Chapter 10 #3
“Your teapots,” Kitay repeated incredulously. “Your teapots are a priority right now.”
“They were a gift to my father from the Dragon Emperor, may his soul rest in peace.” The magistrate surveyed the top-heavy wagon. “Oh, that reminds me—don’t forget the vase on the patio.”
He looked imploringly at Rin.
She was dazed from the afternoon heat, exhausted from hours of packing the magistrate’s entire estate into several ill-prepared moving vehicles.
She noticed in her stupor that the magistrate’s jowls quivered hilariously when he spoke.
Under different circumstances she might have pointed that out to Kitay.
Under different circumstances, Kitay might have laughed.
The magistrate gestured again to the vase. “Be careful with that, will you? It’s as old as the Red Emperor. You might want to strap it down to the back of the wagon.”
Rin stared at him in disbelief.
“Sir?” Kitay asked.
The magistrate turned to look at him. “What?”
With a grunt, Kitay raised the crate over his head and flung it to the ground.
It landed on the dirt with a hard thud, not the tremendous crash Rin had rather been hoping for.
The wooden lid of the crate popped off. Out rolled several very nice porcelain teapots, glazed with a lovely flower pattern.
Despite their tumble, they looked unbroken.
Then Kitay took to them with a slab of wood.
When he was done smashing them, he pushed his wiry curls out of his face and whirled on the sweating magistrate, who cringed in his seat as if afraid Kitay might start smashing at him, too.
“We are at war,” Kitay said. “And you are being evacuated because for gods know what reason, you’ve been deemed important to this country’s survival. So do your job. Reassure your people. Help us maintain order. Do not pack your fucking teapots.”
Within days, the Academy was transformed from a campus to a military encampment. The grounds were overrun with green-clad soldiers from the Eighth Division of the nearby Ram Province, and the students were absorbed into their number.
The Militia soldiers were a stoic, curt crowd. They took on the Academy students begrudgingly, all the while making it very clear that they thought the students had no place in the war.
“It’s a superiority issue,” Kitay speculated later. “Most of the soldiers were never at Sinegard. It’s like being told to work with someone who in three years would have been your superior officer, even though you have a decade of combat experience on them.”
“They don’t have combat experience, either,” said Rin. “We’ve fought no wars in the last two decades. They know less of what they’re doing than we do.”
Kitay couldn’t argue with that.
At least the arrival of the Eighth Division meant the return of Raban, who was tasked with evacuating the first-year students out of the city, along with the civilians.
“But I want to fight!” protested a student who barely came up to Rin’s shoulder.
“Fat lot of good you’ll do,” Raban answered.
The first-year stuck out his chin. “Sinegard is my home. I’ll defend it. I’m not a little kid, I don’t have to be herded out like all those terrified women and children.”
“You are defending Sinegard. You’re protecting its inhabitants. All those women and children? You’re in charge of their safety. Your job is to make sure they get to the mountain pass. That’s quite a serious task.” Raban caught Rin’s eye as he shepherded the first-years out of the main gate.
“I’m scared some of the younger ones are going to sneak back in,” he told her quietly.
“You’ve got to admire them,” said Rin. “Their city’s about to be invaded and their first thought is to defend it.”
“They’re being stupid,” said Raban. He spoke with none of his usual patience. He looked exhausted. “This is not the time for heroism. This is war. If they stay, they’re dead.”
Escape plans were made for the students. In case the city fell, they were to flee down the little-known ravine on the other side of the valley to join the rest of the civilians in a mountain hideout where they couldn’t be reached by the Federation battalions. This plan did not include the masters.
“Jima doesn’t think we can win,” said Kitay. “She and the faculty are going to go down with the school.”
“Jima’s just being cautious,” said Raban, trying to lift their spirits. “Sunzi said to plan for every contingency, right?”
“Sunzi also said that when you cross a river, you should burn the bridges so that your army can’t entertain thoughts of retreating,” said Kitay. “This sounds a lot like retreating to me.”
“Prudence is different from cowardice,” said Raban. “And besides, Sunzi also wrote that you should never attack a cornered foe. They’ll fight harder than any man thinks possible. Because a cornered enemy has nothing to lose.”
The days seemed to both stretch for an eternity and disappear before anything could get done.
Rin had the uncomfortable sense that they were just waiting around for the enemy to land on their front porch.
At the same time she felt frantically underprepared, as if battle preparations were not being done quickly enough.
“I wonder what a Federation soldier looks like,” Kitay said as they descended the mountain to pick up sharpened weapons from the armory.
“They have arms and legs, I’m guessing. Maybe even a head.”
“No, I mean, what do they look like?” Kitay asked. “Like Nikara? All of the Federation came from the eastern continent. They’re not like Hesperians, so they must look somewhat normal.”
Rin couldn’t see why this was relevant. “Does it matter?”
“Don’t you want to see the face of the enemy?” Kitay asked.
“No, I don’t,” she said. “Because then I might think they’re human. And they’re not human. We’re talking about the people who gave opium to toddlers the last time they invaded. The people who massacred Speer.”
“Maybe they’re more human than we realize,” said Kitay. “Has anyone ever stopped to ask what the Federation want? Why is it that they must fight us?”
“Because they’re crammed on that tiny island and they think Nikan should be theirs.
Because they fought us before and they almost won,” Rin said curtly.
“What does it matter? They’re coming, and we’re staying, and at the end of the day whoever is alive is the side that wins.
