19. RJ #2
She traces the ink next to my dick, and I hiss out a breath. “I think you know.”
“Is this my handwriting?” Her fingers trace the words. “And my drawing?”
“You wrote me so many notes back in the day. And you always doodled in the margins.”
“You saved them?”
Leaning up on my elbow, I look her in the eye, willing her to see the sincerity in mine. “Every single one.”
“All this time?”
“All this time. I wasn’t lying when I said it was always you.”
She looks up at me. “But I don’t understand. Why?”
“After my divorce, I was in a bad place. Nothing in my life felt right. I had no real career and no wife. Sophie was only two, but I felt like I had fucked her up. I was unpacking boxes in my new apartment, and I came across your notes. I spent hours rereading each one. It hit me right then that that was the last time I felt loved. I wanted my sunshine back. Until I went through all your notes, I never realized that you doodled suns more than anything else. More than hearts. More than smiley faces. More than any other shape. If I couldn’t have you, then I wanted a piece of you on my skin.
And I felt like such an ass for what I did to you.
I felt like I stole your sunshine. So I took your notes to a tattoo artist once I moved back to Chestnut Mountain and had them make this. ”
“‘Hey, sunshine.’” She runs her finger over my heated skin.
“You used to start most of your notes that way.”
“I forgot about that. Your face used to light up when you saw me, like the first warm sun after a long winter. I didn’t realize how rare that was till it stopped. Todd never looked at me that way.”
She leans down and kisses her inked words as I hiss out a breath.
“Fuck me, darlin’, that feels incredible.
” Her warm cheek rubs against my cock as she presses kisses to every part of my tattoo.
Every place we touch lights a fire in me, warmth pooling in my belly as I silently beg for her to take me in her mouth.
When she gets to the base of my dick, I suck in a breath.
Her licks are tentative at first as her tongue makes small strokes up and down my length.
I can’t help the way I twitch against her palm as she cups me and slowly moves higher.
The moment her lips caress my head, I groan, releasing all the air in my lungs as if I can truly breathe for the first time in my life.
Her perfect pink tongue swirls circles around my crown as if she’s chasing every groove and vein, mapping them out for future exploration. Then her mouth slowly lowers, and as soon as the head of my cock is in her warm mouth, I know there’s nowhere else I want to be than inside this woman.
It takes entirely too much effort to grab her face and stop her movements.
She looks at me in confusion, and I silence her insecurities with my words.
“Your perfect mouth isn’t where I want to blow my load.
I need to be inside this delicious cunt.
” I snake a hand between her legs and push a finger in.
“This is where I want to come inside of you for the first time.”
Heat flashes in her eyes, and she nods silently, lying on her back as if waiting for an invitation.
I roll over and push between her legs. Her eyes wander down to my cock and I swell with pride at the way she’s eyeing it until I see her brows furrow.
“I don’t know if…” She reaches down and swipes a thumb along my slit, and I shudder. “What if it doesn’t fit?”
I lean in close to her face. “It’ll fit.”
She nods as her fingers continue gliding through the precum on my tip. “I have an IUD. And after Todd, I was tested multiple times until they came back clear. And it’s been only Bob since then.”
“Who the fuck is Bob?” I growl.
She giggles. “Are you jealous?”
“Of Bob? Depends.”
“On what?”
“Did he make you come?”
“Every time.” Even though she’s teasing me, jealousy burns in my gut.
“Did you use protection with Bob?” I spit the last word, not liking the name on my lips nor the smile on hers.
“Never. We’re exclusive.” Her head drops back, and she lets out a throaty laugh. “I can’t— Your face! Bob is a vibrator.”
Relief washes over me. “You name your vibrators?”
“No. Battery-operated boyfriend. Bob!” I watch her tits jiggle as she continues laughing.
“I haven’t been with anyone in years. And the last test I had was clear.”
She sobers at my words. “Bob and his friends aren’t as big as you.” There’s a hint of nervousness in her tone.
“Is Bob in the room with us?”
“Um… yes?” I quirk a brow at her. “I didn’t want to put it in my checked luggage.”
“Go get him,” I growl, unsure why I’m still playing along with the ridiculous name.
“Okaaay.” She crawls out from under me, grabs the toy from her bag, and approaches the side of the bed.
She wasn’t lying. Bob isn’t nearly as thick or long as I am, and an idea forms in my head. “Lie down.” I take the toy from her hand. “I’m going to fuck you with this toy, and then I’m going to fuck you with my cock. Then you can tell me which one you prefer.”
Her mouth drops open, shock evident on her face as she slips her top over her head. “I never knew you had such a filthy mouth. Or filthy mind.”
“There’s a lot of things you don’t know about me, but I’m happy to educate you. Now spread your legs.”
She lies back against the bed, and I tug the pillow out from under her, placing it under her hips. I push her legs wider and lick up the length of her, enough to tease, but not satisfy. Then I push the toy into her warm wet cunt and watch as her greedy pussy sucks it in.
“Oh my… fuck . RJ.”
I grip her throat, forcing her to look at me. “No, darlin’, you only scream my name when my cock is filling this messy cunt. Do you understand?”
She nods, and I continue fucking her with the toy. Waiting until I see her body stiffen and arch, then I remove it as I lay down next to her while she groans in disappointment. “I was so close.”
“I know. Now you’re going to ride it.” I hold the toy up next to my dick and smile when she obeys and climbs on top of me. She sinks down onto the vibrator and stills. Her hands run up and down my abs as she moves her hips in slow circles against me.
It’s an effort to stay still when her wet pussy is rubbing against the length of my dick trapped between us. She moves slowly, cautiously. Teasingly and torturously. Her eyes never leave mine and there’s a look of challenge in them.
