23
EVERLY
I walk out of my six-week post-partum appointment with a huge smile on my face. Rowan wasn’t able to go with me to the appointment, so Axel drove me.
He sees my smile and smirks at me. “Someone got the all clear.”
“Shut it,” I say with a laugh.
Axel has become a good friend to me. He’s funny and kind and he would do anything for his club. He’s a beautiful man, too. I swear he looks like a taller, buffer version of Charlie Hunnam. Just don’t let Rowan hear me say that.
He drives me home and sticks around after Sophie and Asher leave. Sophie has been a godsend for me. She’s been so helpful with Hazel and my post-partum recovery. She’s close to delivering too and I can’t wait to meet her little girl. I’m excited that our girls will get to grow up together.
The prospects are still stationed around the house, but Axel insisted on staying here until Rowan comes home. He settles on the couch to watch television while I clean up the house a bit.
I’m anxious for Rowan to get home. He knew that I had my appointment today, but he didn’t know that if I got cleared, I’d be able to have sex.
I have been desperate for this man. I thought that my hormones were causing most of it before I had Hazel, but my attraction to him has only grown since I delivered her. He’s sweet and kind. He loves my daughter like she’s his. He’s protective and sexy . I can’t wait to jump his bones.
An hour later, I hear his motorcycle pull down the road.
Yes, I can tell that it’s his from the sound of his engine.
Axel hears it too and says his goodbyes before heading out to the garage to talk to Rowan.
It’s almost dark and I don’t know how I’m supposed to keep my cool until we put Hazel down for the night.
Rowan walks into the house through the garage looking so fine.
His dark hair is tousled from his helmet, the scruff on his face highlighting his sharp jawline, his whiskey-colored eyes are bright.
His leather cut clings to his body, his defined muscles straining against the fabric of his clothes. He’s a delicious specimen.
“Hey darlin’,” he murmurs as he strides over to me, pulling me into his arms and kissing me.
I moan into the kiss, melting into his touch. I almost surrender to it right then and there, but then I hear Hazel make a noise and it draws me back to the present. I pull away from his kiss and he meets me with an amused look.
“Are you ready to eat?” I squeak.
“Of course,” he says with a smirk, making me blush.
I grab our dinner off the stove and place it on the table.
We eat and talk about the run that Rowan went on.
He and Cane had to go meet our Tennessee charter halfway to Nashville to exchange some paperwork that we needed.
The Silver Springs charter is the founding charter of the Sovereign Sons and is the head charter because of it.
The other charters have to follow the Silver Springs’ rules.
It basically means that Grayson is the president, and Rowan is the vice president of the entire club.
It’s a lot of responsibility for the two of them.
He also fills me in on Sovereign Spirits.
The bar is doing well for the club, and I couldn’t be prouder of Rowan.
He brought the idea for the bar to the club, and it’s been a success so far.
We didn’t go to the grand opening because of everything, but I want to go see what they’ve been working so hard on.
I clean up the mess from dinner and feed Hazel when she gets fussy. Breastfeeding has been a beautiful bonding time for us, but today, it’s not easing my nerves like it usually would. I’m anxious and excited, and nothing is changing that.
“Why don’t you get comfortable, and I’ll put her in her crib?” Rowan offers.
“Sure,” I squeak.
We’ve been putting Hazel in her crib for small amounts of time, mostly when we’re still awake, to try to get her used to the idea of sleeping in her room. As much as I love having her in her bassinette through the night, I know that it’s easier to start them on a sleep schedule when they’re young.
I kiss Hazel’s chubby cheeks and hand her over to Ro. He can tell something is off with me; I can see it in his gaze. I don’t let him ask me about it, though. No, I just rush past him and go into our bedroom.
I close the door behind me and lean against it, sighing.
I try to get my heart rate under control.
I shouldn’t be this nervous. I want to move things forward with Rowan.
I want to take the next step in our relationship.
I already know that he’s here for me without sex involved.
I want the sex, though . I need it. I’ve never wanted anyone the way that I want him.
I take a deep breath and move away from the door, knowing I don’t have long until he’ll be in here, trying to find out what’s going on.
I quickly undress and pull out a black, lace bra and thong set.
The lace softly scrapes over my sensitive flesh making me squeeze my thighs together.
I walk into the bathroom and run a brush through my long hair, detangling it and then adjusting my bra straps in the mirror.
I take myself in. My cheeks are rosy, almost the same color as my nipples peaking through my lace bra. My stomach and hips have more stretch marks, and my hips and breasts are fuller, but I don’t hate this new body. Rowan makes me feel sexy every day.
I hear the door open and close. “Ev?”
