Chapter 19
Ethan.
Two years have passed since my arrival on planet Dominik, and every day I feel more integrated into this magical and diverse world. I assumed my responsibilities as alpha of all races, leading with justice and brutality. Dominik messes with us, my animal form and the way I am treated makes me a little self-centered and let”s be honest here. Being the owner of the whole thing has its advantages.
My home is within hybrid territory, but I spend most of my time in the castle, the reason is a vampire with light eyes, the way he insinuates himself is too much for someone like me and perhaps I feel the need to stick my dick in that round ass without thinking about the consequences.
No. I”m no longer that Ethan who arrived on this planet destroyed, but in certain situations, I act like a poor thing. Mainly and exclusively when it comes to Charles.
Since our first meeting, I”ve been drawn to him like a moth to a flame. Her angelic beauty, her gentle smile, and her sharp intelligence completely bewitched me.
However, Charles is not like my late beloved. He is a free spirit, he has the ability to flirt with anything that moves. I know he appreciates me, that he enjoys my company and admires my leadership, but his heart seems to be a maze of desires and fleeting passions.
I”ve caught him flirting with other vampires and werewolves, and every time it happens, my heart tightens with a pang of jealousy and sadness. I try to convince myself that he”s just a friend, a loyal companion, but the truth is that I”ve fallen madly in love with him.
I try to hide my feelings, focusing on my responsibilities as an alpha, but with every look we exchange, with every smile he gives me, the flame of hope is rekindled in my chest.
Maybe one day he will realize how much I love him and return my feelings. Or perhaps, I need to learn to live with this unrequited passion, accepting that love does not always follow the path we desire.
The setting sun dyed the sky in golden and scarlet tones, creating a romantic atmosphere in the garden of Castelo Crimson. It was the perfect time for what I had been planning for months.
I asked Charles for a walk, my heart beating wildly in my chest. As we walked side by side, I admired her spiky black hair, which fluttered slightly in the breeze. He was perfect.
“Charles,” I began, my voice shaking. — I need to tell you something important.
He looked at me with his piercing blue eyes, and I felt a lump form in my throat. I said I had changed a lot, but I was still shit at talking about feelings.
— I”m in love with you — I declared, the words coming out in a whisper. — From the moment I saw you, my heart belonged to you.
Charles stopped walking and stared at me for a long moment. His face was impassive, his gaze was malicious.
—Ethan… —he began, his voice hoarse. - I like you too. Very. But I need to be honest. I will never be able to give you what you deserve.
My heart sank. But I wasn”t going to give up, that vampire was going to be mine at any cost.
- What you mean? I asked, fearing the answer.
“I”m a vampire, Ethan,” he said, his voice thick with sadness. — Infidelity is in my nature. I can”t stick to a single person, no matter how much I want to, it gets worse if I confess to you that I like being like that.
I felt a twinge of pain, but also a strange sense of relief. At least he was being sincere.
“I know,” I replied, my voice surprisingly calm. —But still, I love you. And I”m willing to accept that condition if it means having you in my life.
Charles looked at me with a mixture of surprise and gratitude.
—Ethan… are you sure? he asked, his voice hesitant.
“Absolutely,” I replied, holding his hand. — I love you, Charles, with all your defects and qualities. — I lied.
Yes, I loved him and no, I didn”t want to share him, but yes, I needed to, Charles wasn”t going to change, and I didn”t want to be alone, so if that was what I could have, that”s what I was accepting.
He smiled, a sad and beautiful smile at the same time.
— So, my white wolf — he pulled me into a hug. — Let”s live this love, even if it is imperfect.
We kissed, sealing our pact of love and acceptance. I knew it would break my heart into a thousand pieces, but I didn”t care, I was needy and needed love to keep living.
My life was a succession of mistakes and misfortunes, since that man robbed my aunt”s house, everything changed, I changed.
Charles”s room was on the same floor as mine. I guided him to the place with kisses, I wasn”t going to miss the opportunity to love him.
In the middle of the kisses I received, I completely lost control and my hands created a life of their own, contouring her body with my fingertips and feeling her panting, I couldn”t help but feel more desperate at that moment.
Underneath the fabric, my hands touched the exposed skin that raised goosebumps, as I always imagined it would, the immersion that the kiss caused in Charles was enough for him to gradually take off his clothes and in the midst of that whirlwind of emotions, I couldn”t help but feel I realized that he was also taking off my clothes, I could feel the touch of our skin, it was good and satiny, it caused agony and shivers throughout my body, I wanted to feel his body and I wanted to make it mine.
The heat from our bodies intensified with each second, as if the woolen blanket itself was turning into a blazing furnace. Charles”s hands slid down my body as if he were mapping every curve, every inch of my skin. His fingers ran over my abdomen, up my chest, drawing imaginary lines that set me on fire inside.
My lips left yours for a brief moment, just so I could whisper in your ear:
— Charles, I want you. I want to sink completely into your body and make you mine.
