Chapter 2
Anna’s eyes opened to darkness as the thunder woke her.
For a moment, she didn’t know where she was, bleary, her head thumping unpleasantly in the muggy heat before the unfamiliar lines of her new bedroom, packing boxes still stacked up against the wall, settled into shape in the gloom.
Bright light flashed through the open window.
There was the faintest hint of a breeze teasing the edges of the curtains, but the air was endlessly hot and heavy. No rain. No surprise.
Her mouth was dry and her throat raw with the kind of thirst that only ever comes after unexpected sleep.
She groaned as she sat up, jeans and tee twisted around her, and hunted down the earbuds lost somewhere on her sheets.
What time was it, anyway? After Mom had got Grandma settled and left for work, Anna had come upstairs and plugged herself into an old horror movie on Tubi and must have fallen asleep.
When had that been? Eight? What time was it now?
She checked her phone. Nearly four a.m. The time she was normally drifting off these days rather than waking up.
Shit. Caroline. Had her little sister looked in on Anna?
Probably. She felt a momentary pang of guilt but dismissed it.
Caroline was nearly a teenager. She was more than capable of getting herself together for school and bed.
Anna got up, shook her clothes back into place, and peered out at the night.
Lightning flashed again, illuminating the old cemetery that sat between their house and the town, the gravestones beyond the old wire fence like uneven worn teeth jutting out from the receding dry earth.
She sucked in the warm air, trying to wake up, and tasted the dust carried on the breeze.
If there was rain anywhere, it wasn’t over this sorry excuse for a town.
Her head still pounding, she padded barefoot out into the hallway. It was dark, lit only by the silent lightning cutting the sky outside, and when the thunder bellowed, she was sure the house shook a little, the foundations loosening in the parched country earth.
God, she hated this house. It was big—too big for just the four of them—and had the lingering smell of a building probably left empty for years.
An absent smell. That of a desiccated corpse, the soul long gone.
It was oppressive, despite the size, and the way the wood creaked and the rooms were filled with shadows always gave the impression there was something or someone in the corner of her eye that she couldn’t quite see.
The place totally creeped her out, like the home from those old Amityville movies.
She shivered despite the night warmth that snuck in through the old walls.
Unnatural shapes formed in the shadows as she went downstairs, but she ignored them.
A little fear was at least feeling something, and there were plenty who would call that progress in her post-trauma journey.
For all her heart’s pounding, she knew there were no monsters and ghosts.
She’d learned the hard way that it was living people who did the bad things.
It was cooler downstairs, and from the hallway she could hear the kitchen tap dripping into the deep ceramic sink like a clock marking out the seconds between the flashes of light outside and the cracks of thunder that followed.
She took a glass from the cupboard and flinched as the pipes squealed unpleasantly when she turned the faucet to fill it.
She’d been glad to leave college after everything and thought she’d be glad to leave their home in the city—running, running, keep running away from everything—but that was before they’d moved in here.
Sure, the house was big and cheap, but, just like the rest of the town, behind the facade, it was tired and worn-out.
She screwed the faucet tight but the stubborn drip continued.
Another thing to add to the list for Lucas, the handyman Mom had called in, who seemed to come every day and still the jobs didn’t get finished.
When Anna had complained about him, Mom suggested Anna could do some of the repairs herself if she wasn’t happy.
Something else for her to help out with when she wasn’t doing her shifts at the diner.
Something else to get her back in the world.
Another sign that everyone’s patience was wearing thin with Anna’s moods—the unspoken It was all kind of your own fault, after all.
She took her glass and headed out into the dark heart of the house. Her head throbbed slightly, not quite a headache anymore but almost, and she hoped that if she got back to sleep, it would be gone by the time she had to be at the diner for her shift.
“I didn’t faint.”
Anna almost dropped her water as she spun around, clutching the banister for balance.
As lightning flashed outside once again, the speaker was momentarily illuminated in harsh bright white.
Grandma was standing in front of the sitting room window, so close her nose almost grazed it: a frail old woman in a sleeveless pale nightdress, arms thin and age-marked, skin baggy on the bones.
“I didn’t faint,” she repeated as she lifted her veiny hands and pressed them against the glass before tapping against it with one finger as if trying to get the attention of someone outside.
It was creepy to see her like that, ghostly and decrepit.
She didn’t look like Grandma much, not anymore.
Not during her “moments.” Anna watched as she tapped and paused and started to half hum, half whisper some song Anna vaguely recognized from one of Grandma’s old Barbra Streisand CDs she refused to put headphones on while listening to.
“Grandma?” Anna put her glass down on a side table and touched the old woman’s arm. The soft skin was freezing cold. How long had she been standing here?
The singing became a quiet keening that wheezed out of Grandma and she leaned her forehead against the window, oblivious to Anna. “Is that me?” the old woman whispered.
Oh, great. There had been some vacant moments from Grandma since they’d moved—forgotten words, moments of confusion—but this was the first truly weird episode while Mom was at work, and of course it had to be while Anna was up.
“Evelyn!” Anna said sharply, using Grandma’s first name, and finally the old woman turned around, eyes wide and bewildered. “It’s me. Anna. You’re okay.”
Grandma stared at Anna for a long moment, and it was hard to dislike her for her vicious tongue when she looked so vulnerable. When there was no spite in her, Grandma just looked lost and afraid.
“What are we doing in here?” Grandma glanced from Anna to the window and then at Anna again.
“You tell me, Grandma.” Anna carefully led her back to her first- floor bedroom at the other end of the hall. “Because I sure as shit don’t know.”
“We shouldn’t be here. Don’t you remember?” Evelyn was still agitated. “We shouldn’t be here.”
“I think that every day,” Anna said quietly. “But you all thought moving to this place was a great idea. So here we are.”