Chapter 6
Jaxon
Izzy and I spend Friday night through Sunday morning at her place. We go out on dates. We have been to parties together, we have spent a lot of time with each other.
My misgivings about our ten year age difference has evaporated. Truth is that I feel closer to her in these six months than I ever felt for Alyssa in twelve years of marriage.
I have gotten over feeling any guilt for the growing love I have for Isabel. Just last week Alyssa came home after fucking a local sports star and proclaimed that no one would ever be able to satisfy her after her weekend with him.
I could tell by the concern on her face afterward that she knew that she fucked up saying that to me. This weekend I packed two suitcases full of all my clothes and moved in with Isabel. She is ecstatic with the arrangement.
Over the past 6 months, we have had Morticia over for a threesome hook ups. She is still committed to her marriage though they are swingers. She has told him about our threesomes and he is okay with that.
I have to admit that it is thrilling to watch the voluptuous Goth woman having sex with my young looking lover. I revel in having sex with the both of them. I have been leaning more and more lately towards wanting to end my marriage with Alyssa.
It has been a year now since she suggested that we open our marriage to other lovers. From the very start she went completely overboard with her hookups with other men. So often telling me how good the other men were in bed and how they satisfied her so completely.
It has been many months since I gave up hope that I would ever be able to satisfy her again. It has been even longer since I felt like I was even married to her any more.
To be honest, I have fallen deeply in love with Isabel and have been thing a lot lately about being with her for the rest of my life. The fact that she is so happy that I have moved in to her condo makes me feel like she might feel that way about me too.
Alyssa
Sunday
I had my weekly fuck date with Tony today. We again fucked like mating animals. After we were spent, Tony said we needed to talk.
I have been wanting more and more lately to tell Tony that I have fallen in love with him. I just blurt it out after his statement that we need to talk.
That’s what I wanted to talk to you about Alyssa. We need to stop seeing each other. This was the last time,” Tony announced.
“But I am in love with you I sobbed.” And that is why we must stop. I do not feel that way about you. This has always been only about sex for me. I fucked you while Danielle was fucking her lover,” he informed me. “We are still very much in love with each other,” he added.
I sat in my car in the parking lot sobbing for almost a half an hour before I drove home. When I got home it was eerily quiet in the house. I am surprised that Jaxon is not home. He is always home after noon on Sundays.
I stopped dead in my tracks halfway into the bedroom when I saw that Jaxon’s side of the closet is completely empty. A quick check proved that his dresser drawers are also empty. In a panic I call his cell number.
Jaxon: Hello
Alyssa: Where are you? Why are your clothes gone?
Jaxon: I have moved out. Our marriage is a joke and I do not want to stay married anymore.
Alyssa: No-no-no-no, please Jaxon…please don’t end us.
Jaxon: There is no more us. For the past year I have been no more than a warm body to come home to after you wear yourself out fucking other men.
Jaxon: Over the past year you have told me countless times how marvelous the other men were never thinking about how that affected me. To finally put it in words, you put it all in perspective when you said that after last weekend you didn’t think you could ever be satisfied again.
Jaxon: That’s how I have felt this entire year. Like I would never satisfy you again.
Alyssa: Oh Jaxon! I never meant it that way.
Alysa: I was always just trying to share my happiness with you and let you be part of it.
Jaxon: My feelings are real Alyssa. The way you have repeatedly told me how wonderful your lovers were made me feel inadequate. Whenever we made love I felt like I did not satisfy you the way other men did.
Alyssa: I’m so sorry Jaxon. Please give me another chance. I’ll give up the other men and be yours only.
Jaxon: It’s too late for that. While you have been seeing all the men you could get your hands on, I was dating only one woman and we fell in love.
Jaxon: With her I feel desired. With her I feel adored. With her I feel that I truly satisfy her.
Alyssa: Oh Jaxon-I’m so sorry-I’m so sorry. I promise you that I’ll change.
Alyssa: I promise that you can satisfy me. You have always satisfied me.
Jaxon: I’m sorry Alyssa, but I fell out of love for you many months ago and there is no way I could ever recapture that with all that happened over the past year. I have found someone who I satisfy. Someone who does not need other men to be happy. Someone who will be faithful to me.
My knees buckled and I fell onto the foot of the bed when Jaxon hung up. I never meant for this to happen. I just got so wrapped up in the attention and desire from other men that I lost sight what most important. And now I have lost him.
Jaxon
I hugged Izzy tight after the phone call. “I am all yours now. I am going to file for divorce today,” I told Izzy. Izzy shrieked and threw herself in my arms and kissed the living daylight out of me.
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