Chapter 21
Chapter Twenty-One
KYELLA
Running my tongue on the tips of my fangs, I tried not to smile like a lunatic. I was so thrilled that they’d come out, further confirming who I was and making it possible for me to drink from my men—and yes, I was claiming them as mine, at least in my mind—without them having to hurt themselves.
I meant it when I said I needed to be careful about what blood I drank now, but it was hard to be picky when you couldn’t exactly tap a source directly.
Now, though? Now, I wanted to drink from Kolvar immediately.
I wanted to feel the rich and intoxicating sensation his blood gave me in comparison to humans.
But I had other wants right now as well, and I needed to act on them before I lost the adrenaline and bravery brought on from the way he’d practically hunted me.
My pussy was absolutely soaked, replaying the sensation of Kolvar drinking from me—it was nothing like when the other Lords had fed from my arm.
No, this had been utter, body-quivering deliciousness, arousal slamming into me at the same time his fangs had.
Looking at his large cock in my hand, I wondered how I’d ever make that fit in my mouth. How did I make him feel good, especially now that my fangs were out? What if I scraped him or poked a hole in his dick? He’d never let me near it again.
I tried to suck them back in, but they weren’t budging.
Furrowing my brow in frustration, I looked up and saw him smiling. Adoration shone brightly in his eyes, clearly visible despite the fading light of day. He took my breath away and made my heart swell.
“I want you to tell me how to please you with my mouth,” I admitted, fighting the urge to duck my head in shame. I’m sure he’d prefer someone who knew what they were doing and didn’t need instructions.
When he removed my hand and tucked his cock away, I let my head fall and eyes drop to the ground.
But then I was swept up into his arms, and he was running towards the castle without a word.
I was too in my own head about being denied after being bold enough to initiate such an intimate moment to try to spark a conversation with him about it.
I was mortified at the concept of his rejection, especially after he’d drank from me.
I honestly hadn’t expected this from Kolvar…I thought he wanted me.
Soon enough we were back at the castle, and he slowed as we entered the hallway with our rooms. Placing me on my feet, he backed me into a wall, caging me with his arms and tipping my chin up to look at him.
His eyes were darker than normal, completely dilated like he was still in that lethally hot predator mindset.
“If we are going to try anything together, I won’t allow you to be on your knees in a forest where anyone could walk up and see you. You are ours, and ours only.”
“Oh,” I breathed out in understanding.
Now that I could accept. He was being possessive of me.
That wasn’t something that I ever thought I would want in a partner, not after everything I’d been through being Malakai’s property for years. But with Kolvar, there was a key element that made it possible to dive into this type of behavior—trust.
I truly meant it when I said I trusted him. I knew it was insane to feel that way after such a short time of knowing him, but sometimes you just had a gut instinct that a person’s presence in your life would bring you nothing but happiness.
Dipping his head low, he ran his nose down my cheek and to my neck.
His breath made a shiver run through me, and the hair on my arms stood at the memory of his fangs sinking into me.
A soft moan escaped me, but Kolvar’s large hand quickly came up to muffle it as his lips brushed my ear.
“Even your sounds are ours. No one else is allowed to hear those, darling. So be a good girl and hold them in until we’re in your room. ”
All I could do was blink my eyes and nod my head, my brain suddenly scrambled at the need slamming into me between his words and his breath tickling my ear.
Then he swept me back into his arms and sped down to my room, making quick work of getting the door open and locking it behind us. Wiggling out of his arms, I sped to the bedroom, wanting the thrill of him chasing me again if even for a second.
Flinging the doors open, I stilled instantly and gasped at the sight awaiting me. Red petals were scattered on the bed and the floor, black candles strewn about to illuminate the room more than the usual sconces on the wall.
Taking a deep breath in through my nose, I smelled lavender and heard a rush of water from my bathroom.
What was going on?
Dakath appeared in the doorway to the bathroom, leaning against the frame and smirking a devious smile at me. “You’re back earlier than anticipated. I was trying to get a hot bath ready for when you arrived, but I need more hot water to fill the tub completely.”
