CHAPTER 6
The Favor
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The offer came from Casey, not Silas, which was the only reason Wren let herself consider it for more than the half-second it deserved.
"I've got mornings and early afternoons free most of the week," Casey said, leaning against the Roadhouse bar during Wren's slow Tuesday shift, saying it the way you'd mention the weather, like she hadn't clearly thought this through in advance and picked her moment.
"I know you're in a bind with the daycare thing.
I like kids. I'm apparently very trustworthy, according to my uncle, who runs background checks on people for a hobby. "
"I can't ask you to just—"
"You're not asking. I'm offering. There's a difference, even if it doesn't always feel like one.
" Casey said it lightly, but there was something underneath it, an edge of having noticed exactly the kind of person she was talking to and deciding to make the offer easy to take instead of easy to refuse.
"I hang around the yard most days anyway.
Eli can hang around with me. It's not a big production. "
Wren turned it over for three full days before she called Casey back, running every version of the arithmetic — what it would cost her later, what Casey might expect in return, what Silas might read into it, what she would owe and to whom and when the bill would eventually come due.
She ran it so many times that by the time she actually said yes, it felt less like a decision and more like surrender to a math problem that had only ever had one workable answer.
"Just for the two weeks," Wren said, when she called. "And I want to pay you. I know that's not what you're offering, but that's what makes it possible for me to say yes."
Casey was quiet for a second. "Okay. We can figure out a number."
It felt, when Wren hung up, like the smallest possible version of asking for help — paid, time-limited, transactional enough that she could tell herself it wasn't really needing anyone, just contracting a service.
She recognized that this was exactly the kind of careful self-deception a person builds when they can't yet afford the real thing, and she let herself have it anyway.
The salvage yard, in daylight, looked nothing like the shadowed, dangerous place her imagination had built out of two years of secondhand rumor and one late-night parking lot.
It was ordinary in the way most working places were ordinary — stacked engine parts, a chain-link fence, a dog sleeping in a patch of sun that clearly considered itself part of management.
Dime, the young one who never seemed to sit still, was up on a ladder doing something to a gutter and waved at her with the kind of easy friendliness that assumed she belonged there before she'd decided whether she did.
Eli, for his part, had no such hesitation.
He was out of the car seat and halfway to the nearest motorcycle before Wren had even gotten her own door open, small sneakers slapping against gravel, already narrating an entire imaginary saga involving the bike, a dragon, and — inexplicably — a sandwich.
"Careful, bug, don't touch, just look—"
"I've got him," Casey said, already crouching down to Eli's height, redirecting his momentum toward a stack of tires with the practiced ease of someone who'd clearly done this before, with somebody's kid, at some point. "Hey, dude. You want to see something cooler than a motorcycle?"
Eli, three years old and constitutionally incapable of turning down that question, abandoned the dragon-sandwich saga immediately and followed her toward whatever cooler thing she had in mind.
Wren stood there a second longer than she needed to, watching her son integrate himself into a stranger's morning with total, uncomplicated trust, and felt something in her chest twist — gratitude and grief tangled together so tightly she couldn't have separated them if she'd tried.
Gratitude that he could still do that, trust that easily, after everything.
Grief for the version of herself that couldn't anymore.
She was still standing there when she heard the low rumble of a bike coming up the gravel drive, and didn't need to turn around to know whose it was.
Silas parked, killed the engine, and pulled off his helmet in one easy motion, and Wren watched him clock the scene in front of him — Eli, Casey, the tires — with the same fast, automatic scanning she'd noticed in him from the very first night, checking the shape of a situation before deciding how to stand in it.
"Didn't know you were coming by today," he said to her, not accusing, just noting it, the same flat economy he brought to most sentences.
"Casey offered. Daycare's closed for repairs. I know it's an imposition—"
"It's not." He said it simply enough that she almost believed him without the usual internal argument. "Casey's got the time. Kid needs somewhere safe to be."
