Starting over
I walked out of his house and out of his life, I knew it in me that I deserved better than all of that.
I took a deep breath and slowly walked towards the road with my bags in my hand, My eyes got clouded with tears but I blinked them back, I wasn't going to get weak here!
No! I will not be weak. I stood by the side walk and waited for a taxi, I boarded a taxi and got home
Now i am back to square one.
. isn't it so funny? Few weeks back I was offered a contract to be a fake girlfriend but I couldn't even try to stay long in the contract, I was already falling in love with him
Haha!
My life really sucks now doesn't it? I got down from the taxi and paid the driver, Taking my bags in my hand as i turned to look at my apartment
At least I still have my home here, Waiting for me.
I walked towards the door and opened the front door
Well now I am back and here for good!
No job
No friends
No love
Well isn't everything working out perfectly for me, I chuckled and set my bag on the couch and collapsed on the couch, I thought about everything that had happened and A tear escaped my eye.
How could I have been so foolish to let Jace take me for such a fool?
How could I have given him my body just like that!
Well yes now I am paying for my stupidity. I had absolutely nothing now.
I cried and cried till I felt slightly better.
I stood up to put my bags in my room.
It Looked like its been months i came here, but it's just been some few weeks since I was here,
I gently laid on my bed and cuddled myself "I'll deal with all my problems tomorrow" I thought to myself. As i slowly drifted into darkness.
The next day, I woke up with a terrible terrible headache, my head pounded immediately i sat up, I was still in my yesterday's clothing! I slept all through the day yesterday, How did i do that? And I didn't even wake up once to use the restroom, Nothing!
I really outdid myself with my tears now didn't i? I got up as i made my way into the kitchen, well i had nothing to eat here.I sighed and leaned against the zinc
I definitely cannot live like this, can I ?
" I walked back to my room and stripped off my clothes as I stepped into the bathroom.
I needed a cold bath and that was what i got.
I turned on the shower and let the water pour unto my head.
After a refreshing bath I towel dried my body and changed into a tank top and shorts, Tying my hair into a loose bun .
I decided to stop sulking and look for a job, Jace had done what he wanted to and I would do what I want too.
So I took out my laptop and searched for job vacancies.
I sent my resume to some companies.
I closed my laptop and put a call through to Lisa, After about two rings she picked up the phone
"Hey babes, are you around?" I asked meekly and heard some shuffling over the phone
"Yes what's up, You don't sound like yourself, I'll be over in a few minutes" she said rushed out and a small smile appeared on my face
"Wait Lisa, i left jace's place i am now at my house, I'll be expecting you and If you don't mind can you get something eatable on your way?" I say and and heard a low yes before cutting the call
The weekend went by quickly and it was Monday,
My interview is today, I looked at myself in the mirror, i looked thinner but still okay
I brought out a black skirt and blue chiffon top to match, I tied my hair into a ponytail, wore my shoes and set out .
I got to the company where the interview was being held