Chapter Two

Bennett Runs After What He Broke

The elevator doors closed in my face.

For one second, I stood there with my hand half-raised, like I could still stop them.

Like I could press my palm against gold metal and force time to move backward.

Six minutes. That was all I needed. Six minutes before the video.

Six minutes before the screen went black.

Six minutes before my son looked at me like I had become a stranger.

“Bennett.”

My father’s voice came from behind me.

I did not turn.

“Bennett,” he said again. “Walk away from the elevator.”

I stared at my reflection in the closed doors. My bow tie hung loose. My hair was no longer perfect. My wife’s ring was no longer on her hand. It was on the glass podium behind me, in front of two hundred people who had watched me destroy her.

“Move,” I said.

Victor Rourke stepped closer. “Not until you listen.”

“I said move.”

“You have press downstairs,” he said. “You have board members in that room. You have investors watching this unfold in real time. So you will not run through a hotel like a guilty schoolboy.”

I turned then.

My father’s face was cold. It always was. Nothing touched him unless it cost money or power. My mother had once said Victor Rourke could stand in a burning church and ask who owned the land under it.

“My wife is downstairs,” I said.

“Your wife just ended your marriage in front of everyone.”

“No,” I said. “I ended it.”

For the first time that night, something moved across his face. Annoyance. Not grief. Not shame. Annoyance.

“Do not start speaking like a weak man,” he said.

I laughed once. It sounded sick.

“A weak man?” I asked. “I had an affair with her best friend. I lied to her face. I stood in front of our son and made vows I had already broken. There is no strong version of that.”

“Keep your voice down.”

“Why?” I asked. “The whole ballroom already heard Serena.”

His jaw hardened.

Behind him, Serena stood near the side wall, crying into her hands. Several guests stared at her like she was a dead animal on a clean floor. She looked smaller now. Not innocent. Not broken. Just exposed.

She lifted her head when she heard her name.

“Bennett,” she whispered.

My chest tightened with shame.

Not longing.

Not love.

Shame.

I had touched her. I had kissed her. I had given her power over my family because I was angry, tired, drunk, and stupid enough to think one bad choice could stay hidden if the man making it had enough money.

“Do not speak to me,” I said.

Serena flinched. “You don’t mean that.”

“I mean every word.”

Her eyes filled again. “I didn’t leak that video.”

“I don’t care right now.”

“You should care,” she said. “Someone is trying to ruin you.”

I stepped closer, and she stepped back.

“No,” I said. “I ruined myself. Whoever leaked it only turned on the light.”

My father grabbed my arm. “Enough.”

I looked down at his hand.

He let go before I made him.

“Bennett,” he said in a low voice, “you need to get control of this room.”

I looked back toward the ballroom.

People were still there. Of course they were. Rich people did not run from blood when the blood belonged to someone else. They stayed. They watched. They whispered over champagne and called it concern.

My board chairman, Peter Langley, stood by the bar with his phone pressed to his ear.

My chief financial officer would not meet my eyes.

Two men from the investment group that had backed our new expansion were leaving through the side exit.

My mother sat at the family table with her napkin crushed in her fist.

Theo’s chair was empty.

That empty chair hit harder than every stare in the room.

I moved toward the podium.

My father caught up beside me. “What are you doing?”

I picked up Madeleine’s ring.

It was warm.

I closed my fist around it.

“You are not keeping that,” Victor said.

I looked at him. “It is not yours.”

“It is a Rourke family diamond.”

“It is Madeleine’s ring.”

“She left it.”

“She left me.”

He exhaled through his nose. “You are emotional. That makes you foolish.”

“I was foolish before tonight. Tonight I am awake.”

I walked away from him.

“Bennett,” he snapped.

I kept walking.

Serena stepped into my path. Her pale blue dress moved around her legs like water. Madeleine had chosen that dress. I remembered her smiling this morning, touching Serena’s shoulder, saying the color made her eyes softer.

God.

I had made my wife stand beside the woman who had helped me betray her.

“Please,” Serena said. “You can’t leave me alone in there.”

I stared at her.

“You are worried about being alone in a ballroom?” I asked. “My son just watched me cheat on his mother.”

Her lips trembled. “I made mistakes too.”

“Too?”

“Don’t make me the only villain.”

My hands curled.

“You were her best friend.”

“And you were her husband,” she whispered.

The words landed because they were true.

I hated her in that moment because I could not hate only her.

I had done this.

I had opened the door.

I had stepped through.

“I have to find them,” I said.

Serena shook her head. “She won’t listen to you.”

