Chapter Ten #2
I reached back, grabbing hold of my own hair closer to the scalp to reduce his ability to pull.
“Eat shit,” I snapped.
The awkward position made it hard for him to strike, but he did his best—cocking his arm and sending his fist flying toward the side of my face. I ducked my chin and turned my head, making the punch land on my ear instead of my cheek.
The cartilage crunched, a strange kind of pressure-pain as I reached with my free hand to grab his wrist, hand curling, my fingers digging in as hard and deep as I could.
A growl escaped him as he released my hair to try to pry my hand away.
But there was no need.
The second I was released, I crawled forward a foot, two, then shot to my feet, rushing to put the shelf between us.
“Bitch,” he snarled.
He had no idea.
I couldn’t help but wonder, as he inched in one direction, making me scoot down the opposite direction, if this was the guy who’d killed Robin. Was this the last face she saw before he snuffed out her light, her life?
Had he hurt her first?
Tortured her for the information?
Was he a stranger?
Or was this some sort of personal betrayal?
Which would be worse?
The guy suddenly changed directions, shooting upward, forcing me back down the aisle, further away from the doorway to the front of the building, from my gun, from possible escape.
Adrenaline coursed through me, a fluttering in my pulse points, an electric sensation on my skin. My heart felt close to busting out of my ribcage. My stomach flipped over and over.
We shifted positions again, his labored breathing telling me how pissed he was getting with this cat-and-mouse game.
He faked me out, pretending to run again, only to thrust his hand through the shelf, grabbing the front of my shirt, and hauling me against the unit before I could even think to brace myself.
The edge of the metal shelf caught me on the lip, the pain both sharp and throbbing at the same time. I tasted the blood even as my lip went fat as it swelled up.
I yanked away, stumbling back into the next row of shelves. A small yelp escaped me as I lost my footing, all my weight coming down on the shelf.
I felt it wobble, but it stayed upright, thanks to a lower shelf lined with boxes full of old nudie magazines I knew were valuable but hadn’t found an appropriate way to sell them yet.
Sure, some of the old ones kept the bush hidden behind a bedpost or pillow, but they were all tits-out.
And by the eighties, it was all vag everywhere too.
It was one of my favorite collections in the shop.
Not because I had any affinity for porn magazines.
But because they’d been brought in by a bewildered daughter after her parent died. She’d found them lining the bottom of their dresser drawers.
Not her father.
Her mother.
I kind of hoped there was an afterlife. And that the girl’s mom was up there surrounded by all the muff society and their antiquated rules had denied her when she was alive.
Before I could debate not falling onto an unyielding cabinet, though, my attacker grabbed the edge of another, much lighter, one and shoved.
The shelf was too long, attached to the ones at its side with carefully placed zip ties. There was no outrunning it.
The whole thing came down as one big unit, shoving me back against the other shelves, this time taking them down with me.
I landed back on them, the one shelf cushioning my fall, the metal shelves ramming into the back of my head, my shoulders, and my back. The unit that came down on me, caught me across the nose, ribs, and knees.
I felt the pain everywhere at once.
It was throbbing, stinging, gnawing, piercing. It radiated through me, shooting from one spot to the next in a dizzying loop. All the while, my heartbeat raced, adrenaline surged, and I was both too aware of everything at once and completely detached from it all.
I knew I needed to move, to fight, to save myself, but I was too stunned to act. The shelves sandwiching me were pressed against me, making it hard to think past the crushing sensation, to breathe at all.
My attacker, unable to reach me, paused, panicked, then reached for the shelf, dragged it back off of me, but catching my foot in the process, making a searing pain course through my ankle.
I sucked in a breath, the air burning my lungs, as I freed my foot from the shelf just before it stood back on its legs.
I needed to peel myself off the other unit, had to get up on my feet, fight, flee. Something. Anything.
But just trying to stand had me falling back with a groan as more copper taste filled my mouth.
My attacker started to come down the aisle, a wicked glint in his eye.
But it was just then that a police siren screamed down the street, slowing, then stopping.
I watched with a detached sort of delight as his eyes went round, likely worrying that I had some kind of panic button I might have hit, or that he’d been seen.
He didn’t stop to debate his options.
He turned and ran back through the front of the store.
Alone, I half pushed, half fell off the shelf and onto my knees on the hard floor. I let myself have a few short moments to breathe, to try to think past the pain.
Eventually, I pulled myself off the floor and inched my way toward the front of the store, half dragging my aching foot behind me.
I couldn’t tell you what I was thinking right then. My mind was syrup.
I was moving on instinct, grabbing my purse, my gun, and Tuna, then moving out of the shop.
I’m reasonably sure I locked the door, but I had no memory of pulling the gate as I inched my way down the block, through the alley, up the stairs, and into my apartment.
Only behind that locked door, then the one to my bathroom, did I collapse, cradling the gun to my chest, and let myself process the fear and pain.
Outside the door, Tuna whined.