Chapter 25
Ethan
A week after I was in Dominik, Nicolas had met all my friends, traveled to Kanish and met all the dragons and the dragon gods and the itsabs.
At first he was a little surprised, but soon he opened up to these people.
Charles, as always making one of his jokes, almost made everyone miss lunch in peace. At a table with Umada and hoish, the sensitive topic was Chrys and Chai, so imagine the open-mouthed vampire making jokes with his father-in-law. Gabriel was very angry and I”m not going to judge the guy.
Chiha castle was packed with teenagers and I saw each of those children being born, I trained most of them and today, I finally have my offspring in my arms.
Nicolas was holding Clara and I was holding Orion, the boy was much trickier than the girl.
— If you”re going to spend the night here, let me know so I can control the climate in your room. — Rhyan said smiling.
— I don”t know if it”ll make it that far, I have enough energy to go back. — I said and saw Nicolas”s gaze become much more attentive.
— Little Wolf, it”s better to stay here today, it”ll be cool, we can tell war stories and... — Chai looked around. — It will be great to remember the adventures that didn”t work out.
— speak for yourself, I lost count of how many times I had to rescue Ethan. — Charles gloated.
— What can I do, no one cares about the wolf, they go straight for the vampires and dragons and I”m the perfect bait.
Chai, Charles and Kog were my friends and so our games were a bit stupid and at some point during the night Nicolas became thoughtful and looked serious.
Everyone noticed and I thought it was best to leave.
After I put the children to bed he started shouting, saying that I wasn”t the same person and that for a great leader I didn”t have the attitude.
That hurt me.
— They are my long-time friends Nicolas, it”s normal for them to act like clowns, in fact I”ve never seen them serious for more than five minutes.
— You had sex with them, the way they looked at you, the way you looked at them, they”re too intimate, you”ve been having fun here all this time and why did you look for me? — He shook his head — You went after the children and not after me.
— You”re being unfair to me Nicolas, you had died, I would never see you again, when I found out about the fold I never slept with anyone again, I was waiting to get you.
— Tomorrow I”ll go back to the place I never should have left, you were a mistake Ethan. A big mistake.
I know that when we”re angry we say a lot of nonsense, I know he was feeling insecure and I would ask my friends to avoid jokes around him, at least until he got used to it.
I was also very stuck, I can”t judge. I remember when Marri told me a joke and I was afraid to laugh, not knowing whether or not that was the attitude of a leader.
I don”t understand what was happening to Nicolas, what was the cause of that strange reaction and why this unpleasant discussion. Nothing makes sense, but I”m not going to waste time fighting, so I went back to the room, I want to rest.
But the problems didn”t leave me and he followed me, I tried to ignore him, after all I don”t want to argue anymore. I know it”s a lot, several events at the same time, but it”s not only exhausting for him, I also feel terrible.
Even so, here we are, inside the room, looking at each other without saying anything and each one in our own anger, mulling over the fight, but without saying a single word and looking at each other”s faces, saying everything through our eyes.
The thing is, I don”t like being like this with him, I love him too much and it hurts that we have to fight because of unfounded insecurities.
- Why are you angry? — I asked, but I regretted it. I knew exactly why.
— How do you want me if being here means coming face to face with your past with these gods and all these people you”ve had a relationship with?
—What are you talking about Nicolas? — I looked away from yours, I didn’t want to talk about it. — I already explained that this is not the case.
— You can”t even look at me Ethan, you can”t even look me in the eye to respond — His voice changed and I closed my eyes tightly, I didn”t want to, but I shrank.
- I just…
— We are predestined, we are interconnected souls and I feel horrible being here and facing these people — He pointed to the door indicating outside — You got involved with a lot of people, I understand, but understand my side too.
—None of them are important to me like you, damn it, understand that! — I screamed and he advanced on me, throwing me on the bed.
—Then why do you look at them as if you were? — He got on top of me and held my arms over my head — Why is he so withdrawn in their presence, thinking nonsense and not even looking at me when he was with those shits? — He also shouted close to my face.