I take a deep breath and walk into our bedroom. Rowan’s eyes bulge when he sees me. “I talked to my doctor today,” I murmur as I walk toward him. “I’m all cleared.”
His tongue flicks out to wet his lips as he reaches out and runs his fingers over my collar bone and down my chest, skating lightly over my breast. My skin pebbles in their wake. “Is that why your nerves are all over the place, baby?”
“Yes,” I reply breathily.
“Well,” he murmurs as his finger circles my nipple through the lace of my bra. “We’ll just have to settle those nerves.”
The next thing I know, I’m in his arms and he’s carrying me toward our bed. He lies me down and stands by the bed between my spread thighs.
“You look incredible, Everly,” he rasps as his eyes take in every inch of me. “Even better than I could have ever imagined. Let’s see if you taste better, too.”
He grabs my leg, flipping me onto my stomach and then grabs my hips, pulling them up so I’m on my knees. His fingers find the lace of my thong, and he pulls it down my thighs, letting the material fall to my knees. His hand roams over the skin of my ass, trailing down the globe to my pussy.
“You’re so fucking wet for me, Ev,” he groans as his thick finger slips inside me.
His thumb finds my clit and rubs gentle circles as he adds another finger. I clench around him and thrust my hips back, eager for more of him. He doesn’t give me his cock, though. He covers me with his mouth, instead.
I’ve never had a man eat my pussy from behind. I’ve never had a man be so close to my ass. It doesn’t make me uncomfortable, though, because it’s Rowan.
He’s effectively underneath me, sucking my clit while he fingers me, hitting that spot deep inside me. I’m so close to coming that it almost scares me. It has never happened this fast. I try to scoot away, but Rowan grabs my hips and pulls me back.
“Don’t even think about it,” he growls. “I’m not finished with you, yet.”
I moan and throw my head back as he pulls me onto his mouth, making me sit on his face. I’m sure he’ll suffocate, but he doesn’t seem to mind. “Oh fuck, Rowan. That feels so good.”
My praise only pushes him on. His tongue flicks my clit as he massages my g-spot, and I shatter. I collapse on top of his face. Luckily, his arms are wrapped around my thighs, because I would have crushed him.
I’m faintly aware of him flipping me onto my back. “You taste so fucking good, baby. Are you feeling okay?”
I open my eyes and find his heated gaze watching me. “I feel incredible.”
He gives me a smile before climbing from the bed.
I lift onto my elbows to find out where he’s going and see him strip off his cut, hanging it on the bedpost. He strips off his black t-shirt, revealing tanned skin, hard muscles, and black tattoos that only sharpen the appearance of his physique.
My eyes roam over his happy trail as he reaches for the button on his jeans and flicks it open, sliding the zipper down and kicking his jeans off.
He’s left in dark grey boxer briefs that do nothing to hide his hard cock that is straining for release.
I bite my lip as he pulls his underwear down his legs. His cock springs free and I’m instantly worried that he won’t fit. I should have known that a man as large as Rowan would be packing a huge cock. It’s slightly lighter than his tanned skin with a darker head that’s leaking pre-come.
He kneels on the bed as he strokes his cock. “I can’t wait to feel you wrapped around me, baby.”
“Then hurry up,” I mutter, making him chuckle.
“Anything for you,” he says as he spreads my legs and lines himself up. He slides inside and we both groan as he bottoms out. “Fuck, baby. You’re so damn tight.”
We both stay like that for a moment, breathing each other in. Worry suddenly crosses over Rowan’s face. “Shit, I don’t have a condom on.”
“Don’t worry, I got the shot a couple of weeks ago. We’re good to go.”
“Fuck,” he groans and then he starts to move.
He thrusts into me, swiveling his hips to grind against my clit. I grab his muscular ass and pull him closer to me. He feels so fucking good, but I don’t usually come from penetration alone.
“Give me one more,” he growls as his thrusts quicken.
“I don’t think I can,” I moan in frustration.
He doubles his efforts, thrusting into me and reaching between us to massage my clit. It only takes a few thrusts for me to detonate. I come and my vision darkens. It’s like the world falls away and all that’s left is the feeling of my orgasm.
When my vision returns, I see the exertion on Rowan’s face as he tries not to come, but my orgasm is too much for him. My pussy milks him. He groans as he comes and collapses on top of me.
After we catch our breath, Rowan slips to my side and pulls me close to him, kissing me softly. When he pulls back, our lips are still barely touching.
“I love you, Everly,” he murmurs making my heart clench.
“I love you too, Rowan,” I rasp.
I do love him. I didn’t think it was possible after losing Travis and finding out about his betrayal, but Rowan wouldn’t let that happen. He forced his way into my life and into my heart, and I couldn’t be happier for it.