Chapter 11 #2
It took them three days to make it to Lochlan’s keep. Ewan didn’t speak to her at all, even though Nora did everything she could to engage him in conversation.
He wouldn’t even look at her.
He acted as if she didn’t exist at all.
“Nay,” Catarina had said when she had told the gypsy of her feelings. “He acts as if the sight of you is more than he can bear. He knows Ryan has a claim on you and it’s tearing him apart.”
Nora prayed that wasn’t true.
But in the event it was, she set about making Ryan’s life miserable. She chattered endlessly every time he came near her. She played her lute until he begged and threatened her to stop. She did everything she could think of to unnerve him.
And more times than not, she would send Ryan off in a hurry within minutes of his drawing close to her.
“Release me from the betrothal,” Nora had asked him repeatedly.
Her only answer was the ever steadfast. “I can’t.”
And so it went until she was ready to scream.
Now as they neared the end of the journey, she watched Ewan atop the wagon while she rode on a horse beside him. He kept his eyes focused straight ahead and yet she had a sneaking suspicion that he knew exactly where she was and what she was doing.
“I suppose you’ll be glad to be rid of me,” she said to him as he tried to ignore her. “You’ll be able to go back to your cave now.”
He didn’t respond.
“I’ll be glad to have a bed again,” Ryan whined from where he rode behind her. “I fear my stomach has been damaged eternally. This pace the last few days has nigh killed me.”
‘Twas a pity Lochlan lived so close.
Nora! She chastised herself.
How uncharitable!
It was, but at the same time, she couldn’t bring herself to feel more kindly toward the man who was about to ruin her only chance at happiness.
She’d lost one man to another woman.
Now she was going to lose Ewan because of his honor.
Och, men and their honor. They were quite beastly about it when they wanted to be. Oh for the day when they would let love rule them and not their stupid code of nobility.
She sighed wistfully as she watched him.
Please God, please help him to see that I need him as much as he needs me.
They rode silently through the gates of Lochlan’s castle only to be pulled into full scale pandemonium.
Her parents, Lysander, Bavel and Ewan’s entire family were all gathered in the bailey and not a one of them looked any too pleased.
Nora wanted to turn her horse about and ride straight to England alone.
She could tell by the tenseness of Ewan’s body that he had much the same inclination, but true to his character, he headed straight for the maelstrom.
On the steps outside the castle’s door was a short, dark-haired woman who looked so much like Ewan that Nora was certain it was his mother. Two black haired men flanked her and by their heights and proximity to the woman, she assumed them to be two of Ewan’s brothers.
One was dark and deadly, his stare sinister.
Judging by rumor, she would assume him to be Sin MacAllister who had married the Lairdess of the MacNeely clan.
A beautiful red-headed lady stood beside him.
Her noble stance confirmed her station. No doubt she was Caledonia of the Clan MacNeely—a distant cousin to Nora whom she had never met.
The other dark-haired man was so handsome that to look at him was to ache. He was truly perfection and the woman to his side was surrounded by children. Her red hair wasn’t as vibrant as Caledonia’s, and her features leaned toward plainness.
But when she nudged Braden and he looked to her, the love on his face said that he thought her to be the most beautiful woman on earth.
Catarina gave a low whistle. “Who is that man standing next to Alex?”
Nora looked to her father and saw the man Catarina had noticed. He was tall, blond and extremely handsome.
Frighteningly so.
“That be my brother, Lochlan,” Ewan answered for her. “Sin is to the right of my mother on the steps and Braden to the left. Braden’s wife Maggie is the lass surrounded by children and Caledonia, Sin’s wife, is by his side.”
Nora was pleased that she had pegged them correctly.
“You have handsome brothers, Ewan,” Catarina said.
“So they tell me.”
Nora realized that for the first time in days, Ewan was watching her.
He drove the wagon to the steps, then stopped.
As soon as she reined her horse in, her father and mother came rushing to her side. Even though she was frightened by what might happen, she was glad to see her parents again.
“Are you all right?” her father asked as he helped her from her horse. His handsome brow was crimped with worry as he ran his gaze over her as if seeking an injury.
Nora soaked in the sight of her father. He was only slightly taller than she, with a stout build. His thick beard was the same golden blond as his hair and his brown eyes managed to look both relieved and angry.
