse stood, sides heaving as he caught his breath, and Dad loosened the line.
“Come here, Tommy,” he said, waving me over.
I easily scaled the fence and crossed the ring to join him and the colt.
Up close, the horse nudged his nose against my arm, looking for a treat or just saying hello.
I couldn’t help but smile and offered him a peppermint.
“Good boy,” I whispered, grateful for the distraction of his gentle brown eyes.
Dad rested a hand on my shoulder.
“I know you’re hurting,” he said, his voice steady and warm.
“But I promise you, things will get better. Time provides a buffer against those feelings and you’ll be able to breathe better down the road. Until then, you need to have hope.”
My throat tightened again, but I nodded.
The colt bobbed his head as if in agreement, and Dad chuckled softly.
“But listen,” he continued.
“You’ve got a lot ahead of you and…” His words fell off and I noticed his attention had drifted past my shoulder to something behind me.
I turned to see what it was, and then, everything changed.
I saw the dust cloud first, a rising plume on the long gravel drive that cut through the pastures like a ribbon of pale smoke.
The sight of it sent a jolt straight through my chest.
My hands clenched into fists before relaxing again, my pulse hammering as I watched the black sedan roll steadily past the main house and head toward us.
The sunlight bounced off its polished hood, the tires crunching over the gravel in the quiet morning air.
I took a slow breath, steadying myself.
My boots were already moving, crossing the ring with long, purposeful strides where I scaled the fence once again.
The car rolled to a stop near the main barn, right in front of the hitching post where I had stood a hundred times before, rubbing down horses after morning rides, watching the sun crest over these hills that had been in my family for generations.
But none of it mattered at that moment.
Because the door opened—
And then she stepped out.
Fiona.
The breath whooshed from my lungs.
The sun hit her hair first, setting it ablaze in shades of deep red and copper, her curls bouncing slightly as she straightened.
The breeze lifted a few loose strands from her face, the same way it had the first time I ever saw her, smiling at me like she had already decided she was going to ruin me.
She scanned the farm, her expression uncertain, as if she couldn’t quite believe she was here.
She wore jeans and a dark green blouse with a tweed jacket.
Her boots, well-worn and scuffed at the toes, kicked up a small puff of dust as she shut the car door behind her.
She looked different somehow, yet still exactly the same.
For a second, I couldn’t breathe.
I glanced to her hand, the silver ring I’d given her glinting in the sun.
It had felt like an eternity since I’d last seen her.
Since I held her, since I heard her voice outside of my own dreams.
And now she was right in front of me, flesh and blood, real and solid and heartbreakingly beautiful.
She turned, finally meeting my gaze.
And then she smiled.
A small, tentative thing.
But it was enough to set something loose inside me.
I moved.
Before I even knew what I was doing, my boots carried me forward, crossing the space between us in long, quick strides until I stood directly in front of her.
Close enough to reach for her.
Close enough to feel the pull of everything we had been through, everything we had lost, and everything I never stopped wanting.
“Fiona,” I breathed, my voice rough from the weight of it all.
“What are you doing here?”
She tilted her head back, looking up at me, something vulnerable flickering written across her face.
“I’m here to marry ye if that offer still stands,” she replied with a sparkle in her eye.
“But… how?” I asked, completely bewildered.
“Let’s just say I made a deal with my father that he couldn’t refuse. He gave me permission to marry ye and bought me my plane ticket here.”
The words sent a chill skittering down my spine.
My jaw clenched.
“What kind of deal?”
She swallowed, tucking her hands into her coat pockets.
“The kind that got me here.”
I searched her face, my pulse hammering.
She was nervous, bracing for my reaction.
I softened and gently touched a strand of her hair, the touch grounding me in a way I hadn’t felt in weeks.
“Tell me.”
She took a breath, steadying herself.
“It turns out Rory left me his half of Glenhaven. I offered it to my dad in exchange for his permission to marry ye and his agreement to leave Siobhan alone.”
I froze.
Her half of Glenhaven.
The land of her people.
Her legacy.
The very thing that could have been her future, her independence, her security and…
she gave it up.
For me.
Fiona watched me closely, as if waiting for me to argue, to tell her she shouldn’t have done it.
But I couldn’t.
Because she chose me.
Despite everything, despite her father, despite how impossible this all seemed—she’d chosen me.
The pressure in my chest built, emotion swelling thick and unsteady.
My hands curled at my sides before I finally gave in and reached for her, pulling her into my arms.
She exhaled quietly, her body pressing against mine, her fingers curling into the fabric of my jacket like she wasn’t sure if she’d ever let go.
I wrapped my arms around her and held her as tightly as I dared, my chin resting against the crown of her head as I breathed her in, feeling the warmth of her, the weight of her.
She was here.
She was real.
“You’re really here,” I murmured into her hair.
She tilted her head back, her green eyes shining with something raw and unguarded.
“I told ye, didn’t I?” Her voice wobbled, but her lips curved slightly.
“Who knows what the future holds?”
I cupped her face, my thumbs brushing over the soft skin of her cheeks.
“I know one thing.”
She blinked up at me.
“What?”
I let a grin tug at my lips, my voice dropping low.
“I’m never letting you go again.”
Her breath hitched, and then she rose onto her toes, pressing her lips to mine.
The world faded.
The farm, the past, every struggle—it all disappeared as I kissed her, pouring everything I had into it.
Every word I hadn’t spoken.
Every fear, every longing, every goddamn mile that had separated us.
When we finally broke apart, I rested my forehead against hers, our breaths mingling in the cool morning air.
“Welcome to Blackburn Farms, Mrs. Blackburn.”
She laughed, still catching her breath.
“Not yet.”
I arched a brow.
“Then we’ve got a wedding to plan.”
Her smile grew, the tension in her shoulders finally easing.
And for the first time in weeks, the weight in my chest lifted.
Because Fiona was here.
And she was mine.
Forever.