Chapter 23
RILEY
“You nervous?” I ask, arranging the pillows against the headboard and wriggling around until I find a spot that’s comfortable.
I’m naked except for a red jockstrap that matches the one Luke is currently looking delicious in.
The way the straps accentuate the perfect, round globes of his ass and the deep dimples in his lower back makes my mouth water.
Luke has the most incredible ass of any man I’ve ever seen.
My boy has no business being cheeked up like that. It’s distracting.
After we released our sexy Christmas decorating video to Fanboy, we couldn’t ignore the fans’ speculation any longer.
I should’ve known that video would tip them off that Luke and I are living together, and maybe subconsciously, I wanted them to know.
I’m proud to call him my boyfriend, and even though we weren’t hiding it, exactly, I’m glad it’s out in the open now. Or it’s about to be.
To celebrate the new year, Jess suggested we do a live Q there was a lot more bottom shaming in the industry back then, and I was considered too ‘masculine’ for that. I’ve thought about setting up a collab for a flip or something, but it’s never really come up before tonight.
People seem to like what I do now, so why fix what’s not broken?
I’ve enjoyed it when I’ve done it, but when I say it’s been a while, I mean like… years.”
I guess I never really thought about the fact that his start in the industry with the big studios would dictate his role in the bedroom, and sadness for him twinges in my chest. I don’t think about our age difference often, but I’m amazed at how different my experience is from his in this business just because I showed up a few years later.
I love sex, whether I’m topping or bottoming, and I’m glad I have the freedom now to choose either one without anyone else’s opinion pushing me to do one or the other.
“Is topping something you’d want to do?” he asks.
“Oh, sure,” I say easily, toweling off after I finish washing my face.
“I’ve always considered myself vers. But my ex was a total top, so I was fine to bottom for him.
I’ve hooked up and topped, though. I really do enjoy aspects of both, so I’m fine with whatever my partner likes.
” I hang up my towel and move behind him, sliding my arms around his waist and nosing at the shell of his ear.
“In case you were worried, I’ve been feeling like I’m missing out or something…
I’m not. I love our sex. I love having you inside me.
” I nibble gently at his earlobe, reaching down to grab one of his ass cheeks and jiggle it in my grip.
“But I definitely would not turn down a chance to get in that ass.”
He chuckles at that and turns his head to kiss me softly on the lips. “Noted. Let’s make it a payday then. I’ll call Nate and see if he can make time for us. I’m sure he’ll come up with something that will have all the fanboys salivating for this one.”