“Does that feel good, Summer?” I hit the button, turning on the lowest vibration setting. Her mouth drops open and a moan escapes before she bites her bottom lip, trying to contain it. “You’re not allowed to come. Do you understand me? Not unless it’s on my cock.”
“Yes, sir.”
Fuck, I like that more than I should.
I tilt the toy, so the clit stimulator pushes against her, and she tugs harder on her lip. “You better pull off before you come.”
She nods, and seconds later, she shoots off my lap, collapsing onto her side.
I set the toy down and flip her, so her hips are up in the air.
Grabbing my dick, I rub the tip against her wet center.
“Do you like that?” All I get in response is a moan as she fists the sheets.
I pull back and replace my cock with the vibrator, coating it in her arousal as I slide it through her pussy lips. “Or do you prefer this?”
“I want your cock,” she whines. “Please, I need it.”
“That’s what I want to hear. But I’m going to fuck you with this so there’s no room for doubt. Because when my cock fills you from behind and I grip these perfect fucking hips and rock into you, I want you consumed with me , not some toy.”
Do I care if she plays with toys? Fuck no. But this is about something more. It’s a reclaiming of this woman. Her mind. Her body. Her heart. I want it filled with nothing but me like I’ve been filled with her for years.
Pushing the toy in, I marvel at the way it fills her, watching as it plunges in and then slides out, covered in her slickness.
After several thrusts, she grinds her hips, pushing back against the toy as her body begs for more.
I remove it, tossing it across the bed as I shove my face against her sweet pussy and lick, delighting in the way she tastes and sounds as I eat her.
“Fuck, Summer, you’re dripping for me.”
“Can I have your cock now? Please? I need to come.”
“Flip onto your back for me.”
She obeys, and my heart calms the moment we lock eyes. This is it. There’s no going back. I’m going to fuck this woman. I’m going to make love to her. I’m going to claim her.
I grip my shaft and rub it back and forth against her opening, coating it in her wetness. “Look at me. I need your eyes on me when I fill you.”
“Yes. Please,” she begs.
A breath whooshes from my lips as I push my tip into her. Fuck, she’s so tight. Her eyes widen as her mouth opens in shock.
“Fuck, darlin’, I knew it would fit. Knew you would be perfect for me.” I’m barely in and I already know I want to live in this cunt for the rest of my life.
“Holy shit, RJ. Oh my God.”
“That’s it darlin’. You’re doing so good for me. Taking this cock like it was made for you.” I push in another few inches, and she sucks in a deep breath, tensing against me.
“Oh shit. Oh fuck. Hold on. Fuck.”
Pausing my movements, I slide a hand along her cheek, holding her in place as I search her face. “Is this okay? Do you want to stop?”
“Don’t stop,” she says quickly. “I just…” She tilts her hips, forcing my dick further in. “Oh.” Her eyes pinch shut.
“Look at me. Please, Summer. I need your eyes on me,” I beg.
When she opens them again, they’re watery. Shit.
She places a hand on my forearm, squeezing. “I want this, RJ. Please don’t stop. I’ve tried to fight this urge for so long, but it was impossible. I’ve thought about this moment. Dreamt about it. This is all I’ve ever wanted. With you. Like my whole life. And now that it’s happening…”
“I know,” I agree, relieved that she feels the intensity of this moment too.
“It’s overwhelming. You’re overwhelming. And I think I’ve lived my entire life underwhelmed. And I needed this. I need you.”
“I need you too.” I lower my forehead to hers as our noses touch and our breaths mingle. “I was worried it was too much.”
“It is. It’s entirely too much. Why is your dick so big?” She laughs, and I press my lips to hers. The movement causes me to slide in further, and she moans against my lips as her tongue pushes against mine.
We stay like that, kissing, consuming each other for several minutes. Every so often, Summer will shift her hips as if testing to see what she can handle. When her hips move in a steady rhythm under me, I rock mine, matching her thrusts as I push in further.
“Fuck, yes,” she moans. “I’m so close. Please can I come on your cock?”
“Already? I’ve barely done anything.”
“Alread—uhhh, fuck ,” she trails off as her pussy tightens around me.
“Fuck, darlin’, you feel incredible coming on my cock.”
Her back arches as her grip on my forearm tightens. My hips snap forward, punching in and out at a steady pace as I fuck her through her orgasm. Right when I think she’s coming down from the high, she squeezes my forearm again and wraps her legs around my waist, pulling me in deeper.
“RJ, I’m… shit… again.” She can’t get a coherent thought out as I continue thrusting into her and her pussy flutters.
Is she coming again?
My heart celebrates as my dick screams at me to slow down.
This moment has been years in the making, and I’m determined not to blow my load after one position. I slide an arm under her waist and roll us over so she’s straddling me.
Gripping her hips, I hold her up, preventing her from fully sinking onto my length. Her hands slide along my chest as she tries to steady herself. “Fuck, you’re so big. I don’t know if this position will work. I don’t think I can take all of you.”
“I got you.” Holding her in place, I slowly fuck up into her as she leans forward, collapsing onto me.
Once she’s leaning against my chest and gravity is no longer working against us, I slide my arms around her waist, holding her in place as I continue fucking her.
The position isn’t identical to what we did with the vibrator, but it’s close enough.
Her forearms are propped against my chest as her fingernails dig into my shoulders, her body swaying with each snap of my hips.
“I… ahhh… so good… ahhh,” she moans as I lean down, kissing the top of her head sweetly as my hips fuck her roughly. “I… I need…”
Gripping her cheeks, I tilt her head, searching her face. “What do you need?”
Her gaze locks on my mouth. “Kiss?—”
I don’t let her finish the word as I seal my lips over hers. Instantly, her body relaxes against me. If I died tomorrow, I’d die a happy man.