Chapter 23
Rya~
Making Koen groan with pleasure made me feel powerful in a way that nothing else did. While it might sound stupid to most people, I felt in control of everything around me when I had him like this, and I couldn’t lie and say that I didn’t enjoy it immensely.
“Fuck, that feels so good,” Koen muttered lowly as I finally wrapped my mouth around his hard dick, his hands gripping at my hair. “Fuck, Rya...your mouth feels like paradise, baby.”
The rough sound of his voice was another thing that did it for me. It was so unlike the way that he spoke outside the bedroom, and I loved knowing that the change was because of me. I liked knowing that I could make him feel so deeply about what I was doing to him.
I also loved how no one else knew him the way that I did, and that small gift was behind the entire reason why I had agreed to ditch the condoms that first night.
When Koen had told me that he’d never gone bare with a girl before, I’d wanted that part of him.
Convinced that we wouldn’t last more than a few nights together, I’d wanted something to keep with me when it was all over.
However, now I was able to keep that gift along with all the other firsts and onlys that we were going to give each other.
Using my hands and mouth, I took Koen to the back of my throat, loving the sounds that were coming from above me.
He was letting his pleasure be known, and that was such a turn on for me.
While it was normal for women to be vulnerable, it was quite another when a man let his guard down and showed you just what he was really about.
I also like how Koen didn’t shave his happy trail.
Though his muscular chest was bare, that light line of masculinity was sexy as hell to me, and I could appreciate how he didn’t need to shave himself bare to make his dick look bigger.
Koen Wilder’s seven inches of thickness was big enough that it didn’t need any enhancements.
“Baby, I’m going to cum if you don’t stop,” Koen grunted as his hips began to move faster.
As much as that turned me on, I wanted Koen inside me. So, pulling off him, I looked up as I said, “I want to feel you.”
“Oh, baby,” he rushed out. “You don’t have to tell me twice.”
With that, Koen’s hands were immediately on my shoulders, helping me stand, and as soon as I was steady on my feet again, he reached for the hem of my shirt, then lifted it up over my head.
One of Koen’s favorite things was to undress me, and it wasn’t a hardship to let him.
While most big girls were embarrassed by their bodies, I had forced myself to accept it for what it was a long time ago.
As Koen reached around to unhook my bra, I kicked off my sandals to help him along, and once I was standing in front of him in my panties only, we went to work on removing his clothes, and I could admit that I enjoyed undressing Koen just as much as he enjoyed undressing me.
Every time that I removed his shirt, it was like unwrapping a gift on Christmas, and what a gift it was.
“I swear, I can barely control myself whenever I get you naked, baby,” Koen confessed as his hands ran up my sides, over my breasts, then to my face. “You make me fucking crazy with how much I want you, Rya.”
As much as I loved hearing him tell me how he always wanted me, it was unfortunate just how much I needed to hear it. Since this was still brand new, I needed the constant reassurance, and I could only pray that I wouldn’t need it one day.
“I want you, Koen,” I told him as he kicked off his shoes.
“Rya, you’ve got me,” he replied seriously, his dark grey eyes swirling with need. “You’ve got all of me, baby.”
“I know,” I whispered, needing it to be true.
When Koen was finally naked, he reached for my panties, then slid them down my legs. When I was finally as naked as he was, I grabbed him by his shoulders, and he just smirked at me as he let me turn him around, then pushing him onto the bed.
As I started to climb on top of him, Koen immediately moved to make room for me, and before he could even get comfortable on his back, I was straddling his hips, his hard dick nestled perfectly against my pussy.
I planted each of my hands on either side of his head, the mattress an obviously expensive one. “Does this work for you?”
Koen’s hands reached for my hips as he said, “Anything that you ever want to do to me works for me, baby.”
With that green light, I raised my hips, and with Koen’s guidance, I slid over him, and I wasn’t sure if I’d ever get used to the feeling of how he stretched me out.
Not only was he long, but he was thick enough that I always needed a second to get comfortable, but that wasn’t a complaint; it’d never be a complaint.
“Make those tits bounce for me, baby,” Koen ordered as his fingers dug into my hips. “Show me what’s fucking mine.”
I sat up, placed my hands on Koen’s chest, then began moving my hips over him, feeling him deep inside me, hitting all the right spots.
He also wasn’t just lying there, letting me do all the work.
Instead, Koen’s hips worked beneath mine, thrusting upward every time that I moved over him.
We were doing this together, and it felt glorious.
It felt addicting, and I couldn’t help but think about how he’d suggested that we get jobs where we could work from home.
At any rate, it wasn’t long before Koen could no longer control himself, which I’d gotten used to.
While he did his best to let me take control sometimes, he never lasted long before he was taking over, determined to drive me out of my mind.
It was always about my pleasure with Koen, and a girl could definitely get used to that.
“Koen, please...”
“Beg for it,” he ordered. “Beg for my cock, baby.”
I felt his hands move from my hips to my breasts, then leaning up, he took my left one in his mouth, and I let out a deep moan as he sucked on my nipple, his hands kneading the sensitive flesh, all of it driving me crazy.
Every caress, kiss, thrust...all of it was purposely designed to make me forget that the world was a cruel place.
“Don’t stop...” I panted as my hips moved faster. “God, don’t stop...”
“That’s it...cum for me, Rya,” he grunted, his hands back on my hips, his face looking up at me, no longer distracted by my breasts. “Cum for me, baby.”
Shamelessly, it didn’t take much for me to reach that coveted peak of ecstasy whenever I was with Koen like this.
Caring about someone really did make all the difference in the world, and I couldn’t remember a time when a man had ever turned me on the way that Koen did.
The fact that he genuinely wanted me did so much for my mind, body, and soul.
Honestly, it was so obvious that we could both hear how much I wanted him each time that I came down on him.
The sounds of my slickness were loud and unapologetic.
I wasn’t sure how much longer I rode his dick, but when I felt that familiar feeling of euphoria beginning to take over, I couldn’t stop my fingers from digging into his chest, my breaths becoming a choppy symphony of need.
I was falling over the edge, and I could feel Koen coming with me as the head of his cock expanded inside me.
“I need you there, baby,” he said, his hips moving harder underneath me. “I’m about to cum inside your sweet cunt.”
It was enough to finally push me over the edge, and throwing my head back as I closed my eyes, I let the pleasure wash over my entire body, freeing me from all the things that I just didn’t want to think about right now. I let it guide me into the land of denial, and that was okay for now.
As my body trembled around Koen’s, I also felt like we were worth the fight. I was going to struggle, and he was going to struggle with me, but what I was feeling right now felt like the rewards were going to be sweet enough to move past the agony.
“Fuck, baby,” Koen grunted as he finally erupted inside of me.
As soon as we were both done reaching our peaks, I collapsed on Koen’s chest, no longer caring about how much I weighed. Koen carried me around so effortlessly that thoughts of crushing him had vanished rather quickly during those first few nights together.
“I’ll never get tired of that,” he sighed, his heart beating fast beneath my ear.
The insecure parts of me wanted to immediately dismiss it as just good sex, but I didn’t. “That’s good to know since I was hoping for more later.”
“I’m yours whenever you want, Rya,” he chuckled softly. “You just gotta say the word, baby.”
“That’s also good to know,” I replied quietly, my eyes closed, my body spent.
When Koen’s fingers started running up and down my back, I let out a content sigh, allowing myself to be happy for the moment.
I also wondered if therapy might be something to look into.
While I hadn’t ever taken the idea seriously before, I’d never had something worth going for, and Koen Wilder was definitely worth whatever I had to do in order to finally be fucking happy.