The words sounded like a command, like a desperate plea. And he obeyed. His lips trailed down my neck, tracing a wet, warm path to my chest. His teeth gently nibbled my skin, while his hands ventured down without the slightest hesitation to my cock.
A moan escaped my lips as he touched me, a primal sound that revealed how much I wanted him. It would be the first time that I wasn”t the passive one and to say that I wasn”t nervous was to lie through my teeth.
Charles pulled away for a moment, just to look me in the eye. His eyes were intense, full of desire and passion.
“You”re so beautiful,” he murmured, his voice hoarse with desire. - So perfect.
He leaned in again and kissed me, this time harder, more urgently.
When our dicks touched, skin to skin, sweat to sweat, it was as if I had been touched by lightning, so much was my desire to thrust myself inside him.
Charles had experience and I knew it, however, he was hungry, his mouth went down my chest and abdomen again, leaving a trail of saliva wherever he went, his moans were music to my ears.
His mouth dominated my dick, he put everything in his mouth and he tasted it and sucked it eagerly, even in an unresponsive way, it was good. My cock had never felt so adored as it did that night.
— Be careful… — I warned when he choked the first time.
— Your cock is too big, but I can handle it and I want to put it all in my mouth, you taste really good. — He replied and sucked me again, tearing away the last bit of sanity in me. — Ethan, you taste like honey.
With each movement of his tongue on me, my body burned even more with desire, it was almost desperate.
I noticed that I was going to cum and I didn”t want it to be like that, no, it wasn”t time yet, I needed more, I needed to enter him and taste his body.
I lifted his face after thrusting into his mouth and almost leaving him breathless and looked him in the eyes.
— Tell me who owns your moans. — I grabbed his mouth with desire.
— You… — gave me a peck after speaking and pressed our foreheads together. — I desire you with the same intensity, fuck me big alpha. —he looked down. - Very large…
I dominated his mouth again and this time my desperation was much greater, Charles, he had never told me so clearly what he really wanted.
I looked at the bedside table and there were some bottles of scented oils, that would be enough.
As I lost myself in kisses, my hands filled with oil and tried to cover his entire ass, until I gave up camouflaging my actions and turned him onto his back, I lay down on his body and with my fingers soaked in oil I began to penetrate him, first one finger and then two fingers.
— This is too good… — he murmured
— It might hurt. — I thought I”d warn you, I had vast experience, was it in a negative way? Yes, but I knew I could make her feel pleasure.
— I want more of this. — He pushed his ass towards my fingers and I touched his prostate, as a result he moaned muffled against the pillow.
— I”m going to fuck you the way you deserve. — I took my fingers out of him and heard his protest.
He turned around, I faced his cock and it was beautiful, his legs were open for me, revealing his asshole, which was blinking impatiently.
I poured more oil on myself and him and then I started to insert my dick into that tight asshole that I had wanted for so long.
— Hnn, devagar Ethan…
— Have you given up calling me Alpha? — I asked, moving deeper into him.
— Ahh… yessss… hnnn that’s…
— Painful?
— While… it was the fingers… — one of his hands stopped me, it remained on my abdomen, while with the other he massaged his own dick, in an attempt to make the pain lessen. - You are too big…
— I”ll go slowly, I promise. — I poured more oil between us and my cock slipped inside him.
Charles let out a sharp scream, mixed with a desperate, desperate moan. I was scared and thought I had hurt him.
- Are you well? — I leaned my body and took his lips.
— Yes… — he whimpered.
— Do you want me to stop?
— If you stop, I”ll kill you, please fuck me until I forget my name. — He asked in an erotic and sly way, as if he wanted to be completely corrupted and I wouldn”t deny him his desire.
I thrust into him calmly, sliding in and out, making his body shiver and tremble with each thrust.
He moaned slyly, it was nice to hear, just as it was good to feel his ass squeezing me, chewing my cock eagerly.
My hands were on the back of his neck and the other on his waist, guiding his movements, his legs crossed my back and this gave me more freedom to enter and exit him.
— Great alpha…
— Enjoy my love, I want you to feel everything… — I thrust harder, reaching his prostate and with him he moaned in a sharp and desperate way, his ass squeezed me tighter.
I did this a few times and noticed that he put his hand on his dick again, he wanted to relieve himself anyway and I really doubt I could hold out any longer.
Charles moved in a way that drove me crazy. I started to go faster and deeper inside him and with each movement his moans became louder, sharper and more desperate.
- I need…
— You will have my love.
I clung to him, moaning into his ear as I took him higher and higher. I held him in my arms and my movements became uncontrolled, a wave of spasms invaded my body and I lost consciousness. I bit him and he did the same thing, a unique moment for both of us, it was as if we were connected by the invisible veil of desire.
My venom put him into a trance and I discovered something about my new powers, I could hypnotize prey and order them to do what I wanted.
Charles revealed to me that he had never been the passive one and that when he kissed me he knew that I should be the one to destroy him.
I liked being passive, it was really good, but eating was also good and in a way, having that dominance in bed made my ego inflate.