The gesture had my heart clenching with a mixture of adoration and wanton need for him. This was the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me, and I found myself feeling so incredibly lucky and blessed—I couldn’t believe this was my life now.
How quickly these men had made the shadows of my past seem like such a distant memory. It’s insane how much one could heal when in the right place with people who truly cared for you.
Suddenly Kolvar was behind me, trailing his fingers softly down my back. Being in the same room with them was nearly overwhelming, desire pulsating through me in a tantalizing beat. It was like sparks of lighting were running beneath my skin, lighting my body on fire.
Was it wrong to want to move forward with them both at the same time and in the same room? I couldn’t help the way my body was pushing me to open myself to them both.
My mind was filled with images of being pressed between them as they shared me. They had been amazing at splitting my time and affections so far, so a part of me wanted to take it even further and test those boundaries.
They both made me feel so cherished and valued. They made me feel beautiful and bold.
I wanted to feel them, and I wanted it now.
Pulling the straps of my dress off my shoulders, I let it fall to the floor along with my thong, leaving me bare as my hair fell in long waves, tickling my exposed skin. Instantly my nipples hardened, lust slamming through me as I saw Dakath’s eyes darken as he drank me in.
A dangerous noise, two deep, reverberating growls vibrated the air.
I reveled in their reactions. Perhaps there was something wrong with me for loving this primal, possessive side of them, but after not being able to live my life the way I wanted for so long, I wasn’t going to question anything that made me feel this alive.
“Are you sure, baby?” Dakath practically purred, prowling towards me with the dark, entrancing energy I’d been attracted to since the first time I saw it peek out of him.
I was so caught up in his commanding presence that I couldn’t even find the will to speak. With every step he took towards me, my thighs shifted closer together, desperately trying to find friction to release the desire coursing through me.
“Darling,” Kolvar breathed out as he pressed his lips to the soft skin under my ear, making a full body shiver run through me. I couldn’t help but moan softly and stretch my head to the side, exposing myself to him and silently begging for his fangs to pierce me. “You have to tell us you’re sure.”
As my eyes fluttered closed and the tips of his fangs scraped ever so slightly in a teasing manner against my skin, I breathlessly answered, “Yes. I’m sure.”
Large, warm hands cupped my cheeks, causing my eyes to open as I took in Dakath’s clenched jaw and flared nostrils.
“Just scenting your arousal and the dried blood on you has the monster in me coming to the surface, Ky. This is a side of me I’ve tried so hard to restrain around you.
I don’t want to be the reason the shadows of your past come back to the surface. ”
For some reason his words didn’t scare me at all—they made me realize the depth of his affection for me. To try to hold back part of who he was to ensure I felt safe…that was a massive burden to carry around every day, and I wanted to break the shackles of it.
Lifting onto my tiptoes, I wrapped my arms around his neck and stared into his eyes, wanting to convey to him just how much I meant it when I said, “I don’t want you to hold back anymore. I want all of you.”
For a moment we just soaked each other in before he leaned his forehead down to rest against mine and murmured, “You chase the dark memories away. I want to be that for you too, but I don’t think I’m capable.”
Our breaths mingled as I felt Kolvar press against my back, free of clothes if the large member nuzzling against my ass was any indication.
The last of my nerves melted away, his words making me realize something that rested deep within my soul.
“I don’t need you to chase them away, Dakath,” I answered honestly.
“I need to learn how to chase them away myself. But you know what I love about your darkness? It mirrors my own, and we can sit in it together in the moments it’s too much.
Even if the shadows refuse to leave at that moment, we still know we aren’t in it alone, and that’s why I want all of you.
I want you to see that I’m not going anywhere, even when the floodgates open. ”
The words tumbled out of me, and with each one, it was like the scattered, jagged pieces of my soul began to draw together in anticipation of one day being complete once more.
I’d chosen to move on from the past, to feel like Malaki was no longer in control of any aspect of me, but that didn’t miraculously heal the damage that had been done.
I was learning to accept that there was still happiness to be had when you weren’t yet completely whole, and I was ready to claim it.
