Chapter 49
Aarohi's POV :
"Shouldn't I be the one in his place?"
I heard an annoying voice and replied while feeding vivi "I already told you many times 'No'."
I looked up while petting vivi and saw a sulking Vayansh.
"He can feed himself, can't he?"
"So can you." I replied.
He argued "But I am still injured so I should be the one getting your attention."
I hid my smile as I replied "But weren't you fine when you insisted on starting work and going to your office?"
"But you didn't let me go so that means I am still injured, jaan. Stop giving that puppy all of your attention." He shifted on the bed now facing me completely.
"I can't believe it. Are you jealous of vivi, Ansh?" I shook my head in disbelief.
"Ofcourse not! I am just stating the fact that I should be the centre of your attention."
I could practically imagine him pouting right now. It would look amusing on his serious as hell face.
I petted vivi and told him "Vivi you have to eat by yourself now because you see that big man sitting on the bed, he can't feed himself. You are a Good boy!"
I walked to the bed and taking his untouched plate full of food I started to feed him.
It's been a week since Ansh woke up and a day since he was discharged from the hospital.
Like a madman he is, he insisted on going to the work from the same day by claiming that he is alright now but no one let him go.
Of course He can't go to work for at least 2 more week. He needs to be fully fit to go anywhere.
"Finish your food then I will do your dressing." I said.
He chuckled so I asked "What's so funny?"
He replied "I remembered something."
I eyed him "What?"
"Uhmm.. Something like... Someone was glaring at a nurse when she was changing my dressings."
This time he fed me when I put a spoon in front of his lips.
I frowned and replied "She was practically eye-fucking you. Didn't you saw how she was looking at your body and noticing your tattoos as if she has any rights?"
Of course I was glaring at her and why not? When she was so shamelessly looking at my husband.
Her duty was to change the dressings not to look at my husband.
So since then I am changing his dressings.
I was so mad that Ansh asked her to leave the dressing in the middle and did it himself because I didn't knew how to do it.
I scolded him because he asked her to leave but of course I didn't intervain when he did that.
They could have send some male staff who wouldn't eye-fuck my husband.
Well then from the next day I started doing his dressings with his help and now I know how to do it so I am good now.
He gulped the food "It was her work."
"Don't argue with me now, Ansh."
He chuckled "Yes, My Queen."
"Found a new nickname?"
"A Real one. This one suits you the best."
"Stop flirting." He fed me another bite.
"Who else will I flirt with if not my wife?"
"Then stop taking her side." I mumbled while playing with the spoon.
He acted to gasp "You thought that? Of course I am at your side. Whatever you says is always right."
"You better be."
He chuckled "Now you admit."
"What?"
"That you like touching my naked body, don't you?" He asked and his expression looks like he is asking about the weather.
I stuttered "S..stop talking nonsense."
After that he didn't said anything and just keeps looking at me while he had his food then I did his dressing.
So what that I like touching him?
He is my husband after all.
Blood rushed to my cheeks as he took my handa which were busy in tying the bandage and put them on his chest.
To be precise his naked chest.
I think I am gonna die because my heart was beating so fast.
"You can touch, you know? You are my wife after all." He claimed.
My focus was still on my hands kept on his chest.
Naked chest.
Oh my heaven!!
He chuckled again "Oh my! You are still so shy, my sweet. It's not like you haven't touched me before. Oh! You are so wild while having s-"
I shut his mouth with my hands before he could complete that sentence.
"Have some shame!! How can you be so shameless?"
I removed my hands when I was convinced he won't complete his sentence.
"I was merely stating a fact."
"Not needed. And... I.. am not like that."
He kissed my cheek and mumbled "Sure!"
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I looked at the breath taking view in front of me. I felt like it's been years since I have been here but it's barely been more than 8 months.
This place reminds me of my marriage.
It was wrong. So immoral. I don't even want to remember it.
But it was the incident that led me to where I am today.
We are at the cliff today, the same place where all of this started.
The same place where my life changed.
The same place where I first saw him.
The same place where I fell in love with him.
Yes, I didn't realise that back then but I started to love him since starting, the way we used to meet accidentally again and again and talk about random things.
