Chapter 71
REED
Iroll onto my opposite side and look at the clock on my nightstand. This is pointless. I’m not going to be able to fall asleep while my brain is still wracked with images of Georgina having sex with someone else. Oh, God. I roll over again, feeling like I’m going to puke from stress.
After my horrifying phone call with Georgina ended, I drove straight to her hotel, thinking maybe she was lying to me about not being there, simply to keep me from coming.
But she wasn’t there. So, I chatted up the concierge in the lobby, trying to figure out what nearby clubs or bars had live music.
Specifically, what places might have featured a solo musician tonight, since Georgina said, “And when the musician is done performing...” But, unfortunately, the concierge didn’t have any useful suggestions.
After that, I drove around aimlessly, like a madman, scoping out random hotspots, in search of Georgina’s parked car.
And when I didn’t see Georgina’s car anywhere—not surprisingly, considering I was looking for a needle in a haystack in a city of four million people—I simply kept going. Driving. Searching. Freaking out.
When my search of Hollywood came up empty, I drove to Westwood—the neighborhood immediately adjacent to UCLA—figuring Georgina might have gone back to her old stomping grounds.
I even went into Bernie’s Place, looking for her.
But, nope. She wasn’t there, either. At every turn, I came up empty-handed. No Georgina.
And that’s when I had a batshit crazy, paranoid thought: what if, when Georgina casually referenced “the musician,” she meant to do it?
What if that wasn’t a slip or an incidental bit of information I’d cleverly picked up on?
What if that telltale phrase had been the entire point of Georgina’s little speech to me?
What if Georgina was actually calling me, specifically to tell me, in code, she was heading into a bar to watch a performance. .. by Troy Eklund?
The very thought of Georgina being in the same room with Troy nearly sent me into cardiac arrest. My rational brain knew I was being paranoid, and that the chances were slim. But then again, Georgina did know all about Stephanie Moreland. So, why wouldn’t she know about Troy, too?
I googled Troy’s name and quickly found out he was scheduled to play at some dive bar called Slingers in West Hollywood tonight.
So, off I went, all the way back to that side of town.
Even though I knew I’d literally commit murder, thereby ruining my life, if I walked into that bar and found Troy with his hands or lips on Georgina.
Thankfully, though, when I got to Slingers, I didn’t see Troy, or Georgie, anywhere.
And when I chatted up the bartender, I found out Troy had played his set earlier, as scheduled, thereafter flirted with several women, per usual, and then left about fifteen minutes before my arrival with a blonde who’d practically swallowed his face in the few minutes before they’d cut out.
Also, per usual. It was all excellent news, obviously. Also, proof I’m losing my damned mind.
Finally, when I’d exhausted all my ideas, I drove to Georgina’s hotel.
Which was where I saw her convertible in the parking lot.
I was glad to see she’d returned to the hotel.
.. but sick to my stomach to think she might not be alone in her room.
Oh, God, how I toyed with the idea of going to Georgina’s room and knocking on her damned door.
But, somehow, I refrained. I forced myself to leave and drive home, even though my heart felt like it was bleeding.
And now, here I am. Tossing and turning as I await a return text from Georgina—confirmation she’s alone in that fucking hotel room.
Exhaling in resignation, I grab my phone and tap out another text to her, asking her if she’s home yet, even though I know she is... Also, even though I’ve already sent her three similar texts, none of which she’s answered.
Are you back at your hotel yet? PLEASE REPLY.
This time, Georgina texts back immediately.
I told you not to text me, Mr. Rivers.
A huge smile spreads across my face. If she’s answering me, then she’s alone. Has she been alone all night... or did whatever guy from the bar just now leave?
Me: Just want to make sure you’re safe and sound.
Georgina: Do I need to sic my lawyers on you? That’s four texts tonight. You’ve long since crossed into stalker territory, dude.
Me: I thought you said you were turning off your phone until morning.
Georgina: I lied. That’s this thing where a person says one thing but does another. Oh, wait, I don’t need to explain that to you. You know all about lying, don’t you?
Again, I smile. Even when Georgina is bitch-slapping me, she turns me on.
Me: Are you back at your hotel?
Georgina: None of your business.
Me: Just want to be sure you’re safe.
Georgina: My safety isn’t your concern.
Me: Yes, it is. You’re my friend, remember?
Also, you’re working on the special issue.
While you’re doing that, your safety is my top priority.
If you don’t tell me where you are, then I’ll call your father to ask him if he happens to know how to use the “Find My iPhone” feature.
I’m assuming you’re on your father’s phone plan?
Georgina: Goddammit! You can’t keep doing that! Yes, I’m at my hotel, you wack job! I’ve been here for well over an hour, doing research on my laptop.
Me: Did you get hit on at the bar?
Georgina: What do you think?
My heart rate spikes.
Me: But did you come back to your room alone?
Georgina: None of your business. But because I’m a saint, and we’re friends, I will admit the guy who hit on me at the bar was a turd. He was good looking, but within two minutes of talking to him, I hated his guts. And not in a good way. Not the way I hate your guts. Like, for real.
I sigh with the force of a thousand hurricanes. And smile at the backhanded compliment.
Me: Thank you for telling me that. I had a semi-psychotic breakdown tonight, imagining you going home with someone else. The thought damn near gave me a stroke. I actually drove around for hours tonight, aimlessly looking for your parked car outside random bars.
Georgina: You did not.
Me: I did. Bernie says hi, btw.
Georgina: You went to Bernie’s Place? Well, that’s not crazy or anything.
Me: You drive me crazy.
Georgina: Good.
Me: Georgie, let me come to your hotel now. I need to see you.
Georgina: It’s almost 3:00.
Me: I don’t care.
Georgina: Well, I do. I’ve got important meetings at work tomorrow, including one with CeeCee and Zasu. I need to get some sleep, so I can kick ass tomorrow.
I feel oddly encouraged about this entire exchange. She isn’t shutting down the concept of seeing me, really. She seems to be saying now isn’t a good time.
Me: Okay, let me take you out to dinner tomorrow night.
Georgina: Zasu and I are doing a working dinner tomorrow night, probably until late into the night.
Me: Lunch tomorrow, then.
Georgina: Like I said, I’m going to be in meetings at RnR tomorrow.
Me: Still, you need to eat.
Georgina: I’ll grab a sandwich at my desk.
Me: When can I see you?
Three little dots wiggle underneath my text, signaling Georgina is typing. But, suddenly, the dots disappear. And no text from her arrives for a long moment. I stare at the screen for what seems like forever, willing something to appear, until, finally:
Georgina: I’m sure our paths will cross organically, thanks to the special issue. Let’s let fate take the wheel.
Me: Fuck fate. I’m taking the wheel.
Georgina: I’ve got to get some sleep. Goodnight, Reed.
I stare at my phone. Excitement, disappointment, determination, relief coursing through me. Finally, I tap out my reply.
Me: Goodnight, sweetheart. Sweet dreams. XO
Again, those three little wiggling dots appear underneath my text, and I hold my breath, praying for a little “XO” from Georgina in reply to mine. But another text from Georgina never comes. And so, finally, I put my phone on the nightstand, roll over and force myself to sleep.