Kolvar’s hands traced the outside of my ass before cupping my hips firmly and grabbing hold, grinding himself into me, pushing me harder into Dakath. “Prepare yourself, darling. We’re going to make your body tremble until you see stars.”
A shiver of thrill passed through me, and my mind completely blanked outside of wanting to see how true Kolvar’s words were.
Sealing my lips to Dakath’s, I greedily swallowed his groan that followed my forward move. His body remained tense against mine for a few agonizing moments, until finally, he broke. It was like drowning, the way he consumed me as our fangs clashed and our tongues tangled.
The reminder of needing to share blood with him tingled in my brain, breaking through the haze of lust. I broke our kiss off, breathing heavily as my heart hammered in my chest. “You have to drink my blood to get immunity from my bite. My fangs ache to drink from you, and I can’t risk the hunger overcoming me before that happens. ”
A smirk tilted the corner of his lips up, giving me only a moment’s warning before he bent to pick me up and toss me onto the bed, making me think this was a favorite hobby of his.
In the span of a heartbeat he was naked and between my thighs, staring up at me from beneath dark lashes.
“I know exactly where I want to drink from you, baby.”
My eyes widened in realization of what he meant, my mouth falling open before slamming shut again, having no words.
“Keep that mouth open, darling,” Kolvar purred, pulling on my wrist to drag me closer to the edge of the bed where he stood languidly stroking his shaft.
A glistening bead of pre-cum emerged from his tip, and I tipped my head back off the side of the bed, allowing me to open up easier. He knew exactly what I wanted, and I was so ready to experience this for the first time with these two vampyres.
The bed shifted beneath my ass as Dakath positioned himself with my legs over his shoulders, his breath puffing against my pussy, teasing me. His lips lowered to the crease of my thigh, planting kisses interspersed with scrapes of his fangs as he worked a single finger into me.
Bucking my hips slightly at the incredible feeling as he worked it in and out gently, I forced myself to calm my thoughts and pictured my fangs retracting. They were a part of me, and I refused to think I couldn’t control any facet of my life.
Kolvar smiled down at me as my fangs receded and nudged his tip against my lips. “I’m going to gently let you acclimate to this, okay? Just tap me if I need to pull back, darling.”
Licking my lips in anticipation, I nodded and opened wide. Inch by delicious inch he pushed into me at the same time Dakath slipped a second finger into me and curled his fingers up, making my body quiver in desire.
I’d never felt so untamed, letting myself explore my sexual fantasies as I gagged on Kolvar’s length, refusing to concede. He began to pull out, but I grabbed the thickly corded muscles of his thighs, holding him in place as I forced myself to breathe through my nose and take him in.
It was at that moment Dakath’s fangs sank into my inner thigh, and euphoria flooded me.
I moaned around Kolvar’s cock as his hips thrust in, pushing him down my throat, the vibrations of my sound wrapping around him.
Dakath removed his fangs from my thigh and hovered just above my throbbing clit, letting hot drops of my blood fall from his mouth and onto my skin. My head fell back as he pulled his fingers out to trace over my clit with the new lubricant before pushing them back into me.
In the back of my mind, I thought I should have been slightly freaked out by his actions, but I was finding that blood was a fundamental part of my new life.
Not just as something to drink, but something to enjoy—fully.
I couldn’t help but want to spread my blood over both of their bodies, leaving my handprints on them in a claiming mark.
Plus, even if I had wanted to overthink it…
I couldn’t. I felt like I was floating in the single most glorious feeling of my life.
It was like dropping an aphrodisiac directly on my clit and inside of my pussy, heightening every damn nerve ending until I was screaming my release in response to Dakath’s touch before his mouth descended to suck on my clit hard. Holy fuck.
They’d promised to make me see stars until my body was shaking, and they hadn’t been kidding—despite my state of pure euphoria, I knew this wasn’t enough for them. They were going to play my body like an instrument they were intimately in tune with.
Dakath sank his fangs into my inner thigh on the opposite leg as soon as he released my clit from his mouth, making my hips buck at the instant revival of my desire before I could even recover from the orgasm still crashing through me.
I wasn’t sure what my body's limits were, but I knew these vampyres were going to push them.