But what Vayansh did afterwards made me hate him for that. It still angers me thinking about that but I guess I love him enough to leave the past behind.
It was my idea to come here and I practically dragged Vayansh here.
It's been more than a week since he was discharged from the hospital and he is doing fine now.
I thought he needed some fresh air and space so I decided to bring him here.
"You know I still hate you for that day." I mumbled while still lost in my thoughts.
I heard him sigh "Oh Love, I can't explain how sorry I am for that. How much I regret forcing you? I.. I was a monster before you came into my life."
He grabbed my hands bringing me back to reality "To tell you the truth, I earlier thought that this was just an obsession, that I will lose interest. I apologise again to even think that lowly. I never thought you would change my life like this, change me like this."
"Lose interest? How many girls have you already lost interest in?"
I didn't mean to sound so harsh but I know I did. I was offended. I know that's not his intention but I can't help it.
"I promise you Love, You are the only one in my life and you will always be the only one for me.
My past means nothing to me. It was even there because I thought I would never love anyone.
I swear if I get a chance to change it I would change it in a heartbeat.
And... To assure you, it is not as much as you are thinking. "
I know I shouldn't be like this and the past shouldn't matter and it doesn't but I still felt something in my chest.
What matters the most is that he loves me.
"Did.. you ever loved any-"
"No. Never, my sweet. You are the first and you will be the last."
His reply was instant even before I could complete my sentence.
I don't even know why we are discussing this. Why am I asking him about all this when I knows he only loves me.
There is no doubt in this and that's why I am still here... with him.
"It's ok Ansh. I was not angry at you for that. Everyone has their past. I didn't bring you here to discuss that. We are here to take some fresh air and I also have something important to talk to you about."
What is it?" His body was stiff when he asked this question.
I know what he is thinking so I said "No Ansh.. I am not going to talk about that again. I am not going to show my back to this issue but now I decided to face it."
I turned away from him and looked at the beautiful view ahead then continued "I won't leave you but I have a few conditions, Ansh. I can't just accept the fact that you are involved in illegal things."
He immediately replied "I accept. I accept your every condition."
"First hear me out."
"I don't need to, Love. Because to me, Nothing is more important than you."
"Fine. So let me start with my first condition, You will never hurt any innocent person let alone kill anyone."
"I don't do that, my sweet. I am not a tyrant to kill anyone I see." His eyebrows furrowed as he said that.
"Secondly, You will minimise your killing as much as possible because I know you can't stop that. If you won't kill, others will kill you."
He raised his one eyebrow "Why not ask me to leave all that?"
I stare at him "Can you? You can't Ansh and I won't ask you something which you can't do. I have done my research and got to know that even if you left it all that world will never leave you alone. You have enough enemies who won't let you live peacefully afterwards."
He chuckled "So considerate of you."
"Third, You... won't touch me with the same hands you killed with. What I mean is that the day you kill anyone you won't touch me that day. I don't want that." I mumbled the last line.
His frown deepened when I added "By that day I mean for at least 24 hours."
"Hey! Don't do that to me. I will shower as much times as you say but.. that..."
I crossed my arms over my chest "I mean that type of touch Ansh."
"I know you mean sex by that."
I hit his chest for saying that as blood rushed to my face.
"My sweet."
"I mean every intimate acts."
"But-"
"Do you accept that or not?"
"Not just the last one?" He tested.
I shook my head "All or none. I could add more if I remember anything else."
"Have some mercy and reduce the time at least?" He begged.
When I didn't reply he agreed which surprised me to be honest.
He then asked "Even if I seduce my beautiful wife?"
He winked at me at last making me gasp.
This Man!
He hugged me from behind when I chuckled at his words.
"I Love You." He whispered in my ear.
Shiver ran through my spine as I felt tingles in my stomach.
He tightened his grip and kissed my cheek "You don't have anything to say?"
"Like?" I asked to tease him.
"Like.... You love me back or something?"
"Do I? Let me think..."
"You.... Little minx"
He called out making me laugh.
I turned back and wrapped my arms around his neck smiling ear to ear.
"I Love You, Husband."
I whispered to his lips then took him into a sweet confessing kiss.