There we were, staring at each other, each lost in the glow of the other”s eyes. Nicolas didn”t look at me, he looked at my soul. I felt him unraveling me, taking me away from myself and towards him, I had no barriers, but I didn”t want to admit even to myself that I got involved with a lot of people to forget my past.
It was very painful.
— I”m stronger than you and I can let go at any moment — I challenged him — Why don”t you let me go and stop me from having to hurt you?
— I know, you”re an alpha God and all that shit I don”t care about, but try, I”m not weak and if I have to fight you to understand how I feel, I will.
— That doesn”t even make sense Nicolas — I smile ironically — I don”t want to fight with you.
— Then stop thinking and say how you really feel about me!
It was obvious what I felt, it”s not an argument. I looked into his eyes, he was waiting for an answer and despite not wanting to give it, I had to do it, I needed to make my feelings clear and take the weight off both his shoulders and mine. So, I just asked for what my heart told me.
- Me beije!
- What? — The confusion on your face made me smile roguishly.
— Kiss me and let me show you what I feel, what I want and who I love — I relaxed my arms and opened my legs, placing him between them.
— Ethan…
—Kiss me Nicolas and you’ll know who I really love.
He didn”t think twice and moved into my mouth, strong and intense. The urgency of the kiss made perfect sense to me, after all he wanted to know what I really felt and if it was for him. I believe he had his answer, because he let go of my arms and with one hand I threaded my fingers in his hair, enjoying the taste of his mouth even more.
I never tire of saying it, I love how we fit together, how right it feels to be together and how precious it is to me that I can throw myself into his arms and feel like home with him.
— What are you doing to me, my Ethan? — He asked when he put his face in the crook of my neck — I was going crazy, but just having you made everything go away.
— Then you have your answer — I smiled — I love you.
— I love you too — I felt him kiss the skin in the area and my body shivered.
— You deserve to be punished for teasing me like that, you know?
— I should be the one punishing you, you cheeky one.
This was an ordeal and I wasn”t going to let it go, being an alpha gives me another dimension of things and being challenged makes me quite angry, I don”t care if he”s one too, I”m the king and I”m going to prove it to him.
— You must not provoke the king of Dominik, it is a big mistake! — I warned.
—And what are you going to do about it?
I turned his body on the bed, getting on top of him. He was scared, but said nothing, he then smiled and opened his arms as if he had surrendered and that made me even more crazy to take possession of his body.
— I”m all yours, my alpha — The smug smile made a roar leave my chest.
— And I”m going to make you understand that once and for all.
I advanced again into her juicy and sweet mouth, our tongues fought for power, but neither seemed to want to give in, hands passed over each one”s body, exploring, searching for sensitive spots and breaking the skin to get rid of the clothes urgently.
— Ethan, fuck — He moaned when I grabbed his neck and distributed kisses to the area — How delicious.
His shirt was pulled up, but just having it on his body irritated me, so with a sharp pull, I ripped the fabric. The exposed skin made me salivate, I needed to explore every inch of him with my mouth.
I began to distribute kisses on his sculpted chest, savoring the light sweat of his skin and his delicious taste. Nicolas just groaned, holding back so as not to make any loud sounds. I took one of her nipples and started sucking it intensely, this made the barriers of seeing them fall and I discovered that they are sensitive. This pleased me very much.
— Holy shit — He moaned loudly — Yes, my alpha, hard, devour them!
I smiled internally at his commands, he was enjoying it, so I worked hard on the task. He ran his tongue over the area and bit his beak, making him delirious with pleasure and moaning loudly, without barriers. I went from right to left and while I took one with my mouth, I squeezed the other between my fingers.
I went down to his ripped belly and left wet kisses on the buds, his skin got goose bumps with every act I did and I can”t deny that I liked his sensitivity.
— Ethan, suck me! — He asked, suffering from the pleasure.
— I like how hasty you are, my love — I opened his pants anyway and took them off his body, leaving him completely naked in my eyes — The vision of paradise.
I saw how beautiful he is, even though he is older than me, he has everything in place and I will never get tired of seeing him naked, a real temptation.
— He looks at me as if he wants to eat me — He smiled, but his smile soon died, after all he discovered what I wanted.
— If you don”t want to, that”s fine — I feigned false complacency.