“I am fine, Father. Truly.”
He gathered her into his arms and held her closely. Nora was speechless. It was so unlike her father to ever be emotional. He’d always acted as if she were a fragile flower who would be crushed by his touch.
And crushed by his touch was definitely how she felt at present.
Her mother’s pale blue eyes were filled with tears as her lips trembled. “Welcome home, precious,” she said, removing Nora’s father from her and grabbing her into a hug of her own.
Then, to her further astonishment, her father turned toward Ryan who had dismounted and ambled over to them.
He glared at him and for a minute she thought him angry. Then his face softened. “And you, lad, I was completely wrong about you.”
To her utter stupefaction, he embraced Ryan like a long-lost son and pounded him on the back.
Ryan choked and sputtered as if unable to withstand her father’s strength.
Still her father pounded on him. “Lysander told me how you were almost mortally wounded for my Nora. Thank you.”
Nora looked at Ewan whose face was unreadable. At least to anyone other than her. She saw the tightness around his lips. The emptiness of his eyes.
Without a word, he climbed down from the wagon and headed for the donjon.
His mother spoke to him, but he ignored her and kept walking.
His brothers fell in behind him, and none spoke while she was barraged with questions from her parents and Lysander and Bavel greeted Catarina and Viktor.
Ewan needed a drink. A large one.
But in his heart, he knew it would take more than an ocean of ale to drown the pain he felt.
“What happened, Ewan?” Lochlan asked from behind him.
“Nothing.” He stopped at the cabinet outside the pantry and pulled a pitcher of ale out, along with a goblet.
He cursed as he saw every member of his family behind him. His mother’s face was worried and pinched while his brothers all looked ready to fight him.
His sisters-in-law excused themselves and made for the stairs.
Grateful for their kindness, poured himself a drink.
“Nothing?” Braden repeated. “Alexander Canmore has been here for two days now wanting to know what you’ve done with his daughter.”
Ewan downed the goblet of ale, poured more, then turned and glared at Braden before he downed the second cup. “I don’t want to hear it from a man who tricked his daughter and forced her to run to me. If Alexander was so worried for her welfare, he should have kept her home where she belonged.”
“What are you saying?” Lochlan asked.
He gestured angrily with his goblet toward the door. “It’s true. You can ask the gypsy lass, Catarina yourself. Canmore wanted to align his family to ours and sought to trick her and me.”
Ewan laughed bitterly at that. “But the trick it seems is on him since he promised her to Ryan who won’t release her from the betrothal. So you see, it was all a buggering waste of time.”
“Ewan!” his mother snapped. “You watch your mouth.”
He clenched his teeth and bit back the nasty retort he longed to utter. Angry though he was, he wouldn’t hurt his mother by his nastiness.
Ewan started to pour more ale, but Lochlan stopped him by covering the goblet with his hand.
Lochlan gave a hard stare at Sin, Braden, and their mother. “Could you leave us alone?”
They withdrew reluctantly.
Lochlan took the goblet from him.
Ewan growled, but as usual his brother ignored him and pushed his hand away when he sought to reclaim the goblet.
“I need you sober a bit longer to explain this to me. Her father is outside ready to tear this clan apart and to bring the kings of both Scotland and England down on our heads unless you do right by his daughter. Now tell me why it is she has been traveling alone with you.”
Ewan glared at his older brother. He didn’t need this lecture and he hated being toyed with. Alexander’s plan had been ill laid and now all he wanted was time alone to forget his part in the whole debacle. “I told you everything.”
“You’ve told me nothing.”
“Ewan?”
Ewan closed his eyes and clenched his teeth at the sound of his name on Nora’s lips. It tore through him.
He couldn’t face her now. Not here in this hall where he had once fought Kieran over possession of Isobail.
He picked up the pitcher of ale and headed toward the stairs. “I want to be alone.”
He had barely taken a step before Nora rushed forward and planted herself firmly in his path.
He felt his jaw tic at her actions. “Move, Nora.”
She stood there unflinching, with her hands on her hips. “Or what?”
“I’ll move you out of my way.”
She lifted her chin defiantly as she obviously braced herself to face him. “You wouldn’t dare.”
Tired, angry, heartbroken and filled with physical and mental agony, he was in no mood for her challenges.