He looked over at Eli then, really looked, the way she'd noticed he looked at things he intended to actually think about rather than just observe — and something crossed his face that Wren couldn't immediately name.
Not the careful blankness he wore for most things.
Something softer, and more unguarded than she'd yet seen from him.
Eli, mid-story with Casey, chose that exact moment to trip over absolutely nothing — the singular talent of small children for finding hazards in flat, empty ground — and go down hard on one knee.
He didn't cry right away. He did the thing again, the thing from the daycare lobby: went still first, small shoulders climbing, breath catching the way it did right before his body decided whether this counted as danger, his mind not quite caught up yet.
Wren was already moving, but Silas got there half a step ahead of her, crouching down to Eli's level without touching him, keeping a careful, respectful distance, voice dropped low and even.
"Hey, bud. That looked like it hurt."
Eli's eyes flicked to him — a stranger, a big one, a voice he didn't know — and for a second Wren held her breath, half expecting the full-body flinch to arrive the way it had in the daycare lobby.
It didn't. Something in the flatness of Silas's tone, the lack of any sudden movement, the way he stayed low and still and unhurried even in this, seemed to read as safe to whatever wordless part of Eli did that kind of calculating.
His breath hitched once, twice, and then he let it out in an actual cry, the ordinary kind, the kind that belonged to a skinned knee and nothing more sinister than that.
"Yeah, that's the right reaction," Silas said, still not touching him, still just there, steady. "Skinned knees are the worst. Worse than dragons, probably."
That got a hiccupping, watery laugh out of Eli, entirely against his own will, and Wren felt something in her chest come loose that she hadn't fully realized was clenched.
She cleaned the scrape herself, from the first-aid kit Casey produced without being asked, Eli sniffling through the ordeal with the exact drama minor injuries earned once there was an audience watching.
Silas stayed nearby the entire time — not hovering, not performing concern, just present, the way he seemed to default to presence over almost anything else.
Later, once Eli had been fully restored to his previous state of dragon-based enthusiasm and Casey had led him off toward the tire stack again, Silas caught Wren's eye across the yard.
"He do that a lot? Go still like that before he reacts?"
Wren felt her stomach tighten, the old reflex of a question she'd have deflected on instinct a week ago. She almost did it now — almost said he's fine, kids are dramatic, nothing to worry about — and found, to her own surprise, that the lie didn't come as easily as it usually did.
"Sometimes," she said instead. "Loud voices. Sudden stuff. His dad wasn't—" She stopped. Started again. "It's better than it was. But it's still there."
Silas didn't say anything right away. He nodded once, the same economical nod he used for most things, but something in his jaw had gone tighter than it had been a moment ago, a small, contained tension that told her the information had landed somewhere and wasn't going to be set down carelessly.
"Good that you know how to talk him through it," he said finally. "Not everybody would think to stay that calm."
It wasn't a big statement. It wasn't the kind of thing that should have meant much, coming from a man she'd known for less than a week.
But something about the plain, unhurried way he said it — like an observation rather than a compliment fishing for a reaction — settled into her chest and stayed there longer than it had any right to.
When it was time to go, he walked her to her car, the same offer from the parking lot two nights ago, except this time she didn't have to think about the answer at all before she said yes.
"You don't have to keep doing that," she said anyway, mostly out of habit.
"I know." He didn't stop walking. "Doing it anyway."
At her car, she found herself lingering, the way she had at the Roadhouse a few nights back, some part of her not ready yet for the conversation to end.
"Thank you," she said. "For today. For not making it weird, with him."
"Wasn't hard." He said it like the plainest fact in the world. "He's a good kid."
She got in the car. He stepped back to let her go, and she caught his eye in the side mirror as she pulled out — not watching her leave in any performative way, just watching, the same steady attention he seemed to give everything, and she drove home with that image sitting warm and unresolved somewhere behind her ribs.