“She doesn’t have to listen. I need to see if my son is safe.”

“Bennett, wait.”

I moved around her.

She grabbed my sleeve.

I looked at her hand until she removed it.

“Don’t touch me again,” I said.

Her face changed. The tears did not stop, but something hard showed beneath them.

“She will never forgive you,” Serena said.

I leaned closer. “That is her right.”

Then I walked away.

The hallway outside the ballroom was full of staff. Some looked at me. Some looked down. One young waiter stepped back so fast he almost hit the wall. Good. They should move away from me. I had become the kind of man decent people avoided.

I reached the private elevator and pressed the button again and again.

It was already gone.

“Mr. Rourke,” a security guard said carefully, “there are cameras in the lobby.”

“I know.”

“The service elevator is this way.”

I turned to him. “Did my wife use the front lobby?”

He hesitated.

“Answer me.”

“Yes, sir. Mrs. Rourke and your son went down to the main lobby.”

“Hart,” I said.

He blinked. “Sir?”

“Her name is Madeleine Hart.”

The elevator opened.

I stepped inside alone.

As the doors closed, my phone started to ring. Peter Langley. I ignored it. Then my CFO. I ignored that too. Then my father. I looked at the screen and almost threw the phone against the wall.

It rang again.

Unknown number.

I rejected the call.

A text came in.

This was only the first video.

My blood went cold.

The elevator dropped lower.

Another text came.

You should have paid attention to who hated your perfect life.

The doors opened before I could breathe.

The lobby exploded with light.

Cameras flashed from every side. Reporters shouted my name. Hotel security formed a weak line near the doors, but it was not enough. People pushed forward with phones in their hands.

“Mr. Rourke, did you cheat with Serena Mallory?”

“Where is your wife?”

“Did your son see the video?”

“Is your marriage over?”

“Did Mrs. Rourke know?”

I stepped out, searching over their heads.

“Madeleine!” I shouted.

A camera light hit my eyes.

“Mr. Rourke, was the affair ongoing?”

“Get out of my way,” I said.

The security guard beside me tried to clear a path.

I saw Theo first.

He was near the hotel doors, half-hidden behind Madeleine. His face was wet. He was trying not to cry, and that nearly put me on my knees.

Madeleine stood in front of him like a shield.

My wife. My Maddie. The woman who used to fall asleep with her hand on my chest because she said my heartbeat calmed her.

The woman who had sat beside me in cheap diners and read contracts she did not understand because I was too tired to read them alone.

The woman who had built the man everyone now called brilliant.

She looked at me like I was a stranger with her husband’s face.

“Madeleine,” I called.

She did not answer.

She turned toward the doors.

A black car waited outside.

Not ours.

My driver was not there.

A man stood beside the open back door.

Tall. Dark hair. Long coat. Calm face.

I knew him.

Caleb Renner.

For a moment, I forgot how to move.

Caleb looked past the cameras and saw me. He did not smirk. He did not look pleased. That almost made it worse. He looked steady. Useful. Safe.

Everything I was not.

Madeleine put her hand on Theo’s back.

Caleb stepped between her and the reporters.

“Give them room,” he said.

His voice was quiet, but people listened.

My body moved before my mind did.

I pushed through the press.

“Madeleine, wait.”

She stopped near the car, but she did not turn.

Caleb turned instead.

“Not now, Bennett.”

Hearing my name in his mouth lit something ugly inside me.

“This is my family,” I said.

He held my stare. “Then you should have protected it.”

I lunged forward one step, but security caught my arm.

Madeleine turned then.

“Don’t,” she said.

One word.

Not loud.

Not angry.

Just tired.

I stopped.

She looked at the guard holding me. “Let him go. He won’t make this worse in front of Theo.”

I wished she had shouted.

I wished she had slapped me.

I wished she had done anything but trust the small part of me that still knew how to behave in front of our child.

The guard let me go.

I fixed my eyes on Theo.

“Son,” I said.

Theo stared at the ground.

“I’m sorry,” I said.

He shook his head hard, like my words were dirt he needed to get off him.

“Don’t,” he said.

My throat burned. “I need you to know I love you.”

He looked up then.

His eyes were red and furious.

“You loved us six minutes ago too,” he said. “Remember?”

I could not answer.

There was no answer.

Madeleine’s hand tightened on his shoulder.

“Get in the car, Theo,” she said.

He did.

Caleb closed the door softly after him.

I hated him for that too. For being gentle. For doing the simple thing right when I had done the huge thing wrong.

Madeleine faced me.

Cameras flashed behind us.

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