He sighed, perhaps knowing that it was something I really wanted. Understand, it”s not something an alpha like him lends himself to, but here we are, if he refuses, I can”t say I”ll be happy, but the answer came with him opening his legs and showing me his entrance.
— I said I”m all yours, so do whatever you want with me.
I didn”t act like I was asked, I reached for his cock and took it in my mouth in one go. Nicolas moaned, but he choked on air in surprise and my hot mouth wrapped around his cock perhaps caused him to be hit by a sudden bolt of pleasure.
The suction on his dick was intense, I tried hard to make him feel like he was about to cum in my mouth. I sucked the head and ran my tongue over the slit, licked its entire length and held his balls with my hand, massaging each one so that he could feel all my effort in giving him pleasure.
— Ethan, holy shit, I’m going to cum like this — He warned.
— Then come, come on, I want to feel your flavor exploding in my mouth — I swallowed again without giving him a chance to speak.
A few more sucks and the explosion of his pleasure came intensely and filled my mouth. I enjoyed that taste with devotion, delighting myself as all her milk ran down my throat. When the last drop left his dick, I stood up and looked at him who looked exhausted and had a minimal smile on his face.
I took off all my clothes that were still on me and I was completely naked. I noticed him looking at me with only one eye open and I smiled, because I felt like I was showing off to him.
I wasn”t finished, I wanted more and I wanted it as soon as possible, I wanted to play more and it was time to prepare him for the new game. I turned him over on the bed, opened his legs and positioned myself between them, his ass was calling me and I didn”t intend to refuse the invitation. I opened my buttocks and enjoyed the view of his entrance that was winking at me, it was beautiful and I wanted to put myself inside him completely.
My chest rose and fell with anxiety, but everything had to be done calmly and I wasn”t going to stop playing with his head, he needed to get into the moment too, after all he just came. I went to her neck again and with a trail of kisses and bites, I went down to her ass. He just sighed as I took as much of him as I could.
— I love how you shiver at my touch — I declared, reaching for her ass.
— Because it”s you who touches me, only you Ethan.
I opened her buttocks and as soon as I cocked, I also fell into her asshole. My tongue touched her entrance and I enjoyed every moment of that moment. Having Nicolas as mine, at my touches, my whims and my possession was gratifying. He is my alpha too, my fated love.
The moans he emitted filled the room, he was surrendered to the pleasure, but I wanted more, I wanted to hear him scream my name. A finger was pressed into his asshole and I had no problems getting it into him. Nicolas was relaxed, I liked that, the moaning increased when I started to insert my finger at a certain speed.
I alternated between my finger and tongue and soon his entrance was completely lubricated. The second finger came next, he was very relaxed, he was aware of what I wanted and he gave me control of his body. With two fingers in his ass, I started to make a kind of scissors inside that would make him more relaxed and we wouldn”t have any problems when I inserted my dick.
— Ethan, stop torturing me and put that dick in already — I smiled at his muffled scream — I can”t take it anymore, I need you to fuck me.
— Don”t be in a hurry, I don”t want to hurt him.
— Fuck, just put that dick in me and stop teasing me!
I laughed loudly at his lack of patience, but I couldn”t take it anymore so I went to get the scented oil to lubricate better. I poured a good amount into his entrance and onto my dick, I put my fingers inside him again and then replaced them with my member.
I entered slowly, without rushing, enjoying every inch of her body, the heat and how the muscles inside her chewed my dick along the way. We both moaned at the act, at the connection that was being established and how the fit was so perfect.
When I was fully in, I was able to release the air I didn”t even realize I was holding. I remained static for a few seconds, he needed to get used to me and I had to have self-control to not cum so quickly. I hugged his body and let myself be bathed in his warmth, I kissed his shoulder and he turned his face to look at me. I left a quick kiss on his mouth and a sweet smile appeared on his lips.
— Fuck me, make me yours, my alpha, I want to feel whatever you have to give me — He sighed and kissed him again.
- I love you my love.
I started the thrusts with moderate speed, enjoying being inside him even more. My crotch slapped against her ass and the sound was delicious. The heat in the room was stronger, we were sweating together, our smell mixed with that of sex and oil.