War doesn’t determine who’s right. War determines who remains. ”
All classes at Sinegard ceased to meet. The masters resumed positions they had retired from decades ago.
Irjah took over strategic command of the Sinegardian Reserve Forces.
Enro and her apprentices returned to the city’s central hospital to set up a triage center.
Jima assumed martial command over the city, a position she shared with the Ram Warlord.
This involved, in parts, shouting at city officials and at obstinate squadron leaders.
The outlook was grim. The Eighth Division was three thousand men strong, hardly enough to take on the reported invading force of ten thousand.
The Ram Warlord had sent for reinforcements from the Third Division, which was returning from patrol up north by the Hinterlands, but the Third was unlikely to arrive before the Federation did.
Jiang was rarely available. He was always either in Jima’s office going over contingency plans with Irjah, or not on campus at all. When Rin finally managed to track him down, he seemed harried and impatient. She had to run to keep up with him on his way down the steps.
“We’re putting lessons on hiatus,” he said. “I’m sure you’ve noticed there’s no time for that now. I can’t devote the time to train you properly.”
He made to brush past her, but she grabbed his sleeve. “Master, I wanted to ask—what if we called the gods? I mean, against the Federation?”
“What are you talking about?” He seemed faintly aghast. “Now is hardly the time for this.”
“Surely there are battle applications to what we’ve been studying,” she pressed.
“We’ve been studying how to consult the gods,” he said. “Not how to bring them back down to earth.”
“But they could help us fight!”
“What? No. No.” He flapped his hands, growing visibly agitated as he spoke. “Have you not listened to a word I’ve said these past two years? I told you, the gods are not weapons you can just dust off and use. The gods won’t be summoned into battle.”
“That’s not true,” she said. “I’ve read the reports from the Red Emperor’s crusades. I know the monks summoned gods against him. And the tribes of the Hinterlands—”
“The Hinterlanders consult the gods for healing. They seek guidance and enlightenment,” Jiang interrupted.
“They do not call the gods down onto earth, because they know better. Every war we’ve fought with the aid of the gods, we’ve won at a terrible consequence.
There is a price. There is always a price. ”
“Then what’s the point?” she snapped. “Why learn Lore at all?”
His expression then was terrible. He looked as he had that day Sunzi the pig was slaughtered, when she told him she wanted to pledge Strategy. He looked wounded. Betrayed.
“The point of every lesson does not have to be to destroy,” he said. “I taught you Lore to help you find balance. I taught you so that you would understand how the universe is more than what we perceive. I didn’t teach you so that you could weaponize it.”
“The gods—”
“The gods will not be used at our beck and call. The gods are so far out of our realm of understanding that any attempt to weaponize them can only end in disaster.”
“What about the Phoenix?”
Jiang stopped walking. “Oh, no. Oh, no, no, no.”
“The god of the Speerlies,” said Rin. “Each time it has been called, it has answered. If we could just . . .”
Jiang looked pained. “You know what happened to the Speerlies.”
“But they were channeling fire long before the Second Poppy War! They practiced shamanism for centuries! The power—”
“The power would consume you,” Jiang said harshly.
“That’s what fire does. Why do you think the Speerlies never won back their freedom?
You’d think a race like that wouldn’t have remained subordinate for long.
They would have conquered all of Nikan, if their power were sustainable.
How come they never revolted against the Empire?
The fire killed them, Rin, just as it empowered them.
It drove them mad, it robbed them of their ability to think for themselves, until all they knew to do was fight and destroy as they had been ordered.
The Speerlies were obsessed with their own power, and as long as the Emperor gave them free license to run rampant with their bloodlust, there was very little they cared about.
The Speerlies were collectively deluded.
They called the fire, yes, but they are hardly worth emulating.
The Red Emperor was cruel and ruthless, but even he had the good sense never to train shamans in his Militia, outside of the Speerlies.
Treating the gods as weapons only ever spells death. ”
“We’re at war! We might die anyway. So maybe calling the gods gives us a fighting chance. What’s the worst that could happen?”
“You’re so young,” he said softly. “You have no idea.”
After that, Rin saw neither hide nor hair of Jiang on campus at all. Rin knew he was deliberately avoiding her, as he had before her Trials, as he did whenever he didn’t want to have a conversation. She found this incredibly frustrating.
You’re so young.
That was even more frustrating.
She wasn’t so young that she didn’t know her country was at war. Not so young that she hadn’t been tasked to defend it.
Children ceased to be children when you put a sword in their hands. When you taught them to fight a war, then you armed them and put them on the front lines, they were not children anymore. They were soldiers.
Sinegard’s time was running out. Scouts reported daily that the Federation force was almost on their doorstep.
Rin couldn’t sleep, though she desperately needed to.
Each time she closed her eyes, anxiety crushed her like an avalanche.
During the day her head swam with exhaustion and her eyes burned, yet she could not calm herself enough to rest. She tried meditating, but terror plagued her mind; her heart raced and her breath contracted with fear.
At night, when she lay alone in the darkness, she heard over and over the call of the Phoenix. It plagued her dreams, whispered seductively to her from the other realm. The temptation was so great that it nearly drove her mad.
I will keep you sane, Jiang had promised.
But he had not kept her sane. He had shown her a great power, a tantalizingly wonderful power strong enough to protect her city and country, and then he had forbidden her from accessing it.
Rin obeyed, because he was her master, and the allegiance between master and apprentice still meant something, even in times of war.
But that didn’t stop her from going into his garden when she knew he was not on campus, and shoving several handfuls of poppy seeds in her front pocket.