Nicolas looked at me, but he couldn”t maintain contact for long, as the pleasure of my thrusts was reverberating throughout his being. I increased my thrusts and was able to go deep inside him, I felt my dick being crushed by his insides. I looked into his eyes once again and our connection was there, strong, unbreakable and it was so palpable that I can say that we were about to come together as one.
Senseless, I know, but that was the feeling I had. He hits his prostate with precise blows, this made him roar at the madness of the act, I smiled to myself, I started focusing on hitting the same spot more times and I succeeded.
I was insane, thrusting into him hard and it didn”t take me long to announce my pleasure.
— I”m going to cum — I said loudly — I”m going to cum, my love.
— Come inside me, don”t take it off, come and fill me, my love.
I didn”t respond, a few intense thrusts later and I came too. I poured all my pleasure into my alpha, satisfying myself immensely. The relief was intense, I was exhausted and I threw myself on top of him, powerless, exhausted, but satisfied.
I sat next to him and we looked at each other with love in our eyes. I learned what a mess he was after sex. The most beautiful man I”ve ever seen in my life and the blessing that the gods gave me and didn”t take away from me, even with all this time apart.
- Are you well? — I asked worriedly when I saw him take several deep breaths — Did I hurt you?
— You made me come twice and this last time without me even touching myself.
— So I deserve an award for that, don”t you think? — He smiles amusedly.
— He deserves it, for sure — His mouth took mine in a calm and light kiss.
— Do you now understand how I feel about you? — I grabbed your face and brushed your hair out of your face.
— You proved that to me Ethan and I needed to understand, thank you my love.
Our foreheads met, the simple union we were having was marked by the unbreakable bond of our love. He and I are one, we are predestined and there will never be greater love in this world than ours.
— My friends are like my family, my pack is like they were my children, so it”s different now, in my laws, omegas are exalted and in the puberty ritual they choose conscious and not driven by heat.
— You made your world have the justice that yours didn”t have. - Hugged me.
— I”m well known on some planets, some think I”m a bit silly, but they can”t say that I”m not strong, because I destroyed entire nations in search of justice. — He smiled weakly. — When I”m not there, Marri is the one who takes care of everything, she”s my best friend and sometimes she”s like a mother, she was the one who bit me.
— The girl who walks around the castle almost naked?
— Herself, everyone covets her, but she never looked at anyone, I don”t think she feels alone when we”re around, but deep down I know it must be very difficult.
His face contained the makeup of time, I know he felt bad when he went to Kanish and witnessed everyone”s youth and beauty, I know he was insecure and I know that everything he said was in a moment of anger.
Nicolas has all my love and trust and that”s why I want him by my side forever, no matter how, where and when.
I approached his face smiling, my eyes turned red and I could smell the disease, it was in his heart and spreading to the rest of his body. The poison of the disease spread in his bloodstream and at that moment I knew, I would lose him, even if Javier hadn”t messed up in our marriage I would lose him.
At that moment I bit him, I wanted to give him my immortality and my mark was very different. Nicolas began to squirm and struggle against the vampire. Yes, I took my vampire form to mark him.
His smell of wet earth and oak-aged wine grew stronger, he screamed and was indeed afraid. I made all the polluted blood clean that night, his heart was free from any disease, and his eyes turned gray.
When the pain went away, he looked at me scared and I laughed.
— Now, my Vulture, you will rule by my side forever and ever. — I moved my body on top of him.
Nicolas kissed me intensely and smiled.
— Me, you and the children?
— Me, you, the children and my pack.
— I accept this new Ethan, I accept being loved by the great love of my life and I accept this blessing for eternity. My predestined.
—Forever my beloved.
We sealed our promise and now I understood why it had never worked out with any of my other passions, none of them were Nicolas, none of them were predestined. For him and my children I folded time and with them I want to live forever.
Finally everything was in its place, I will never be able to blame the dimensional rift for guiding me to Dominik, that”s what saved me and this planet, it”s my passion.
I am the alpha God, the white wolf with golden eyes that this planet has waited for millennia and I am here to rule with justice.
The end.